When he disappeared, it was as if a thousand and one mirrors reflected his face in her heart.

And when he reappeared, everything in the world disappeared in an instant, and only the two of them remained.

She seemed to be standing on an island of time and space, and the waves of her heart were surging from all directions, cutting her off from him.

But she threw Birkin down anyway and got up to chase after him.

That's when she realized that the unfinished story really needed an ending.

After the bustling scenery of the world, all the Taoism was lost, and she struggled several times and finally inevitably fell into the red dust.

The glass façade beneath the dome that reflects the rays of the scorching sun seems to be hung with memories and the remains of youth, allowing time to fold gently.

He was wearing a short-sleeved shirt with no sleeves for her to pull, so she grabbed his wrist directly.

He looked back, and after the shock was gone, only a faint smile remained.

"I didn't expect that after so many years, I still haven't been able to escape from your palm. ”

Shen Xingru burst into tears in an instant.

He asked, "Why are you here?"

Shen Xingru cried so much that his hands and feet were numb, and he couldn't speak, but pointed to the outside area of the café not far away.

Her elephant grey Hermes bag and computer are still there.

He took her into his arms and led her little by little in the direction of the café.

Shen Xingru already felt that the sun and moon were gone, and she couldn't remember how she got back to her seat.

He sat down across from her, smiled softly, and said, "What do you want to ask?" ”

At that moment, Shen Xingru felt as if he had returned to his third year of college.

She had rented a house next to the school in order to study for the bar exam.

At that time, he was already about to graduate from graduate school, interning at NetEase during the day, and going to see her after work at night.

In fact, as a liberal arts student, she has never figured out why he can program as a student of reliability systems engineering.

It wasn't until later that she found out that it seemed that people from the School of Electronic and Information Engineering could also program.

But it seems that those who study mechanical engineering are not very good at ......

She still remembers one day she leaned on his shoulder on the sofa and said, "I am twenty years old, the best age for girls, and you are still a poor student, but when I am twenty-five years old, it will slowly change." When I was forty years old, you were forty-four, I was already old, but you were already famous. ”

He smiled and took her in his arms and said, "Aren't you Bai Fumei? Be your Bai Fumei, do you think Bai Fumei is okay and worried that his value will be overtaken?"

The more beautiful the memory at that time, the more heart-wrenching it will be after he is gone.

She once thought that there must be something wrong, not white enough, not rich enough, or not beautiful enough?

In the end, she closed her coffin, and it must be the last item.

She thought that when she graduated from college, she must go to the whole look and be reborn, but in the end, she still didn't have that ruthlessness towards herself.

Shen Xingru has always felt that she is a unique girl in her heart.

She felt that although none of them were particularly top-notch, her average score must be the highest.

What she wants, what she wants to do, hasn't missed much.

She has been arrogant and domineering in the world for twenty years.

But on an inadvertent summer, she felt worthless.

One of the strange things is that in the relationship between two people, the one who can't let go in the end is often the one who pays less.

She couldn't figure it out, how could she say that if she doesn't love, she won't love it?

Now, the person who reappeared in front of Shen Xingru's eyes has inevitably changed a little, but he can still see how glorious it would be back then.

At this moment he stared at her intently, not saying a word.

It's like...... Many years ago, she frantically called him, asking him where he was, asking him what he was doing, asking if he didn't love her anymore.

And he didn't say a word on the other end of the phone.

After countless sprinkling and rolling, his phone could no longer be answered.

Shen Xingru watched "The Gate of the Mansion" when he was a child, Bai Jingqi was locked up by his cousin in the Admiral's Mansion, and Yang Jiuhong waited in front of the Admiral's Mansion for three days and three nights.

Shen Xingru didn't think about it back then.

The school dormitory is very strict, and girls are not allowed to enter the dormitory, so she plans to wait downstairs for three days and three nights.

But then before the night had passed, she was carried home by Xiang Wanwan.

Xiang Wanwan watched "The Love of the Hawthorn Tree" with her and told her, you will treat him as dead.

Shen Xingru cried so much, and his eyelids were covered with eyeliner that couldn't be dissolved.

She raised her head, looked at the end credits, then at Xiang Wanwan, and nodded.

In the next senior year, Shen Xingru still passed the interview of the insurance research institute.

When she was a freshman, Shen Xingru made a big vow that she must study as a graduate student of the most handsome teacher in the college, so no matter what happens, she must do it.

Later, while she was studying and going to school, she posted some words that could vent her emotions on the school's forum "Daguanyuan", and slowly became popular from the forum to Renren.com, accumulating the initial wave of fans, so that she caught up with the general trend of the rise of self-media in recent years.

I have to say that in fact, the first pot of gold in her life was given to her by him, and it was the inheritance after the death of that relationship.

Therefore, when he smiled and asked her to ask anything, Shen Xingru didn't know what to ask for a while.

Of course, the most important question to ask is why.

Why leave me.

But what Shen Xingru asked was, "If I hadn't called you again and again, and then kept sending long text messages, from questioning to abuse, to begging for mercy, would you have come back after a while?"

He got up, moved the chair to her, sat down again, looked at her closely, and said with a calm face, "Yes." In that case, everything would be different now. ”

At ten o'clock, the café opened on time.

He got up and asked her, "Would you like something?"

It was as if they had just gone home for the summer vacation, and today was the first day of school.

"Nope. Shen Xingru had already glimpsed the secrets that had been buried in each other's hearts for many years, and she was content and embarrassed to pack up her things and turn away.

He ran up quickly, stopped her way, and said, "I've read every text message you sent me." When I work overtime 996 every day, I think of you, and type those words with a stubborn and stubborn expression. You said, don't want me to work too hard, I can be stable and happy with you for the rest of my life. ”

Shen Xingru looked at him with tears on his face, and said word by word: "Well, then what?"

His expression suddenly flashed with a hint of pain, and the corners of his mouth trembled unconsciously.

"I didn't understand it before, I didn't believe it. Actually, I regretted it a long time ago. ”