Chapter 30: Loving Heart (Finale)
Human emotions have inertia, and emotions that are not interfered with will weaken over time, but if the outside world continues to fuel this inertia, then this emotion will gradually accumulate and eventually reach a point out of control.
Just like the hatred caused by war, this kind of emotion will become more and more intense in the war, with the sacrifice of comrades-in-arms and compatriots, and finally break away from the political category and reach a situation of endless death, as was the case with the Hundred Years' War between Britain and France and the Battle for Jerusalem.
If the devil is real, then so is God.
In the same way, the same is true of love, selfless love and fearless sacrifice will infect those who witness it up close, if those who grow up in hatred will become demons, then those who grow up in love will become angels, and they will inherit the spirit of the martyrs of their predecessors, so that they will be willing to go forward from the bottom of their hearts to do what their hearts want.
Yu Zecheng witnessed the sacrifice made by Yusen's family for Xiao Chiyo in the flashback plot, and all the touches, sympathy, and pity in his heart, many tears broke out at this moment, and all this was sublimated after Yu Zecheng inherited all the memories of Yusen Wanli.
Yu Zecheng had a melody in his mind at this moment, this melody is similar to Western chant, but it also contains Eastern melody, the melody is holy and solemn, but the faint singing voice seems to be telling a sad story with a cheerful aria.
The melody of praise for death, the tactful and sad plot, the kind girl who is tormented by illness, the Yumori family who fights for love, the great mother who wants to save her daughter even if she is broken, and the Yumori Wanli who bears all this alone and fights until the last moment... All this is pushing Yu Zecheng to a dead end, a road that sacrifices himself to completely heal Chiyo.
Although Yu Zecheng previously learned in the rebirth script of Water Margin that survival is not directly related to whether he can clear the customs in the end, this is also based on the premise that the task panel in his mind does not have the requirement of survival.
But right now, the side quest "Alive" in the quest panel not only did not disappear, but was flashing in the highlights, which shows that the quest requires that you must survive, and if you die, it can't be regarded as a success in the strategy script, and you will completely incarnate into the "Yumori Wanli" The people in the play will eventually become the flesh and blood who support Chiyo.
The unique script of "Loving Heart" leads Yu Zecheng, an outsider, step by step to the fate of Yusen Wanli, a beautiful ending with death.
Although Yu Zecheng's subjective consciousness is still there, after inheriting the memory of Yusen Wanli and his own emotions are pushed to a climax by this script, it will be difficult to control himself, and the two contradictory inner selves have a fierce conflict at this moment.
Although Yu Zecheng himself also has the desire to save Xiao Chiyo, he is also an outsider anyway, a reborn who uses the body of Yumori Wanli to attack this script world, he still has his own dreams, as well as his lover and children, if he wants him to give up everything as "Yu Zecheng" to dedicate himself to Xiao Chiyo, it is difficult for him to convince himself to do this.
At the same time, after the recovery of Yusen Wanli's sealed memory, although its main consciousness is no longer there, there is still a strong desire to sacrifice oneself for the sake of his beloved daughter in the subconscious of this body, and this subconscious desire continues to expand after the memory is awakened, and even has gradually become concretized, as if the pervasive microorganism is eroding Yu Zecheng's self-consciousness.
Father...
Cui Ping...
Pity...
Organization...
Peace...
Future...
Chiyo-chan ...
The fierce confrontation between various consciousnesses and two selves made Yu Zecheng's thinking begin to be confused, and he began to be unable to distinguish between the script and reality, as if an invisible hand was pushing Yu Zecheng into an abyss called Yusen Wanli.
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"Mr. Yu, I have to warn you, it won't be good for you to show your emotional tendencies so excessively in the future. ”
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Yu Zecheng suddenly appeared in his mind with such a sentence, and then Yu Zecheng remembered that this sentence was what he told himself when he met Mr. Xun for the first time, and Mr. Xun told himself that after Cuiping gave birth to a daughter for him, he saw his emotions fluctuate.
Now that I think about it, did Mr. Xun give advice back then?
Suddenly!!!Yu Zecheng remembered the trump card he redeemed before the script, the prop "Never Confused Heart", and now is the time for this prop to come into play!
[Name: The Heart That Never Bewilders]
[Type: Abstract consumables 1/5]
【Quality: Ideal】
[Function: After equipping, you can see through all the illusions in front of you in a short time and insist on your true self in your heart]
[Note: If one day you enter the world of "Ghost Street", then this item is the biggest nemesis of the demon Freddie Kruger]
There was another opportunity to use it, Yu Zecheng was glad that he didn't exhaust this prop in the previous plot, and as soon as his mind moved, Yu Zecheng immediately got the effect of this abstract prop, and his chaotic thinking instantly became clear, and all contradictions and struggles had a final answer at this moment.
An answer to death.
Yu Zecheng lowered his head and smiled.
It turns out that aside from the subconscious guidance of Yumori Wanli and the plot of the script of "Loving Heart", Yu Zecheng's truest thought at the moment is to save Chiyo!
People can use various reasons and excuses to persuade themselves to choose to escape in the face of choice, but the only thing that cannot be deceived is their sincerity.
After getting along with the kind-hearted Chiyo in the hospital and witnessing Chiyo's pain, Yu Zecheng has a hidden desire to sacrifice himself for Chiyo, and at this moment, this desire is stripped away by the "Never Confused Heart" in the struggle.
Since this is the truest wish of your heart, let it come true.
Yu Zecheng silently left Yu Senmin's research room, and then came to Kitakyushu Central Hospital, found the attending physician of Kochiyo, and after explaining everything, he came to Kochiyo's ward, and he gently picked up the ill-fated girl, as if he wanted to spend some more time with this girl before choosing to end himself.
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About a month later, Chiyo was discharged from the hospital, and the doctor instructed her to take the long-term special capsules on time and in the same amount every day, and told her that after taking the last batch of medicine, her illness would be cured forever.
Chiyo has been experiencing painful self-torture since she was a child, and now she can finally be discharged from the hospital, free to run on the streets, and free to bask in the warm sun.
This would have been something to be happy about, but Chiyo couldn't be happy because she couldn't find her parents anymore.
Although I was told by the doctor's uncle that my father went on a business trip abroad with my mother, everything at home was the same as the day I left home, and the passbook left by my parents was enough to live on my own, but why was my heart so sad at this moment?
Mom and Dad, where are you? I really miss you, the three of us made an appointment to go to the park together when I get well, go to the library together, picnic together in the spring, swim together in the summer, cook chestnut rice together in the fall, eat sukiyaki together in the winter...
Mom and Dad, I've been discharged from the hospital, how are you abroad? I know that when I finish the rest of the medicine, you'll come back, Mom will buy me new clothes, Dad will buy me new cloth toys, and then, the three of us will be together forever and never be separated again.
Chiyo sat alone on the empty sofa at home, silently watching the video on the TV, which was a family video recorded when Chiyo's illness was not serious before, and the content was a "family grimace contest" held by a family of three. In the video, Chiyo Kochiyo, who is weak but in high spirits, is trying to make faces to make her parents happy when she has been in bed for many days, and the Yumori couple have a loving smile on their tired faces......