Huang Xiaoxian has seen a plummeting sleep quality in recent times. The fight on the bed is endless, isn't it impossible to sleep? Change the position of the head and feet, raise the pillow, count the sheep, count the dogs, count the stars......

In the end, I found more than 8,000 numbers, and I was still in good spirits. The specific manifestations are going to bed late and waking up early. In the middle, I ran to the bathroom like a marquee, of course, which is a bit exaggerated, but it has never been before. She was so scared that she didn't dare to drink water at about six o'clock in the evening, and she exercised desperately, but she still couldn't.

She couldn't sleep, so she had to secretly take her mother's sleeping pills to fall asleep.

Why is this? Huang Xiaoxian thinks that most of it is related to the oppression and crankiness of her parents.

Many things in the world can change instantly, good and bad, good and bad are transformed like a roller coaster, just at the top, and in the blink of an eye, it will reach the bottom. Anyway, some things are particularly obvious in her, such as her sleep, such as her former glory and current downfall.

Huang Xiaoxian felt that since her college internship, her nightmare had slowly begun, and it was not obvious when it kicked off, and then it spread with lightning speed, with the potential of a spark to ignite the prairie fire.

Mother is a sharp woman, an absolute strong heroine in the family, and will chatter about things that don't go her way.

Father Huang is not a person who hides needles in his mian, although they can't reach the level of chickens and dogs, but there are few quiet times at home. There is a small quarrel for three days, and a big quarrel for five days, and if they don't quarrel, they feel that something is missing in their lives, anyway, Huang Xiaoxian has long been accustomed to such a rhythm of life.

She didn't listen to what was going on outside the window, and only read the books of the sages. Anyway, their quarrel did not affect Huang Xiaoxian's academic performance in the slightest. At this point, Huang Xiaoxian felt that she was definitely a bit of a fairy person, and she could block out the things she didn't like.

When Huang Xiaoxian was in school, he was full of scenery, whether from elementary school to junior high school or high school, he was invincible all the way, and he didn't let his parents worry about it.

When he was admitted to a key university, he was the darling of his mother's eyes. Although her mother is a worker and her education is not high, she is the backbone of literature and art in the factory, and she is a famous factory flower-level figure in the factory, and she is also very beautiful than Huang Xiaoxian.

As long as she talks about children with her peers, she always says lightly: "My little fairy is born to be a learning material, she won't do anything you ask her to do, but study, we haven't bothered, if it weren't for this one, we would have sent her to Beijing to study at Tsinghua University and Peking University." ”

Although there is an element of bragging, there are also considerations for the husband and wife. Huang Xiaoxian's personality is too introverted, she likes to study at home silently alone, which is incompatible with the world outside the book. Her parents were afraid that she would be angry when she left her side, so when she filled in the volunteers, she filled in the most famous school in the province, and Huang Xiaoxian obediently complied.

If you study well, you have obvious advantages in school, but in society, you don't just rely on strength, such as ability and the like.

Huang Xiaoxian showed up when she was an intern, and her parents were not too anxious at the time, because her grades were among the best in the class, and it should not be a problem to stay in school, and when it was time to really graduate, the person in charge of the school said: We considered her desire to stay in school, but she didn't dare to speak at all, let alone give lectures.

When I got home, my mother's complaint was like a hail in summer, crackling and smashing down, since graduation, now half a year has passed, the couple united as one, and criticized Huang Xiaoxian to perfection, the original good, like smoke in the wind, will be blown away.

The couple is surprisingly consistent, no matter what happens to them now, they can always turn around and find her unable to find a job in the end, which is also the main reason why Huang Xiaoxian can't sleep.

In this world, why is there a word called "work"? Huang Xiaoxian is willing to be at home and immersed in the world of books forever.

It was one day in March 1990.

That evening, my mother was plucking the cucumber slices from her face, and was about to apply all kinds of liquids, when she suddenly looked at herself in the glasses, and said as if she was particularly surprised, "Why does this add another wrinkle?"

Then he glanced back at Huang Xiaoxian, who was watching a mythological TV series, and said in a cliché: "It's all about you, you said that you are not too young, and you study so well, and you have won so many scholarships......"

Huang Xiaoxian knew that the original lines were going to be re-staged, and her mother usually started when she was in college, and then ...... She couldn't talk back yet. The day before yesterday, when my mother found a white hair and complained about her, she couldn't bear to reply: "Aging is a natural product, and if you don't worry about me, you have to grow, and the longer you grow, the longer you get, the more you grow." ”

Mother immediately exploded, and she shook off all the 700-year-old millet and 800-year-old chaff. And it started when she was in elementary school. In her narrative, she is the greatest mother in the world, and at the end she was moved to tears. Huang Xiaoxian could only listen dryly, she had learned to be obedient and didn't dare to interject anymore.

's mother really started when she was in college, and Huang Xiaoxian suddenly preempted her like a prank, and it was word-for-word, because her mother didn't hear what she said at first, and when she found out, she realized that the two of them basically seemed to be endorsing in unison......

The mother was a little embarrassed, but she still stopped nagging, and felt that it was no longer interesting for her to continue, so she concentrated on serving her own face.

Huang Xiaoxian suddenly found that her father who had entered the bathroom had not come out for a long time, she hurriedly ran into her small room, and her favorite drama had to give way, otherwise?

She knew that although her parents didn't talk about much affection, they were highly consistent in their treatment of her. If Huang Xiaoxian doesn't run, her father's constipation will definitely and definitely depend on her head. Now they can't have anything in their family, as long as there are trivial things, they are all related to her lack of work.

Huang Xiaoxian felt that she really had a fairy spirit, and she could detect her parents' thoughts. All the people who don't know her think that she is too introverted, she can't speak completely, she blushes when she sees people, and she doesn't seem to have any interest in anything other than textbooks, which are her lifeblood.

In the four years of college, if it weren't for Wu Na, who was in the same dormitory, to protect her, maybe she would not have had a good time in college. But Huang Xiaoxian left these people, and every night, she was her own boss.

She loves to have conversations with herself, and she always manages to play them out perfectly. She especially likes "Liao Zhai", and she even thinks that those ghosts, foxes and monsters are her best friends, and she likes to communicate with them.

Huang Xiaoxian, who felt that she was infallible, thought that she had successfully escaped from her father's revenge, but she didn't expect that her father would stand at her door and say to her mother as if she was inadvertent: "What can I do about this? ”

Huang Xiaoxian was so frightened that he didn't dare to breathe, if one of the two of them had anything bad at this time, he would definitely not be able to get rid of it.