It's been ten years.

I don't know how many times I've written a testimonial.

But it has never been so complicated as it is today, sighing.

It's been exactly ten years since I stepped into this industry in 09.

Yes, that's right, ten years.

At the beginning of April of '09, I stumbled to the starting point to upload my first book, and then watched the click.

When I saw that the number of hits had risen to ten, I was ecstatic and felt that someone could finally read my book.

I wrote eight chapters and then ......

There is no then.

Because I was still a high school student that year, my family was in debt, and I didn't have extra money to support me to go to an Internet café.

That year, my biggest dream was to have a computer that would allow me to write stories......

Of course, I didn't dare to tell anyone, I was very sensitive, afraid that they would laugh at me, hit me, and think I was whimsical.

In 10 years, during the winter vacation, I worked as a waiter in a hotel during the summer vacation.

Others took four days off a month, but I didn't rest for the whole month, not only did I not rest, but I also did it during the day, and I also did it at night, and after I was so tired that I had a nosebleed, I wiped my teeth and gritted my teeth and continued to do it, and finally a month later, I scraped together 2,400 yuan to buy the first computer in my life......

I know that year, I was very happy, as excited as a second fool.

Our family doesn't have a house, my mother works in the factory and lives in the factory, so my computer moved into the factory, because I can't afford the 80 yuan a month Internet fee, so I can only beg my mother The proprietress in the factory to connect the network in his house to me, and it will be fine for half an hour a day......

This is the life under the fence, and you have to look at people's faces all the time.

So I've always been careful and never said a word.

At the end of the summer of 10 years, I signed my first urban book at the starting point, and after the summer vacation, I went to college, and the university rules that I can't bring a computer, so I can't bring a computer......

If it were anyone else, I would have given up, but I still haven't given up.

Because I'm on the shelves.

My university is in Shaoxing, there is an Internet café about three kilometers next to the university town, although I have forgotten the name of the Internet café, but I vaguely remember that every afternoon after the release, I did not eat dinner and panted to run to the Internet café to code the Internet......

One hour.

I only had one hour to work on writing, so I had to write at least 5,000 words in an hour for five hundred dollars for full attendance.

After persevering for a month, I got the first manuscript fee in my life, 638 yuan......

I remember crying.

I want to thank the editor of the 4 groups who used to be "nonsense", well, it is now the editor-in-chief of the city "nonsense"

Thank you, although you don't know me, but you found my book, signed it, and gave me a little hope for the manuscript fee.

It was you who saved me for the first time.

That book lasted for two months, and finally I couldn't hold on anymore.

Because I'm so tired.

Running back and forth hungry every day, my body can't stand it.

So, I wrote about 500,000 yuan and finished the book......

In the blink of an eye, I was in the second semester again, and I could bring a computer in the second semester......

I remember when everyone came to school with their laptops, I was the only one who dragged my desktop computer and a lot of luggage to school......

I changed my vest and started writing the second book, and the second book, I still wrote it at the beginning, but unfortunately the results were not satisfactory......

As I recall, my second editor was "The Smurfs".

Anyway, in my heart, I am always grateful, and I remember that book was first recommended on the first page of the starting point.

Although the grades are still unsatisfactory, mixed with three or four months of full attendance, but I am very satisfied, after all, full attendance is also a good manuscript fee for me, a child from a poor family, I can ask the family less for money, or even save a little, and most of the month will be dealt with.

At that time, my dream was to have my first notebook......

I remember envying the group of classmates who had notebooks.

However, there are more than 3,000 notebooks, and I am a poor student, writing novels and hitting the streets, where do I get the money to buy notebooks?

I couldn't ask my family for money because they were still in debt at that time......

I can't be so unfilial, so I can only rely on myself.

That year, I left the starting point and went to Conghuang to write the first buyout novel in my life, 12 yuan of 1,000 words.

I remember it was the beginning of 11.

That year, I was ecstatic and continued to carry my desktop computer and continue to crack and write novels while reading.

My friends in the same dormitory went all night, and I went too, but I found a place where there was no one in the Internet café alone. (At that time, the lights were turned off and the computer could not be used.) When others don't have classes during the day, they go to play billiards, I hide alone in the dormitory and code words, others go to travel to open a room, and I am still struggling for my notebook.

Why?

Because I know that I am poor, my natural conditions are worse than others, and I cannot enjoy the university life that others can enjoy.

I only have to work hard!

Only by working hard can I be on the same starting line as others, and I can be equal to others.

Otherwise, I will never be equal.

That year, I paid for my college living expenses by myself, and I still had some money left.

At the beginning of 12 years, I bought my first notebook with the more than 3,000 manuscript fees I had accumulated......

That year, I remember secretly crying alone with my notebook.

It's not easy!

It's really not easy for me, how much effort I have put in, how much loneliness I have endured, how many weird eyes I have tasted......

However, it was all worth it.

I love this job and I cherish him.

After graduating from university, the rest of my classmates basically had negative equity on hand, and I was the only one who saved some money......

They were all complaining about the darkness and unfairness of society, but I shook my head.

Society is inherently unfair, especially for children from poor families like us.

You've had good uses since you were a kid, and we don't even have decent toys.

You can play this and that since you were a child, we can only go to the garbage dump to pick up Coke bottles and sell them to buy what we want.

You can have toys from a young age, but what about us? We can only envy it.

Has this society been fair to us?

Have we ever complained?

Are you complaining now?

But what's the use of complaining?

Complaining about being able to eat as a meal?

I have never been confused after graduating from college, because I know that I have a pair of hands and a loving heart.

In the second half of 12, I was still writing about the buyout at the outstation, and I remember that it was 13 years when I returned......

In 13 years, I wrote the only excellent book at the beginning, and I remember that there were 300,000 manuscripts in stock at that time......

The manuscript fee exceeded 4,000 for the only time in the first month......

And then......

The anti-pornography came, all my 300,000 manuscripts were gone, and the book was harmonized, and at the same time I was warned.

That book is indeed a little yellow text, but I looked at the 300,000 manuscripts, and I was confused.

I lost sleep for three nights, like a stupid idiot.

I remember the average was 3150!

A number I'll never forget in my life!

After being depressed for a few months, 14 years later, I opened the vest of Wu Ma Xing, which is the vest I use now, and uploaded my first urban book.

The results were not good, but it was the only book I had at the beginning with a collection of more than 3,000 books and more than 100 books, which in my opinion is an improvement.

After writing about 700,000 hungry, I finished the book and went on to open the second book.

The second book was very poor, with an average of only single digits, and I wrote 300,000 in a trance, because it really didn't get attention, and finally ended it hastily.

After that, I still opened several vests at the starting point and wrote more than 2 million words of books, all of which were full of work on the streets......

Then I stumbled into 16 years, I went to Genesis and wrote a fantasy book with a first order of more than 30 years, and the results were very rubbish in everyone's eyes......

However, I gritted my teeth and continued to write more than a million and finally finished the book.

I remember that the manuscript fee was 1,000 at most and 700 at the lowest......

That year, for the first time, I began to doubt myself about my writing career.

I want to quit the circle.

As my mother said, find a wife, do an ordinary job, and forget it for the rest of your life.

I'm not this material.

After all, after all these years, even garbage will open up, right?

However, I was not reconciled.

The feeling of falling from a high altitude is really bad!

After all, I've written masterpieces!

In '17, I went back to the beginning, and I didn't look for any editors I was familiar with, and I planned to try one last time.

I didn't go to fantasy, I didn't go to fantasy, Xianxia, martial arts, I didn't go......

I wrote about the city that was once harmonized and made me feel psychologically shadowed.

If it doesn't work this time, I'll probably be really discouraged and give up.

Fortunately, about 30,000 words, my dear editor Coke came.

Smooth signing.

Then after a series of recommendations, I also went on the second Sanjiang recommendation in my life.

Then it's back on the shelves......

This book saved me!

Let the center of gravity regain confidence.

also successfully got the boutique ......

After that, my life improved and I got the dignity I wanted.

So that I can puff out my chest and say it to my relatives and friends, I am an author, a writer who writes novels!

Everything pays off!

Here, I would like to thank my editor Coke!

It was you who saved me a second time and made me regain my faith and let me write again. And, of course, the current editor-in-chief nonsense.

There are also my author's friends "Thing in the Fire" and "Pei Tu Dog".

These two sand sculpture brothers have been comforting me before, chatting with me, chatting about some writing strategies, and I have made great progress.

Of course, there are also Qi Ran, Dream Catcher, Job, Mysterious Big Watermelon, Laughing and Forgetting River, Heaven and Earth are Lacking, Shear Water 2, Where is not stained with dust, the third Sydney, white dipping sugar...... and other sand sculpture author friends.

Thank you all along the way!

And, of course, my fellow readers......

After returning to the city again, I saw a lot of familiar faces, and I also saw you voting and rewarding......

I memorized them all.

Thanksgiving!

Thank you!

I love you.

I love you guys so much, really, really, really!!!!!!

I've been 10 years!

From teenager to middle-aged.

Ten years of sighs, how many decades are there in life?

In the future, no matter what the score of this book is, I am still here, and I will not change the vest again!

It will be on the shelves at noon tomorrow, and the shelves will be guaranteed for three more.

Let's talk about the rules.

Now the collection is nearly 50,000, and if it is ten to one, the first order will exceed 5,000.

The alliance leader adds a change.,After the first order breaks five thousand, add a chapter for every thousand.,Well,I'll pay off the next debt three times a day......

That's it, good night everyone!

Oh, by the way, ask for a subscription, ask for a monthly pass......

Please, please!

I need it very much, I need to eat with a mouthful of food...... Really need, please support the genuine, please, please......

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