Chapter 411: First Love
But Jing Zixuan thought about it, didn't she just can't sleep, so she woke up so early?
Before reading this book, Jing Zixuan herself was not very clear about why her feelings for Meng Xiaolan seemed to be different from those for others.
Maybe it's just because she and Meng Xiaolan are better friends, that's what Jing Zixuan told herself.
It wasn't until she read that book with Meng Xiaolan that Jing Zixuan realized that she was different from others.
Why is it that although Jing Zixuan is beautiful, has good grades, and has a good personality, and there are many boys who pursue her, she is not tempted by any of them?
When someone asked, Jing Zixuan always replied that she might not have met her favorite yet.
But what kind of person Jing Zixuan likes, she doesn't know herself.
It's just that after meeting Meng Xiaolan and becoming good friends with Meng Xiaolan, Jing Zixuan felt that she seemed to like staying with Meng Xiaolan very much.
Meng Xiaolan is not a pretty type, at least in adolescence, with a slightly rounded face and figure, and Meng Xiaolan's personality is not very lively, boys rarely notice her.
But Meng Xiaolan is very gentle.
However, only those who are a little familiar with Meng Xiaolan know.
Because Meng Xiaolan doesn't like to talk on weekdays, she doesn't have a position in the class, and she doesn't participate in any clubs in school, her favorite thing to do is to read quietly by herself.
The girls in the class don't have much fun with Meng Xiaolan, most of them still like to get together on chatter, even if some don't like to talk very much, they also like to listen to other people chatting next to them, but Meng Xiaolan is not interested in what they say.
There is a wider world in the book, and Meng Xiaolan is willing to indulge in it.
The reason why Jing Zixuan and Meng Xiaolan were able to get acquainted with each other was because the head teacher arranged the two of them together to be at the same table.
Since you are at the same table, it is inevitable to get along day and night.
It was under this kind of getting along day and night that Jing Zixuan discovered that Meng Xiaolan was such an interesting person, and over time, the two became good friends.
No matter how impetuous Jing Zixuan is, she can always find her own tranquility in Meng Xiaolan's clear eyes.
The sudden kiss last night was also what Jing Zixuan didn't know what to bewitch, probably because of Meng Xiaolan's serious thinking, it was too cute, so Jing Zixuan couldn't help but come over.
Just when Jing Zixuan was still immersed in her own thinking and couldn't extricate herself, Meng Xiaolan walked in with soy milk fritters and buns.
"I bought buns and fritters, which one do you want to eat?" Meng Xiaolan's face did not have any superfluous expression, neither smile nor disgust.
This made Jing Zixuan a little overwhelmed.
Rather than having no expression, Jing Zixuan hoped that Meng Xiaolan could say something a little bit, after all, let her know that attitude.
"All right. Jing Zixuan couldn't laugh anymore, and her mood was also very complicated.
But how simple is Meng Xiaolan's mood?
For Jing Zixuan, Meng Xiaolan likes it, but her kind of liking for Jing Zixuan doesn't seem to be the kind of liking between Lan Ruofei and Yu Lin.
However, Jing Zixuan's feelings for Meng Xiaolan are different from Meng Xiaolan's feelings for Jing Zixuan, and Meng Xiaolan is clear about this time.
In fact, last night, Meng Xiaolan didn't know how she fell asleep, she slept in a daze for a while, and when she saw that it was dawn, she tiptoed up to get up.
Meng Xiaolan didn't sleep well.
Her best friend kissed her last night, and Meng Xiaolan's mood couldn't get better.
Since she couldn't sleep, Meng Xiaolan simply got up, washed up, and went to the school cafeteria to buy two breakfasts.
On the way to buy breakfast, Meng Xiaolan walked extremely slowly, she wished that the time passed more slowly, so that she would never face Jing Zixuan.
Usually it takes less than ten minutes to walk from the dormitory to the canteen and then from the canteen back to the dormitory, Meng Xiaolan walked for half an hour.
Originally, during the holidays, there were not many people who stayed in school, and the canteen was just those two windows.
"Auntie, I want two fritters. Meng Xiaolan said as she took out her meal card.
"Little girl, it's too early, the fritters will be better in a while. The canteen is not busy during the holidays, there are few people, and the aunt is in a very good mood, smiling when she speaks, and giving Meng Xiaolan advice: "But there are all kinds of stuffed buns, do you want to take a look?"
Meng Xiaolan took out the meal card, shook her head and said, "It's okay, then I'll just wait." ”
"It's going to take at least ten minutes for the fritters, aren't you afraid of starving?" said the aunt's face was full of concern.
Meng Xiaolan still shook her head and said, "It's okay, I'm not hungry, just wait here." ”
Aunt Canteen still wanted to say something, but seeing that Meng Xiaolan was not in a very good mood, she didn't say anything, and went in to urge the fried fritters.
So when Meng Xiaolan returned to the dormitory, it was already more than seven o'clock.
Unexpectedly, Jing Zixuan had already gotten up, but it was reasonable, after all, when something like last night happened, the person concerned naturally didn't have the heart to sleep.
They were speechless, no matter what, they still felt a little embarrassed, but Meng Xiaolan didn't know what to say.
So, the two of them sat facing each other and ate breakfast in silence.
"Xiaolan, do you hate me very much?" Jing Zixuan ate a few mouthfuls of fried dough sticks, felt that her mouth was very dry, and picked up the soy milk and drank half of it in one go.
Jing Zixuan felt that today's fritters were extremely greasy.
In fact, it's not the problem of fritters, Jing Zixuan just feels that her heart is clogged.
Meng Xiaolan didn't expect Jing Zixuan to ask like this, she paused for a moment, then quickly shook her head and said, "It's not like this." ”
"Then you are...... Do you think it's a very annoying thing to be liked?" Jing Zixuan frowned, with a sad look on her face.
"I ...... I didn't mean that, Zixuan ......" Meng Xiaolan's hand holding the soy milk trembled.
Although Jing Zixuan already understands that Meng Xiaolan's feelings for herself are probably limited to friends.
But Jing Zixuan was still sad, so she couldn't help but ask these words.
But I never thought that a gentle person like Meng Xiaolan couldn't bear to refuse at all.
As if thinking for a long time, Meng Xiaolan suddenly spoke: "Then, let's try, Zixuan." ”
Jing Zixuan looked up in surprise and started her first love, her first love, which was also Meng Xiaolan's first love.
It's just that the impact of this relationship on the two people is a completely different consequence.
The relationship lasted very hard for less than two months before it ended.
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