Chapter 19: The Entanglement of Children
Beibei's innocent gaze completely melted You Zhi.
This melting is natural, pure, and has no purpose, and it will unconsciously give birth to a kind of pity, love, and affection, so that you have no reason to refuse, to resist, to argue.
Once, he was also attracted by this gaze, excited, excited, happy.
But that was a long, long time ago.
Now, when this gaze attacked You Zhi again, there was an indescribable feeling in his heart, it was excitement, excitement, thinking about it, and more fear, that kind of fear from the heart.
In this gaze, he saw his own sin, guilt, grievances, prayers, and despair.
This is a long time in the past. These things have been sealed in his heart for many years, rusty, and without a trace of light. Now, Beibei's gaze is like a hammer smashed on it, and the rust begins to fall off little by little, and it seems that sulfuric acid is dripping on it, and it begins to erode little by little, until it erodes out of its original appearance.
You Zhi knew that he had to get out of here immediately.
"Beibei, uncle still has things to do, there are many, many things to do, uncle is leaving......" You Zhi said to Beibei with a smile.
Beibei just stared at him intently.
Who knows, just turned around, Beibei shouted at You Zhi and burst her heart again. Turning around, Beibei immediately stopped screaming.
What can I do?
Li Wenxuan's eyes were full of pleading, "You, can you stay with the child for a while?"
You Zhi looked at her, and then at poor little Beibei, but still compromised.
On the bench in the garden of the community, Beibei sat there, looking at You Zhi blankly, not speaking, not afraid, with a little smile in her gentle eyes.
You Zhi didn't know how to communicate with a child with autism, so he could only sit there in a daze, just like her.
A butterfly flies in front of you and lands among the flowers in front of you. Beibei saw it, passed over blankly, squatted down, and watched quietly.
What a good child, even if he is sick, he still can't hide his cuteness and innocence. You Zhi's heart was in a mess, hurting, hurting, bitter...... I can't tell you what it tastes like.
After Li Wenxuan was silent for a while, he was the first to speak, "Ah Zhi, thank you." ”
"You don't have to thank me, I don't want to hurt the child......"
For a while, Li Wenxuan didn't know what to say.
"Isn't this disease good?"
Li Wenxuan: "I've been watching, it's been a long process. ”
"Don't the child's father care?" You Zhi suddenly asked, saying it, but regretting it again.
Li Wenxuan didn't care, she sneered, "It's because of the child that we divorced ......."
Li Wenxuan didn't say any more, but You Zhi could feel a lot of content in it. Beibei is the child of her and Liu Sanli, but even a powerful entrepreneur like Liu Sanli can't see the child's illness well, and not everything can be solved with money. Naturally, Li Wenxuan's suffering with a child alone is extraordinary.
The butterfly flew freely, and Beibei looked at the flowers for a while, then fell to the ground and sat down on the chair silently. Sitting on the chair, Beibei still looked at You Zhi so stupidly.
"Beibei, will my uncle come to see you again in two days......" You Zhi asked tentatively.
Beibei looked at him and didn't speak, as if she couldn't understand his language.
"Beibei, I have my mother with you, my uncle has something to do, I'll play with you again ......" said Youzhi, and got up.
Unexpectedly, as soon as You Zhi got up, Beibei shouted like crazy again, and even grabbed the corner of his clothes.
Helpless, You Zhi had to sit down again.
How's that good? He was completely entangled in Beibei.
"I have to go......" You Zhi looked at Li Wenxuan, hoping that she could find a way.
"Let's go. Li Wenxuan hugged Beibei tightly and turned her head away, letting the child scream heartbreakingly.
How can you go in such a situation?
"Beibei, next time you come, will your uncle buy you a Barbie doll?" You Zhi tried to coax him to get rid of as soon as possible.
"Ah...... Ahhhhh......h
"Beibei is an obedient child, uncle knows, Beibei must be an obedient child, isn't it? If Beibei is disobedient, uncle won't come next time......" You Zhi had no other plan, pretending to be angry.
These words really worked, Beibei calmed down and looked at You Zhi blankly, her eyes were full of innocent prayer and reluctance.
You Zhi breathed a long sigh of relief. After staying for a while, seeing Beibei gradually quieting down, You Zhi touched her head, "Beibei is really obedient, uncle will come to see you in two days......"
Although Beibei doesn't speak, You Zhi can read "desire" and "expectation" in her gaze. Without waiting for Li Wenxuan to speak, You Zhi hurriedly left the couple.
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Office.
Zuo Ya put the freshly brewed cup of green tea in You Zhi's hand, and her voice was soft: "Why is your face so ugly?"
You Zhi blinked his eyes indiscriminately and hurriedly, and slowly frowned: "It's okay, maybe you haven't rested." ”
"When you lie, you always like to blink your eyes......" Zuo Ya said expressionlessly.
You Zhi was stunned suddenly—he forgot that she knew him well.
"It's okay, you're thinking too much......"
"It's not that I'm thinking too much. For a man, the consequences of being too soft-hearted can only increase his troubles. Zuo Ya said lightly, "In the future, you still don't want to go......
You Zhi suddenly raised his head and looked at Zuo Ya, "You are following me?"
"Am I that kind of person?" Zuo Ya obviously didn't like to hear this, pouting and unhappy.
You Zhi also sensed that these words were indeed a little hurtful, and hurriedly explained: "I'm sorry, I didn't mean anything else. ”
"I know. The corners of Zuo Ya's mouth curled slightly, and she smiled.
"It's not easy for anyone, let alone a child......" You Zhi said with a sigh.
"What do you call this? Is it merciful? Is it merciful? Or is it a revival of old feelings?" Zuo Ya was expressionless.
You Zhi was speechless. He didn't know what it was for.
"She has nothing to do with you anymore, and her children are not your children......" Zuoya continued.
"Okay, don't say it. You Zhi suddenly said, his words stiff.
Silent. There was a brief silence.
"Your article is so well written, why can't you handle these things well?" Zuo Ya tried her best to alleviate the embarrassment at this time, "Give and take, learn to let go...... That's what you taught me. ”
"We should change the subject. For a moment, You Zhi didn't know what to say.
"Okay, I'm sure you will deal with it, don't hurt some people because of these things......" Zuo Ya smiled reluctantly and said.
You Zhi nodded slightly, he knew who the "certain people" in her words were referring to.