"Let Mr. You get into my car!"

Li Wenxuan asked the driver to drive the car to the front of the hotel, looking at You Zhi, who was walking and shaking and her eyes could hardly be opened, her thin lips moved slightly, and she said softly.

Zuo Ya and Li Jing hugged You Zhi, "It's okay, let's just take a taxi......"

"There is a car, what kind of taxi do you want. Li Wenxuan said, and went to help You Zhi.

Zuo Ya couldn't stop it, so he looked at You Zhi. Zuo Ya knew that You Zhi would definitely not get into her car, definitely not, she knew him.

Li Wenxuan continued to ask: "Teacher You, get in my car, don't you dare?"

It's really intimidating. Hearing the words "you don't dare", You Zhi opened his confused eyes, "I, why don't I dare, go to ......"

"Teacher You, ...... you" Zuo Ya spit out half of the words in her mouth and swallowed it back.

Li Wenxuan hurriedly opened the car door, Zuo Ya helped You Zhi to the back row, and wanted to go in, but Li Wenxuan said: "I know where Teacher You lives, Director Zuo should also come back early......"

On the way, Li Wenxuan looked at You Zhi, who was drunk in the back row, and had mixed feelings in his heart. At that time, she hated Yuzhi for drinking, or rather, in the days of poverty, she hated him for drinking, which was a sign of incompetence. But now, she wanted him to be drunk, maybe drunk, and forget everything. Isn't it good to forget, once a person loses his memory, it is like a blank piece of paper, on this blank paper, you can draw how you want, and you can draw whatever you want......

Thinking wildly all the way, the car drove until it reached the downstairs of Youzhi Community.

"Teacher You, Teacher You......" Li Wenxuan called twice, You Zhi was already asleep, and he snored.

"Master Zhang, help send Teacher You up,......" Li Wenxuan said to the driver. At this time, You Zhi was like a puddle of mud, and the two of them finally drove You Zhi into the house.

Let the driver Master Zhang go first, and Li Wenxuan stayed. She wasn't at ease. In other words, she had never been so worried about You Zhi, not even when the two of them had been in bed for eight years.

She poured warm honey water and drank it, but You Zhi was still asleep.

At this time, Li Wenxuan had time to "admire" the house. The house is not too big, but it is cleaned up and well organized. Li Wenxuan knows that You Zhi is such a person, he loves cleanliness very much, and he especially doesn't like a messy environment. He once said, "If you don't sweep a house, how can you sweep the world?" After many years, his habits have not changed.

In a three-bedroom house, You Zhi deliberately vacated one as a study. This has been his dream for many years. I remember that many years ago, they once rented a bungalow of less than 20 square meters, and his dream of coding words began on a matza and a floor table.

In the study, the two walls have been renovated and filled with books, politics, economics, culture, literature, history, philosophy......

There is a computer on the desk, and a stack of materials is stacked on the right-hand side. On the left-hand side is an ashtray with stacked cigarette butts.

Li Wenxuan didn't know how to smoke, but he still lit one, leaned back in his chair, and took a deep breath. She coughed twice, smoke curling, lights flickering, and a little loneliness in the silence.

Subconsciously opened the bottom drawer of the desk, Li Wenxuan was stunned.

The drawer is very clean, and there is a stuffed toy dog, snow-white, long fluff, black eyes, so familiar!

He still keeps this?

When he landed, Li Wenxuan's heart seemed to be pricked by a needle, and then tears flowed down.

She snuffed out the cigarette, gently picked up the toy dog, looked at it carefully, stroked it gently, Lele's appearance, smile and everything, and there were too many pasts, happiness, joy, noise, all of which came out in one go.

She put the toy dog in her heart, soft, soft, as if it still had body temperature. Li Wenxuan closed his eyes, his thoughts flew wildly, and he fell asleep unconsciously.

It was like a thunderclap in the clear sky.

"What are you going to do?"

Li Wenxuan was awakened by the sudden roar, You Zhi had already snatched the toy dog, staring at Li Wenxuan with angry eyes. He didn't expect that Li Wenxuan would appear in his study and appear in his home. What the hell is going on? He had a headache yesterday and he didn't remember it at all.

"I'm ......" Li Wenxuan hurriedly stood up, not knowing what to say for a while.

"Why are you here, why are you touching my things, what are you going to do......" You Zhipao asked.

"I ...... , Ah Zhi, yes, I'm sorry......" Li Wenxuan swallowed, tears flowing down again.

You Zhi can't see a woman crying the most, as soon as a woman cries, his heart will soften, it will be broken, and it will be crispy. He has always been a man who is soft and does not eat hard.

"You, let's go......" You Zhi suppressed his anger and said lightly.

"Ah Zhi, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry......" Li Wenxuan continued.

"Don't say it, let's go......"

"Why didn't you tell me?" Li Wenxuan asked, standing there.

"I, I don't have anything to tell you......" You Zhi seemed to sense something.

"Nope. You lied to me, why did you lie to me?" Li Wenxuan chased after him.

"Don't talk about the past......" You Zhi turned around, a mess in his head.

"But you shouldn't hide it from me. Li Wenxuan sobbed.

"Then, what do you want me to do?" You Zhi said coldly, "On one side is our child, on the other side is your father, what do you want me to do?"

"So you ......," Li Wenxuan didn't go on.

"I can't break the old man's heart. ”

"But, that's your own son......"

"Accept your fate!" You Zhi's eyes also moistened, and he gently stroked the toy dog in his hand.

Li Wenxuan pounced and hugged You Zhi tightly from behind, "But, you shouldn't lie to me, you shouldn't hide it from me......"

You Zhi stood there in a daze, like a pillar. yes, is he a ruthless man? is he a ruthless man? No, no.

The doctor's words seem like they were yesterday, "We have tried our best to ......"

"We smash the pot and sell iron to save the children......"

"It's useless, there's no glimmer of hope in sight. What's more, the elderly are now in the critical period of treatment...... You should have a ...... If it is simply for the sake of the child to live for two more days, the old man will probably ...... "My friend's doctor's words were very direct, but they poked at You Zhi's vital point. Money, it's all money, and the treatment expenses that I finally borrowed from all over the world can only save one person now. He had to make a ruthless and ruthless choice.

In the end, he chose the latter.

Li Wenxuan hugged You Zhi so tightly, she could feel his heart beating faster, and she could even feel the pain and grievances in his heart. There was a hint of crying in her voice, "Ah Zhi, I apologize to you for my misunderstanding back then. I hope that you will accept my sincere apologies for being late......"

"But," You Zhi smiled coldly, laughing bitterly and painfully, "but I can't forgive myself!!"

He suddenly broke free of Li Wenxuan's embrace, still staring coldly at the woman he loved so coldly in front of him, "I don't deserve to be a father, it's me, it's me who killed my own son......"

"Ah Zhi ......" For a while, Li Wenxuan didn't know what to say, she rushed up again and hugged You Zhi.

"He's only four years old......" This time, You Zhi finally opened his arms and hugged Li Wenxuan, tears burst out of his eyes, and the pain that had been suppressed for many years flowed with tears.

After crying for a long time, my mood finally calmed down a little. Suddenly, Li Wenxuan violently took You Zhi's mouth, hot breathing, wanton in his mouth, petite and flexible tongue, wandering in his mouth.

You Zhi caters to her breath and tongue, this feeling, familiar and strange!

Did he forgive her? No, there was no resentment at all, where did the forgiveness come from? Did the flame of their love rekindle again? No, since it was extinguished, it could not be rekindled, especially someone of You Zhi's character.

So, what is it?

Suddenly, You Zhi pushed Li Wenxuan away. He turned around and said coldly, "You can go......"

"Ah Zhi, shall we start again?" Li Wenxuan looked at You Zhi with confused eyes.

"You go, this, it's impossible to ......" You Zhi still turned his back to her.

"Do you dislike me?" asked Li Wenxuan.

You Zhi did not answer.

Li Wenxuan closed his eyes, and tears squeezed out of his closed eyes, "Yes, I don't deserve ......" Yes, how can I be worthy? Once upon a time, she quickly divorced, got married, and gave birth quickly, all of which were revenge on a man! But now, she actually wants to reunite after breaking the mirror, and she is covered with dirt, how is this possible? This is definitely a kind of extravagant hope.

There was silence again.

"Let's go......" Yu Zhi said.

"Thank you......" Li Wenxuan didn't know what to say for a while, and after speaking, she pushed the door and walked out.

……

In the east, the orange sun has risen, and the mornings of late spring and early summer are slightly chilly. What a complicated night, what an unforgettable night.

Li Wenxuan stopped a taxi on the side of the road, reported the address of the unit in a dumb voice, and the driver looked at her from the rearview mirror, with a strange feeling.

The light green taxi drove away from You Zhi's community quickly, and the wind brought up by the speed of the car coolly got into the car, which couldn't help but calm Li Wenxuan's mood. She knows that love and dislove between people is really a strange thing, and misunderstanding, forgiveness, regret, and emotional things can never be justified.

Li Wenxuan was thinking wildly, and the driver reminded her: "Your mobile phone is ringing......"

Li Wenxuan came back to his senses and looked at the display screen, it was Liu Wenyuan's phone.

She called early in the morning and didn't know what was going on.

Li Wenxuan tried his best to calm down, cleared his throat, and then answered the phone: "Sister Liu." Over the years, she has had a very good relationship with Liu Wenyuan, and it is very deep, so she is naturally closer to her.

"Editor-in-Chief Li, didn't you drink too much last night, did you?" Liu Wenyuan obviously had something to say, and everyone knew the embarrassment of last night, "Well, it's okay, it's okay." ”

"What's the matter, I didn't hear your voice right?" asked Liu Wenyuan on the other end of the phone, Li Wenxuan hurriedly cleared his throat again, "No, maybe I really drank a little too much." ”

"Not true. You must have cried. Liu Wenyuan directly expressed his speculation.

Li Wenxuan knew that he couldn't hide it, so he had to say: "It's just that I remembered some sad things after drinking......

Liu Wenyuan heard that Li Wenxuan didn't want to say it, so he didn't want to ask further, "What can you do sadly, if it's for a man, it's definitely not worth ......."

Li Wenxuan understood that the "man" in Liu Wenyuan's mouth meant Liu Sanli, so he replied, "Sister, I'm fine, it's not what you think." After speaking, without waiting for Liu Wenyuan to continue to ask, Li Wenxuan hurriedly diverted the topic, "What, sister, call early in the morning, is there something wrong?"

"It's not a big deal, you can help me think about it for the past two days, and find me a secretary...... Liu Wenyuan said.

"Why, don't you have Ivan?"

"She quit. Liu Wenyuan said lightly.

"Why?"

"No, I'll talk to you later, just keep it in mind, the sooner the better, I want men to ......" Liu Wenyuan finished speaking, and hung up the phone after a few polite words.