John was gone when Lance went downstairs, and Red was still reading.

"Good evening, Spencer. Lance smiled, "In between, I'll ask you to eat something first, and then we'll slowly solve it." ”

Red raised his head, he looked at Lance's smiling face for a long time, suddenly breathed a sigh of relief, and nodded as if compromised, "I'm sorry." ”

"There's no need to apologize, it's my fault this time. Lance was relaxed because he had slept well, "but ......"

"What do you want to eat? There are still some dumplings I bought at the supermarket last time. Red interrupted him, and got up with some eagerness.

Lance nodded obediently, adjusting his sitting posture by the way, and raised his voice slightly, "Has anyone been here in the afternoon?"

Red opened the refrigerator, looked at his slightly trembling hands, and tried to calm down, "Yes, John has been here, can you believe it, he still calls me Dr." ”

"Then next time you can call him doctor. Lance answered, "The part of the case that involved me this time has been roughly resolved, but I am a little concerned that the real admirer has not been found. ”

Red didn't speak, and the sound of metal clashing could be heard in the kitchen.

It didn't take long for the instant dumplings on the plate to be placed in front of Lance, and Red took the dishes and chopsticks to visit them, and then lowered his head to eat the dumplings, and seemed to be much more clever with his chopsticks.

Lance smiled, picked up the plate and carefully swallowed the dumplings one by one, it didn't seem to be very slow, but it was definitely not fast.

After eating the dumplings, it was Red who took the initiative to take on the task of washing the dishes, and Lance didn't stop him, stood up and moved his muscles, and then turned around the living room, not letting go of every corner.

Red washed the dishes and came out to see Lance lying on the ground with a bitter face against the wall, as if he wanted to see from this tricky angle whether there was anything dangerous behind the clock hanging on the wall.

"Noah?" Red swore that there was absolutely no emotion in his current tone called 'helplessness'.

Lance replied, "God forbid, I've got to make sure there's absolutely no monitors or bugs in this living room." He turned his face, his face completely pressed against the wall, and there was a chill, "Then I can tell you my story." ”

Red sat down on the couch and deflated, "We, I don't want to do this, it's just that I'm worried. ”

"I know. Lance didn't give up on continuing the search, "But it's not my idea to talk to you about this matter, if we stay together in the future, then I will definitely tell you about me, unless ......" He finally stopped his movements and looked at Red, "You don't want to be with me for the rest of my life." ”

Red jumped up almost immediately, his eyes rolling in a panic, and his hands unconsciously raised, "I didn't!"

"We're not the same couple, Spencer. "With my personality, we will never have children in the future, not surrogacy or adoption, which means that we will not have a key part of maintaining the family relationship." I'm still very selfish and very small-hearted, and now that I'm pretending to be you, I won't allow anyone to intervene in this special area that can be planned into the scope of 'home', which means that we won't have a key part of maintaining family relationships, and if we don't have absolute understanding and loyalty to each other, it's better not to be together in the first place. ”

"This conversation is a must. ”

Red finally suppressed the guilt in his heart, he knew from the beginning that Noah had a secret, but he used to maintain a relatively safe distance, and he was still quite respectful of the individual*, so he didn't ask.

After all, not everyone will tell him their secrets because they think he is harmless.

Later, he had a specific relationship with Noah, but he always felt that it was just his unilateral meaning, and he could actually see Lance's resistance, and he didn't know what to do, but the book said that blindly giving in was sometimes not a wise choice, so he persevered, and finally had results later, and this trip to England completely determined the relationship between the two.

Noah also cares about him and likes him.

That is, he is more and more concerned, and this feeling makes Red feel that some of his heart is a little overloaded, not panic, but a feeling similar to excitement, which is not bad.

Thinking about it like this, he will be more concerned about what Noah's secret is that he didn't let him know, and the most intimate things have been done, but his heart is not completely open.

Everyone has their own secrets, and he himself has them.

But if he touches this secret, will Noah be angry, will he ......

And yesterday Noah didn't seem to hide it, so he said that he wouldn't come back in the evening, and he couldn't help but ask.

Recently, getting along with Noah has made him a little fluttery, maybe it's just a kind of trust in Noah, maintaining the relationship as a couple, but not touching each other's secrets, this seems to be a treaty that every couple will abide by, and when one party crosses the line, it is often followed by the breakdown of the relationship.

It's not hard to suppress curiosity, it's just a little uncomfortable.

But just now Noah said that they had to talk, and the excitement was suppressed, and the mouth was terrified, but in fact, the opposite idea was shouted in the heart, but fortunately, there was Noah's insistence.

Red pursed his lips, feeling that he was despicable, but happy.

The last place to talk was chosen by Lance, and he set it in the bathroom.

Red sat on the toilet with a constipated face, looking up just in time to see Lance's raised chin, and the man's expression could now be described as 'smug'.

"No matter how undisciplined some people are, they can't put a monitor in the bathroom!" "The more Lance thought about it, the more he realized that he was too discerning.

Red tugged at the corners of his mouth, "So." ”

"Actually, you should have looked into my past, after our initial encounter. Lance tilted his head, "Born in an orphanage, but after going to school, he was very popular, his grades were excellent, and he entered the FBI after graduation, and his work has been very good!"

"But you have an unclear track record of orphanages. Rhett reminded.

"I kicked the dean's egg. Lance jerked his head down.

Rhett reflexively clamped his legs, then awkwardly touched the tip of his nose.

"I have a good friend. Lance looked at the top of Red's head, his gaze drifting a little, "To be honest, I don't think he's cute, but he's a dish for a lot of successful people, emaciated, pale, well-behaved brunette boys, with jet-black eyes, just like me." But then he died. ”

Red frowned.

"None of this is a secret. Lance bent down and approached Red's face, "What I've been hiding and don't want anyone else to know has never been my past, my Min. I hate seeing corpses, and every time I see corpses, I perceive my weakness and powerlessness. ”

"I have a pair of magical eyes, and every time I see a corpse, even if it's just a part, the murderer appears in front of me. ”

Red looked up and stared into Lance's eyes in disbelief, and Lance didn't shy away from making eye contact with him.

"They were right in front of my eyes, their names, their ages, their place of residence, and the murderer was in my eyes, floating above the corpses. Lance's expression was faint, "But there is nothing I can do." ”

Red and Lance looked at each other like this, and after a long time, the young man, who had always been weak, suddenly reached out and hugged Lance tightly in his arms, and he pressed Lance's head and rubbed it into his chest fiercely.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. He repeated the phrase over and over again, occasionally looking down and kissing the top of Lance's head.

"I'm very selfish, I know a qiē, but I don't dare to say it. ”

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry. Red continued, crying in his voice, "I never knew you were going through this. ”

Lance raised his hand and groped and pulled Larred's arm, after all, he was more than a man of more than one meter eight, even if he looked weak, he still had the strength he should have, and he didn't pull it, but fortunately, Ryder also knew how to measure, and after a few breaths, he grabbed Lance's head and made him look up.

Lance breathing fresh air: "...... I don't want to spoil the atmosphere, but I really don't need to be overly sympathetic. ”

Red bit his lip and nodded.

Lance: "......"

"I'll keep it a secret for you!" Red looked firm, "I won't let anyone hurt you!"

Lance touched Rhett's forehead, then walked his right hand around the back of Rhett's head, using a slight force, allowing his forehead to touch Rhett's forehead slightly, and his chin lifted to touch the other party's lips.

"I know. Lance smiled lightly, "I'm not alone now. ”

Although it was in the bathroom, the atmosphere was still very good, Lance rubbed the tip of Rhett's nose, and then stood up and said that the dumplings were still not full just now, in order for the two of them to have a pleasant night after the heart-to-heart, Rhett had to take a good shower, and Lance himself was going to the kitchen to find some more food to fill his stomach.

"You should have told me just now. Red's face flushed slightly, and he nudged Lance to get him out of the bathroom, "There's still some in the fridge." ”

Lance waved his hand and walked out, heard the sound of the bathroom door shut, and quietly turned his head to look at it, and then smiled.

What kind of world this is, this is the biggest secret, so let's not talk about it, and don't let anyone else know except himself.

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