086 The four empty little girls
"I've been gone for so many days, has there been so much going on here?"
At noon, at the dinner table, Song Yun stared at Xia Shan with good-looking eyes, his eyes full of surprise.
Xia Shan nodded and responded: "That's not it, it's almost alive, it's old and exciting." ”
"It's normal for Croissant to have a little more trouble around her, she's different from all of us. Song Yun said as he picked up the spoon and fed the little girl who was sitting on the edge of the table.
"Well, it's different, she's lonely. Xia Shan agreed, and at the same time picked up a piece of lean meat and put it on the spoon that the little girl was feeding.
"Lonely?" Song Yun tilted his head, showing a hint of girlish demeanor again, "Your statement is fresh, and it's the first time someone has said that she is lonely." ”
After taking a bite of rice by himself, Song Yun fed Xiaoya another bite.
"yes, no one knows what she's thinking, isn't it lonely?"
Xia Shan couldn't stand Song Yun's roughness of feeding, so he snatched the spoon that fed Xiaoya and prepared to do it himself.
"Maybe Ke Song likes this kind of loneliness?" Song Yun squinted and laughed, and Xia Shan's action of snatching the spoon gave her some different feelings.
Such a gentle man in life will always inadvertently give a woman more happiness.
"Nobody wants to be lonely, but no one wants to be unhappy all the time. ”
Xia Shan gently blew the rice and handed it to the little girl's mouth, and when she opened her mouth mechanically, Xia Shan slowly sent it in.
Song Yun simply didn't eat, put down his chopsticks and looked at Xia Shan, "So you mean that those who enjoy loneliness comfort themselves?"
Xia Shan ate a bite of his own food, fed a little girl, and replied at the same time: "Humans are social animals, which is written in genes. ”
"Okay......" Song Yun didn't know what to think of, and laughed happily, "You say, we don't look like a family of three?"
Xia Shan's hand holding the spoon trembled slightly and stopped in mid-air.
He looked at Xiaoya and said, "I don't have such a big daughter......
"Do you want to do it, or let's build one?" Song Yun looked at Xia Shan with a smile, the corners of his mouth full of holy light.
In her words, there is no desire, only a yearning for family.
Xia Shan once again exerted his ability to change the topic bluntly, "What do you say Xiaoya...... do"
"I'm going to be a monk. ”
"Huh?" X2
Song Yun and Xia Shan's eyes widened together, looking at the little girl who spoke.
Xiaoya's eyes were still staring straight ahead, but they seemed to fluctuate slightly.
She repeated, "I'm going to become a monk." ”
"Don't you, do you?" Song Yun tried to discuss with her.
Xiaoya repeated again, her voice was not loud, but she was very firm, "I want to become a monk." ”
"Then what about the child in your belly?" Song Yun asked with a frown.
"He shouldn't have been there. ”
"Why is the child?" Song Yun's voice became a little stern.
As she spoke, Xiaoya's eyes seemed to have a little color, and in order to persuade Song Yun, she also talked more.
"He doesn't know what 'me' is, he doesn't know what pain is, he doesn't know what life is. The world is so miserable, since he doesn't know anything, don't come out and suffer this sin. ”
"How can the world be bitter?" Song Yun stared at Xiaoya, and his voice gradually became serious.
No matter how skilled a doctor is, he hopes to have a patient who yearns for life.
Song Yun wanted Xiaoya to return to her previous appearance, so she naturally didn't like her self-depression.
"If he is really born, he is born without parents, how can he not suffer?"
"He has you, he has me......" Song Yun looked at Xia Shan before continuing: "He has him." Others only have two relatives, but he has three, how can he be bitter?"
Xiaoya's hand was on her belly, which was already slightly visible, and gently rubbed it, "He doesn't have me...... When I saw him, I thought of him......"
"So, why is the child?" Song Yun raised his eyebrows.
Seeing that the atmosphere was slightly intense, Xia Shan stretched out his hand to cover Song Yun and said, "Why don't we take her to Chongshan for a walk?"
Song Yun looked at Xia Shan, half loud, and then said, "Don't go." ”
This was the first time the two had different opinions.
Song Yun spoke to Xiaoya, but in fact, he explained to Xia Shan: "People live for themselves, not for others." Because others have hurt you, you have set yourself into exile...... Why, did the suspect not stab the knife deep enough?"
Xia Shan also insisted on his opinion, "Becoming a monk is not necessarily self-exile, and going to Chongshan is not necessarily a monk." Some people practice in their hearts, and some people practice in their minds. Everyone has a way to decompress themselves, and not everyone can quickly calm down in a normal environment. You can read books anywhere, so you don't need a library?"
The argument between the two was smooth and serious, and after all, it was Song Yun who agreed with Xia Shan's opinion.
"Okay, let's go. ”
Do what you say.
Now that the decision was made, Song Yun immediately booked the ticket.
After eating, Xiaoya sat on the sofa in the hall and didn't know what she was thinking.
Song Yun came to the kitchen and saw Xia Shan preparing to wash the dishes and chopsticks they had used.
She looked flirtatious and said, "Yo, are you still willing to do this?"
Now she no longer has the serious look she looks like when arguing at the dinner table.
Everyone is an adult, and Song Yun has a clear distinction, you have to talk about serious things, and you have to talk about serious things when you are not serious.
"From a small age to a big one, what is there to be unwilling. Xia Shan smiled casually and continued his movements.
Xia Shan finally talked about the past, and Song Yun suddenly became interested, "You are so good at kung fu, and your knowledge in all aspects is not bad, you can also do these chores, do you have enough time?"
Ordinary people just learn this one thing, and they may not be able to do well in the more than ten years from the age of six or seven to the age of eighteen or nineteen.
And what Xia Shan has mastered is really a bit out of line.
Xia Shan shook his head with a smile and said, "As long as you focus, time is naturally enough." ”
"When I eat, I think about washing the dishes, when I wash the dishes, I think about practicing, and when I think about eating, I don't have enough time. ”
"I only think about eating when I eat, I only think about washing the dishes when I wash the dishes, and I only think about practicing when I practice. It's all things to do, and since it's done, it's done. ”
"Okay. Song Yun shrugged, "Then I'll go to the rest meeting first, tonight's plane." I drove all night last night, and I was a little tired. ”
"Go ahead. Xia Shan carefully washed the dishes and chopsticks, and said without looking back.
Back in the room, Song Yun collapsed on the bed.
In fact, not only last night, but also during the time she went home, she didn't get a good rest.
Wearing a mask she doesn't like, and intriguing with all kinds of beasts that hide her true colors, you can't get her to get a good night's sleep.
Now, back to his real "home", Song Yun can finally close his eyes with peace of mind.
The family is not blood relatives.
Peace of mind is home.
Before closing his eyes, Song Yun was full of a real sense of fulfillment in his heart.
This little man is really getting more and more likeable......