41. Regret
I didn't go home for a week, the house was already covered with dust, Su Hang cleaned up for a while before finishing things, bought something and sent it to the police station, and chatted with my mother for a while.
After returning from England, Li Chuan did not limit the number of times she saw her mother, and their mother and daughter met often.
In the afternoon, I went back to the unit to report, and I got my new class schedule back with the front desk, which was okay, more than I imagined.
Su Hang sat in the empty classroom, preparing to review the postgraduate examination materials after class. I started looking for this job because I had free working hours and had enough time to prepare for graduate school exams. She thought that she had to have something to hold onto, otherwise she seemed to feel that she had no need to exist.
She is never short of money, the Su family pays her living expenses every month, and Li Chuan's deputy card is also with her, although she never uses it, but her savings and salary for many years are enough for her to worry about food and clothing, which is part of the reason why she can not care about job opportunities.
"Ahh
Su Hang replied softly, "You have to go to work on time." ”
"You are not short of money, why are you so active in work every day?"
Su Hang smiled, shook his head, and was noncommittal.
This is a tacit consensus of this unit, from an outsider's point of view, she is a rich girl who does not eat fireworks in the world, full of light luxury brands, daily necessities are also something that everyone dare not think, and there is a special car every day, and she doesn't care about these at all. She came to work just to pass the time.
Only Su Hang herself knows that she can't hide in her own world all day long, after a long time, it will become a cage, draw the ground as a prison, and trap herself in it.
In fact, most of her clothes and cosmetics were bought by Ji Huai, Ji Huai is a little good, and she will update her clothes when the season changes, and each one is very in line with her style. Occasionally, when I go shopping, I will buy some, Yining takes the high-end route, two people go shopping together, and naturally they don't look at cheap things, just one or two clothes, so I bought them. However, when she went to school, her social circle was full of classmates and the gang in the college, and her economic level was about the same.
Her dress has always been low-key, and everyone doesn't take all kinds of big names to heart. Now that they have arrived at the unit, they are ordinary people who support their families, so they will naturally pay more attention, and the identity of the rich second generation in Suzhou and Hangzhou will be confirmed. Why don't you think she was raised? Because although our children in Suzhou and Hangzhou are beautiful, they don't have that glamorous appearance.
In the past, at school, everyone was jealous of her good looks, so they spoke ill of each other. Today's colleagues know that there is a difference of 108,000 miles from this girl, and there is only envy left in their hearts, who made our little girl so cute.
I took two dance lessons in the evening and came home from work.
Li Chuan's car was parked across the road, and when his colleague saw the luxury car, he didn't have to think about it, and directly teased, "Your family has changed to a special car to pick you up." ”
Su Hang was embarrassed, "No." I wanted to explain, but I didn't know what to say, "I'll go first." ”
"Bye-bye, see you tomorrow. ”
Saying goodbye to everyone, Suzhou and Hangzhou crossed the road and got into the car.
Look at Li Chuan, "My house is not far away, you don't have to come to pick it up every night." ”
Since Lin Xingwan's incident, Su Hang has never returned home by himself, either Ji Huai or Li Chuan, and someone will always come after work.
Li Chuan looked at her, "The next time I stop at that intersection over there, they won't be able to see." ”
Su Hang frowned, eldest young master, your old car has not been discovered once or twice, what is the use of hiding it now.
"No, it's really not far away. And everybody lives nearby, so I'll just walk back with everybody. ”
Su Hang said this proposal more than once or twice, but each time he was silently blocked by Li Chuan, and then continued the next day.
Su Hang would say it once when she thought about it, she felt that he would always be annoyed by her.
Li Chuan glanced at her bulging bag and diverted the topic, "You need so many books for class?"
Su Hang followed his line of sight and looked at the bag, which was indeed a bit much.
"I'm going to use it for graduate school. ”
"Oh, what's the test?"
Su Hang also thought about it, she really hadn't decided where to go.
"It's not decided yet, so I'll read the major courses first. ”
"Hmm. ”
After a while, Li Chuan spoke, "If you want to go abroad, it's better to go abroad, it's better to be in the UK, you apply again next summer, and you should be admitted." ”
Su Hang was surprised that Li Chuan would seriously consider her problem, and finally shook his head.
"No need, many colleges and universities in China are very good, and in China, everything is more convenient. ”
"Well, too. You can wait for two years to get better before going out. ”
Su Hang turned his head to look at him, the outline of his side face was clear, and he looked extremely serious.
She was puzzled, she was not obsessed with going abroad, what was he obsessed with...
Many, many years later, when Su Hang was dying, he knew that this was his regret, his regret for her, and the regret that tortured him for half his life...