Looking at Li Chuan's appearance, Chu Ningxue suddenly thought that they were not who had learned whom, nor who had been like whom...

They carved each other into their bones, so they became Li Chuan with the shadow of Su and Hangzhou, and Su and Hangzhou with the shadow of Li Chuan...

Li Chuan sat on the ground dejectedly, without that dignity and arrogance, with his head down, his mobile phone in his hand, hanging on his knees, like a drunken tramp.

"Li Chuan. ”

Hearing someone call him, he raised his head and met Chu Ningxue's gaze, and he smiled reluctantly.

"You're here. ”

"You've been here for a day?"

"I don't know what's going on, it's dark when I sit and sit... It's going by so fast. With that, Li Chuan stood up and patted the dust on his body, "Don't you have something to tell me, is it convenient now?"

"Li Chuan. Chu Ningxue sighed, "Are you here to show me your affection?"

"Nope. In Li Chuan's deep eyes, there was helplessness...

"I just... Forget it, if it's convenient for you now, let's talk about something first, I haven't had anything to do lately. ”

"Are you really okay?" Chu Ning asked him, full of inquiry, "Li Chuan, as far as I know, the country is in a mess now, right?"

Li Chuan smiled, "Mr. Chu, you shouldn't believe it." But for me, Suzhou and Hangzhou are more important than anything else. I apologize for not protecting her back then. At that time, I was bent on revenge... Hurt her too much... I regret it... ”

"Li Chuan, Su Hang remembers you. Chu Ningxue interrupted Li Chuan, who was in a state of grief.

A sentence woke up Li Chuan, and he looked at Chu Ningxue, excited and afraid.

Now, he's careful... I just want her to be well...

"Today, since she returned to her room, she has been crying. She's been for a long time... There are no emotions anymore... No laughing, no crying... ”

Just listening to such a story, Li Chuan's heart will twist together in pain...

"She, when she sees me, will cry... ”

How sad it must be for her to cry when she sees her...

"Suzhou and Hangzhou... Have a very severe mental disorder. Chu Ningxue couldn't talk about it, she wanted to show her sister's pain again.

"She... When I brought her back, she was in my arms, calling your name all the way... Li Chuan, I'm not selfish, I don't want to take her away from you, it's just that at that time, I'm not sure if you will cause her a second injury. Li Chuan, no man can accept that his woman has such an unbearable experience... As my brother, I have to protect her. ”

Li Chuan lowered his head, "I understand." ”

At this point, nothing is said to help. It's that I didn't protect her. For Chu Ningxue, I can only thank him, it is he who allows Su Hang to live in this world safe and sound. At least, in the past two years or so, Su Hang has not been hurt more. But the five years I was with him turned her into what she is now.

Whether intentionally or unintentionally, he doesn't deserve to keep her by his side...

Chu Ningxue continued, "Although it is said that she picked up a life, there are countless injuries on her body, it is estimated that it was the momentum of the explosion at the fire scene, most of her internal organs have traces of damage, plus... Intensely stimulated, she did not wake up until two months after receiving treatment. After waking up... The mental state can be better than now, I told her that I am my brother, she admitted, I put her in the hospital to recuperate, but suddenly one day, she had a hurtful behavior... At first, it hurt herself, and then it became hurting others. Slowly, more and more often, she couldn't survive like a normal person anymore... I built this hospital, but at that time, she would cry and scream and make trouble. I don't know since when she started not talking and didn't react at all... She has been in this state for more than a year, and today the doctor told me that you can provoke her, and we are considering letting you try it. She's only in her twenties, and I don't want her to be like that for the rest of her life. ”

Li Chuan trembled, "Okay... ”

He didn't dare to imagine how hard Su Hang had been without him in the past two years. It's so bitter that she's forced herself to be a madman...

"Li Chuan, you are in a very bad state now, I hope you can go back and have a good rest. Tomorrow our doctor will see you to see you if you are fit to see Suzhou and Hangzhou. I'm telling you this today, so you have to be mentally prepared, you have seen Suzhou and Hangzhou like that today, if you feel that you can't accept it, you don't have to come tomorrow. ”

"I'll come. Li Chuan was emotional, for fear that Chu Ningxue would regret it, "I will come, I will definitely come." ”

"Good. Chu Ningxue turned around, thought of something, and turned back again, "You'd better go back and sleep, you don't want Su Hang to see an embarrassed you, you don't have to compare with her." ”

"I'll go back. ”

Chu Ningxue finally took a deep look at him and called the driver to come over to see Li Chuan.

He didn't want to care about him, but for some reason, when he saw Li Chuan, he couldn't bear it...

It's like, when the good things in this world are in trouble, he wants to help him, even if he hates him.

But his eyes don't deceive, he can see that Li Chuan loves Suzhou and Hangzhou more than anyone in this world...

Li Chuan sat in the car, his mind was full of Chu Ningxue's words, his Suzhou and Hangzhou, alive, became a madman, why? Why should she go through this... How do you want her to live...

Why...

"Sir, you have arrived. ”

Li Chuan came back to his senses and found that he had arrived at the hotel.

When he returned to the room, he couldn't sleep all night, eager to experience all the sins suffered by Su and Hangzhou in the past two years, so that he could remember it hard and never forget it.

At dawn, he got up and took a shower, shaved his beard, and changed his clothes.

In front of the mirror, he has also aged a lot over the years, and even his whole face has lost weight.

Now that Su Hang can still recognize him, he doesn't know whether to be happy or sad...

It was probably in her bones, and she could recognize him at a glance. I recognized him, but it was full of sad memories...

He would rather she couldn't remember him... It's just that... If she couldn't remember, what right did he have to come to her again?

Suzhou-Hangzhou, Suzhou-Hangzhou, Suzhou-Hangzhou...

Before six o'clock, Li Chuan arrived at the gate of the hospital to wait, and it could be seen that he was very nervous.

Pacing back and forth in the doorway, not knowing what to do.

At eight o'clock, Chu Ning learned and brought him in.

I just had dinner with Su Hang, and I have to say that Li Chuan's recipes really work, and since he changed to a Japanese taste, Su Hang's appetite has increased greatly.

Chu Ningxue introduced several doctors as he walked, "There will be four doctors in a row, and they will introduce the situation in Suzhou and Hangzhou to you, and tell you what to do, you must strictly follow their requirements." Li Chuan, you chose to come by yourself, and you also have the right to leave halfway, but there is one thing, you are not allowed to do anything to hurt Su Hang, not at all. ”

"I won't. ”

"This is the only chance I give you, if Su Hang has a little bit of a problem, I promise that I will never let you see her for the rest of my life. ”

"Well... ”

“……”

No matter what he says, Li Chuan is obedient and obedient like a sensible child.

Li Chuan met with a doctor, and the person who explained the situation to him was a male doctor about 40 years old, Chu Ningxue said that he was Doctor He, a famous psychiatrist.

Because of the severe trauma, Miss Su subconsciously protects herself, she chooses to forget a lot of bad things, her memory is very chaotic, sometimes it is before, sometimes it is now, there are many stages of previous memories, when she was a child, when she grew up, or a special memory point, it is possible. Miss Su's tears when she sees Mr. Li shows that you are a very important person in her memory, so we want to make a breakthrough through your stimulation of her brain. But Mr. Lai, there are a lot of things that you need to pay attention to, and you have to remember everything I am talking about now. ”

"Okay, you say. Li Chuan listened carefully and remembered every word in his heart.

"Miss Su is very vulnerable, we just want to try, so if Miss Su has an overreaction when she sees you, you must immediately stay away from Miss Su's sight. In addition, Miss Su is very reluctant to contact with the human body, so Mr. Li, you can't touch Miss Su for a while, and you can't touch her without making sure that she doesn't have excessive rejection of you. If she doesn't overreact when she sees you, you can talk to her and don't mention the previous thing, Miss Su has a painting of her in her room, you can talk to her about the brushes and colors of the painting, don't talk about the content, because we guess that the painting should be something from before. Mr. Lai, you must pay great attention to what you say. This is the headset, you put it on in a moment, we will monitor you and tell you what to do next, and we hope you will cooperate. ”

Li Chuan took it and put it in his ear, "Thank you... ”

The tone is sincere, as if it were a gift.

"Mr. Lai, remember not to make your own decisions. Miss Su is vulnerable, and we have to come little by little. ”

"I know, I'll listen to you. ”

"Okay, then you can watch Miss Su's dynamics for a while, and you will send her medicine at ten o'clock in a while, and there will be a fixed person to send her medicine at this point every day, and we will try to change it to you today, will there be any changes in her." ”

"Good. Li Chuan sat down and looked at the small monitor, Su Hang sat on the edge of the bed and looked out the window, always maintaining a posture, I didn't know, I thought this was a still picture...

Li Chuan's eyes were wet, he didn't dare to imagine that from the day of the accident to the present, two years, eight months and twenty-seven days, nearly a thousand days and nights, she waited like this, waiting for a boundless life. It took more than two years to recall my life in the past 20 years, all of which were painful...

His Suzhou and Hangzhou are now a shell, lifeless.

Chu Ningxue put his hand on Li Chuan's shoulder to show comfort. He understands Li Chuan's current mood, he is distressed but unable to do anything, the days when Su Hang is by his side, he is in such a mood every day...

At nine fifty-five, Li Chuan took the bitter white slices and slowly walked to the door.

A few steps away, but it seems like a century apart.

He was not afraid that Su Hang would not accept him, what he was afraid of was that Su Hang would be worse after seeing him, and he was afraid that she would have to live in the pain of loneliness for the rest of her life.

This is a big gamble.

No one knows, right or wrong...