Chapter 0562 [Pre-job Training] I'm going crazy
"Where I am particular, it is clear that you are too particular, am I not compromising you. Wallen laughed and muttered as she picked up the fire and took a bite.
I washed my hands with cold water and dried them on the radiator, one cold and one hot, my hands were a little itchy, and she was poking and itching with a towel.
The crispy roasted crust when it first came out of the pot had become soft and brittle because it had been left for a long time, and when it was bite, some crumbs fell off, and Wallen wrapped it in oiled paper.
"Well, it's delicious. Warlene sighed, staring at the other oil-paper bag on the table and urging Han Ting, "You should eat it quickly, it won't taste good if it's cold." ”
It's exactly the same oiled paper bag, and it must be burning inside.
"You eat first, I've had a snack for a day, and I'm not too hungry yet, so we'll eat this later." Han Ting wrapped another oiled paper into his coat pocket.
"Hey, you're not burning, are you?" asked Volin, staring at Han Ting's pocket.
When Han Ting picked up the oil-paper bag, Warlene felt that this oil-paper bag was obviously different from the one in her hand, it was light and fluttery, and the volume had become smaller, and the shape seemed to be square.
"Keep it a secret, and you'll find out in a moment. Han Ting didn't tell Wallen.
"Hey, I'm too lazy to know. Warleen pretended not to care.
Anyway, Han Ting often does some mysterious things, but most of them are things that surprise her, and she has some expectations for what is in the oil paper bag.
Volin suddenly realized something: "Where's your luggage?"
"The train was so crowded that I didn't bring any luggage, so I came like that. Han Ting took out his mobile phone and wallet from his underwear pocket and put them on the table, "Just have these two things when you go out, everything else is cumbersome." ”
Not to mention that he didn't bring luggage, he didn't even buy a ticket when he got on the bus.
During the Spring Festival, the train ticket was very tight, and he didn't buy a ticket for several connections, so he had to ask someone to send him to the train station first, as long as there was a train in the direction of the capital, he would find a way to climb up.
After several attempts, he finally climbed into a train through the window, changed trains twice, and when he was about to reach the two stops before the capital station, he squeezed into the fare adjustment car and made up the ticket to the capital from that station.
It's not that he deliberately evaded tickets and was cheap, but mainly because he was afraid of getting himself into trouble.
"But, don't you want to change your clothes in the shower?" Volin circled around Han Ting, "Or can you change your clothes?"
Han Ting often gives her unexpected surprises, and she absolutely believes that Han Ting will definitely be able to do such a thing as changing clothes.
"Little sister, my brother's path has been figured out to you, how can my brother maintain a mysterious and majestic image in front of you in the future?" Han Ting picked up Wo Lin's chin, and his demeanor looked like a scoundrel teasing a good girl.
Warlene was not afraid of him: "Don't make trouble, the fire slag should fall all over the ground." ”
When she eats fire normally, as long as she is careful, the fire slag will fall into the oil paper bag, but when she tilts her head up like this, the fire slag will inevitably fall to the ground, and if she accidentally steps on it again, it will be all over the ground.
Han Ting let go of Wallen's chin and took off his coat and sweater, revealing his underwear and toiletries that he had taped to his autumn coat, which he had bought while shopping.
The magic has not changed, but it has been exposed by Volin, and if it is forcibly changed, it will be less fun than expected, so it is better to show it.
"Haha, I guess I'm right. Wallen circled around Han Ting to see if there was anything else hidden.
Han Ting rubbed Warlene's hair, which was already messy, and instructed Warlene: "You eat, I'll go take a shower, I've been squeezing the train for a day, my body is covered in sweat, and it's very uncomfortable to stay in the heating room like this." Remember that the milk powder must be drunk. ”
Warlene shook her head: "It's too much, I can't finish it, I'll leave you some." ”
There is no boiling water bottle in the dormitory, and she has to boil the water improvised every time she drinks, so she simply bought a large stainless steel cup, and the water can last longer after boiling it once.
Han Ting soaked a full cup of milk powder, she couldn't finish drinking it, and the soak was so thick, she couldn't drink much.
Fortunately, the lid of this cup is an upside-down bowl, and she can take a part of the milk powder from the cup to drink.
By the time Han Ting came out of the shower, Warlene had already eaten and drunk.
Han Ting drank up the remaining milk powder in one go, and urged Volin: "You also go to take a bath, you share the bathroom with others, and when others don't use the bathroom, you hurry up to take a shower and wash clothes or something, so that everyone can use the bathroom to crowd together and grab space." ”
As she spoke, she picked out a change of clothes for Wallen and put them in the basin.
There is a place to hang clothes in the bathroom, but Han Ting is always not at ease with the common things.
"Well, what Dr. Han said always makes so much sense. Warlene joked, and then went to the bathroom with the basin.
Warleen came out of the shower, and as soon as she entered the dormitory door, she was taken away by Han Ting and put the basin in her hand on the ground, and then was hugged by Han Ting, Han Ting leaned over and kissed Wallen, hugging Wallen tighter and tighter, Warlene's hand could feel that Han Ting's body was scarily hot through Han Ting's autumn clothes.
"Han Ting, Han Ting......" Wallen pushed Han Ting hard, and her head struggled back, trying to escape Han Ting's domineering behavior.
However, she was much lower than Han Ting, and no matter how hard she tilted her head back, it was in vain, but Han Ting hugged her tighter and kissed her more domineeringly, and Warlene felt that her mouth was about to burst.
When she felt that something was against her, Warlene gave up struggling, her hands drooped, and she let Han Ting do whatever she wanted, she understood what was going to happen next, there was no panic in her heart, no expectation, no resistance, she just felt empty.
Warleen's abandonment made Han Ting regain a trace of reason, Han Ting let go of Wallen's mouth, still hugged Wallen very tightly, looking down at Wallen's empty eyes, his heart twitched, almost forgot to gasp, and felt that his body temperature instantly dropped to freezing.
"Warleen, what's wrong with you, are you scared?" Han Ting let go of Wallen slightly, looked at Wallen's expression carefully, and then hugged Wallen tightly and apologized vigorously, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's all me, it's all me, I shouldn't be in such a hurry, I should be so anxious and scare you." ”
He knew that Wallen had a phobia of space confinement, and he did such a thing, all because he and Wallen had progressed too well in the past few days in G City, which paralyzed his psychological self.
What about the patience he said, what about the waiting, the reason he was proud of, and the eyes of his heart that were full of enough to protect her, did he feed them to the dogs?
Being hugged too tightly, Warlene felt that it was difficult to breathe, and asked Han Ting with difficulty: "The oiled paper bag you put in your pocket is not a fire, is it?"
"Yes, it's a condom. Han Ting couldn't wait to bite his tongue off.
When he went into the mall to buy underwear and toiletries, he took a box of condoms.
When he bought the fire for Warlene, he couldn't tell if he was a thief or wanted to play tricks, he asked the boss for an extra oil paper bag, and hid in the corner to wrap the condom in it.
Now that things are like this, how can he divide and eat, his intestines are all repentant.
"You've already planned it, haven't you?" asked Han Ting again.
Wallen had never seen what a condom looked like, but she had seen what the box of a condom looked like, and in the middle of every month, the director of the family planning department of Hospital Z would go from department to department to hand out condoms to women who had already given birth to a child but did not want to go to the ring.
At first, Warlene saw the director of the family planning department carrying a large bag of square boxes with English printed on them, she thought it was a foreign imported medicine, and wondered what kind of medicine it was, she took out a box and flipped it back and forth, and when she translated it as a condom, she made a big red face.
At that time, the director of the family planning department teased her, saying that everyone can use this thing sooner or later, so what is there to be shy.
Thinking of the mystery when Han Ting wrapped the oiled paper into his pocket, and Han Ting's impatience for her just now, no matter how dull she was, she could guess what was in the oiled paper bag.
"Yes," Han Ting nodded, and immediately shook his head again, "No." ”
Warlene didn't speak, just raised her head and stared at Han Ting quietly, staring at Han Ting's heart: "I came to see you, it's really because I miss you, otherwise I wouldn't have come to see you during the critical period of the announcement of the deputy senior title, the condom was bought by me temporarily, and the ghost was confused at that time." ”
He took out the oiled paper bag from his coat pocket and gave it to Wallen: "The production date is still the day before yesterday, I was on the train the day before yesterday." ”
Wallen didn't take the oil paper bag, and smiled bitterly: "I believe you! However, if you really make me strong, I won't do anything to you, and I can't do anything to you, but we are also at the end, not because of the shadow in my heart that you have always thought."
"I did have a shadow in my heart for a while, and it hasn't been completely eliminated yet, but I reject you not because of this shadow, but because I think we haven't reached that level yet.
"I have almost everything about you to you, except for the previous few relationships that I have not talked to you, almost everything I have in front of you, and you are a mystery to me, except for your excellent business and very thoughtful care of me.
"The you I know now and the you I used to think are like two people, but after careful comparison, it seems that you are still the same. ”
"I don't know which one is you in reality and which one is the illusory you, or the one standing in front of me is the illusory one of you, or either you are real and both you are illusory. ”
Wallen covered her face with her hands: "I really miss you, but I don't know you, I don't know what I'm talking about, I'm going crazy!"
It's not that she didn't want to be with Han Ting, just like Li Lei moved to live with Zeng Yi.
The scene where Han Ting couldn't wait for her just now, she saw it on TV, and she would also be moved.
However, she feels that it is natural for her to be able to live together, to be able to reach that level of impatience, and to develop her relationship to that extent.
And between her and Han Ting, it hasn't reached that level yet.
Although she and Han Ting have known each other for almost two years, the time she and Han Ting have really gotten along is still very short, although Han Ting said that he would not hide something from her, but she still feels that she doesn't really know Han Ting, and she can even say that she doesn't know anything.
What Han Ting usually talks to her about is his own business, things related to her, as well as the customs and customs he knows, his own knowledge, and other things are rarely mentioned, if she asks, Han Ting will say that those things don't matter, as long as she knows that he loves her.
Her concept is different from Han Ting, she thinks that falling in love is indeed a matter of two people, and when two people are really together, it is not simply a matter of two people, but a matter of two families, and even two families.
Otherwise, why did my parents not like my aunt Liu Lifen, and I hadn't even seen my aunt's nephew Liu Xiaowen in person, so they rejected my aunt and introduced Liu Xiaowen to her baby girl, not because I was afraid that what kind of aunt would have what kind of nephew?
Even if Liu Xiaowen is very good, but with an aunt like Liu Lifen, my mother is afraid that her daughter will have a lot of trouble in the future.
When she chatted with Han Ting, she would talk about her family, her relatives, and the customs of her hometown, Han Ting just listened, but never mentioned his family, about Han Ting's family environment, she occasionally heard it from Li Lei's mouth a few times.
But when she asked carefully, Li Lei didn't tell her, and asked her to ask her boyfriend to go by herself.
"Don't think about it, Warleen, you're not crazy, it's me who's crazy," Han Ting pulled Warlene's hand away from her face and dropped a light kiss on Wallen's forehead, "It's me who is crazy, it's me who is greedy, it's me who is impatient." ”
He asked Wallen to sit on the bed and took a comb to brush Wallen's hair: "It's too late today, I'll spend the night at your place first, and tomorrow when you go to work, I'll go outside to find a place to sleep." ”
Warlene didn't speak, and let Han Ting straighten out her hair and comb her hair over and over again.
When she said her true feelings, she felt that her heart was really empty, and her mind was blank, and she didn't even know what to think.
Han Ting didn't know what to say for a while, he wanted to say that no matter the illusory him that Volin felt or the real him, it was him, but he was afraid that it would make Volin's brain even more confused after saying it.
In fact, he himself is also very conflicted, in order to get Volin's approval, he behaves perfectly in front of Volin, but sometimes he still can't control his demons.
tirelessly called the landline, just because he heard on the phone that Mr. Liu had a bad attitude towards Wallen, and his girlfriend did not allow others to bully.
Regardless of the indiscriminate loss of his temper with Warline, he explained to Warring afterwards that it was because he was worried about Wallen, but he knew very well in his heart that he was worried that Wallen was indeed true, and that his desire to control was at work.
As long as he doesn't understand what his lover is doing, he can't stand it.
He didn't care about Warline's previous relationship experience, because he hadn't entered Warline's life at that time, but he had to know what happened after Warleen, because now he was Warline's boyfriend.
His kindness to Warlene is real, and it is also true that the demons he has suppressed for several years have resurfaced again, and he does not tell Warlene about his family because he is afraid that more and more things will be involved, and this demon of his will scare Warlene away.
He thought that he had hidden his demons well, but after all, he was still detected by Volin's sensitive nerves that were easily ignored due to confused appearances.
Wallen said she was going crazy, but he was going crazy.
On the one hand, he loves Volyn to the core, and wants to make Volyne's life happy and make up for the shortcomings of Vollene's inability to go out and around at will due to her illness in the past few years.
On the other hand, the strong desire to control is tormenting his inner demon all the time, tearing at his heart like a huge hand, making him can't help but want to circle Warlene by his side again.
He really felt like he was going crazy!