Qi He locked himself in the room without eating or drinking, three days passed, Xiyue was worried about him, so he had to knock on the door and persuade him to come out to eat something, but he still ignored it, Xiyue had to call Qi's father and Qi mother over to comfort him, still closed the door and didn't speak, Qi's father and Qi mother had no choice but to go by him.

Xiyue couldn't bear it, she had to say to Qi He, "If you don't eat, then I won't eat either", this trick worked, Qi He finally opened the door and let her in. She couldn't believe it, this was the Qi He she knew? Not to mention, the whole person had lost a lot of weight, his beard was unkempt, his lips were white, his eyes were red and swollen, and he didn't have a little energy, like a walking corpse, the smell of smoke all over the house, cigarette butts and wine bottles all over the place, Xiyue put the food on the table, closed the door, and said softly, "Eat something."

Qi He's voice was weak, and he choked up and said, "I killed her, I'm sorry for her, I should be by her side, all this won't happen, I'm sorry for you, I'm a bastard, Xiyue, I'm a bastard."

Xiyue couldn't bear to see him torture himself like this, "No, you're not, these are not what you and I can predict, are they?

"You go out, leave me alone", Qi He didn't want to communicate with anyone, he couldn't forgive himself, it was he who killed Lu Shuyue, if he stayed by her side every inch, she wouldn't have had a car accident, and she wouldn't leave him forever, it was him, it was he who betrayed her, it was she who made other women pregnant and made her heartbroken, he still remembered the last thing she said to him was "Count me as self-inflicted", it was he who hurt her, he really deserved to die.

Qi He had locked himself in his room for 5 days, and he didn't see anyone coming and didn't speak.

"Xiyue, don't knock on the door again, I said no one will be seen."

"It's me, Qu Shengxiao, I have something to say to you."

Qi He didn't expect her to come, he finally opened the room, Qu Shengxiao saw this situation, frowned, kept trying to fan the smoke with his hand, and said angrily, "Do you think that if you torture yourself like this, Yue will come back to life?"

Qi He sat down on the ground, lit a cigarette, didn't look at her, and said slowly, "What are you talking about?"

"I'm here to tell you what happened to Yue over the years, and I also told me when she came back this time, and we didn't really understand what she went through."

Qu Shengxiao couldn't stop crying, she wiped her tears, tried to restrain herself, and said calmly, "Yue was in a freshman abroad and had an accident, she was in a deep embarrassment in order to save a girl, the other party was too powerful, and wanted to violate her, do you know how strong she is? She resisted to the death, but fortunately, a man named Gu Yan appeared and saved her, but when the man promised to save her, he would marry her when she graduated, otherwise he would kill her, Yue was too scared at that time, and agreed to him in a daze, and finally she was saved. But because of what happened and she didn't know anything about the man named Gu Yan, she was so scared, she suffered from post-traumatic stress disorder and anorexia, and she has been treated in the United States, and she didn't tell you, she was afraid of dragging you down, and she wanted to be treated and appear in front of you again. Two years later, she knew through a friend that you were in love and were going to abandon her, she decided to take a gamble and come back to you to see if you chose her, you resolutely told her that it was impossible to miss it, she still decided to stay in China, she wanted to see you happy, so that she could rest assured. During that time, she no longer cooperated with the treatment, her condition became more serious, Uncle Lu planned to send her abroad for treatment, and then I went to you, and then you proposed to her, do you know how much courage she paid to agree to the proposal? She was in extreme fear and fear every day, and Gu Yan, who she couldn't find out through all her relationship channels, might appear one day and take her away, but she still agreed. You went to Italy together, she thought she could get rid of the man named Gu Yan, but the other party easily found her, the other party threatened her, if she didn't keep the promise made four years ago to marry him, he would kill you, she was too scared, this powerful person she didn't know what he would really do to do something crazy, so, she said that she chose to be brave, she chose to hide it from you, she didn't want you to be hurt in any way, she left a note and went to find this person named Gu Yan alone, and then maybe she was lucky enough, the person named Gu Yan just used her as a pawn, as long as she completed his purpose and left, The man didn't bully her, he was very good to her, and even liked her a little, Gu Yan told her to stay, she could have left the brocade clothes and jade food, and enjoyed the extremely luxurious glory and wealth. But she told him that the person she loved was not there, so she was coming back, and she said that the person she loved was still waiting for her in City B".

As she spoke, Qu Shengxiao couldn't cry anymore, she tried to restrain herself, and continued, "This fool came back like this, she said that her Qi He would definitely wait for him, but I didn't expect it, she said that she really didn't expect that when she came back, you would have a child and get married, she said that she never thought of it. That's the end of my story, Qi He, do you know? During that time, she learned that her father had stomach cancer and didn't have long to live, and when she turned around, she learned that you had betrayed her, but she said that she didn't hate you, and it was a good thing to see that you could be happy, why did you say that life was so dramatic?"

Qi He was already in tears, and his mouth kept saying "I'm sorry, I'm sorry......"

Qu Shengxiao was unmoved, and said coldly, "You shouldn't die easily, you should live your whole life in guilt", and turned around and left after speaking.

Qi He finally knew what it meant to regret it, it turned out that she had suffered so much silently behind her back, and he was a bastard.

Qi He asked the maid to bring something up, yes, he should live his life with the guilt of her, he cried while eating, as if the tears of this life were all left at this moment.