Chapter 13: Look into my eyes
Outside the car, the people are moving, and inside the car, the heart is turbulent.
Qin Lizi didn't dare to think about how this person could say it so bluntly. Hearing the words, her heart was like a few deer smashing around, full of undeserved joy.
She felt as if the pores of her body were all dilated, and her sweat glands were stimulated by madness. On the other hand, Jiang Han, as if nothing had happened, asked her seriously:
"Are you alright?" said as he drew a paper to her.
Seeing him hand him the paper, Qin Lizi hesitated to take it. In the end, given that he was really sweating a little too much, Qin Lizi carefully took the tissue handed by Jiang Han, picked it up and wiped his forehead. As soon as I finished wiping, the car window suddenly knocked on it......
Could it be that he was discovered? Qin Lizi thought in his heart, and instantly tightened the paper ball in his hand again.
After Jiang Han heard the sound of the car window, his mood didn't seem to fluctuate at all, and he pressed the window slowly.
"Hello, the car can't be parked here, please drive away. ”
It was the owner of the supermarket who spoke, probably because he felt that Jiang Han's car parked in front of their door would affect their business a little, and wanted Jiang Han to move away.
The window was only half open, and the boss looked a little old, so he didn't recognize that it was Jiang Han in the car. Jiang Han nodded, then pressed the ignition button and lit the car. Before Qin Lizi could react, the car had already driven out.
"Eh, you...... Where are you going? As she spoke, she looked out the window, clutching the chair and stool in her hand, looking a little flustered.
"No, where are you taking me?"
Jiang Han glanced sideways, looking at her slightly fried expression, the corners of his mouth rose slightly, and his voice was a little seductive.
"Isn't this the boss who won't let you stop?"
"I still have something to do at school, you, you stop and I'm going to get out of the car. Qin Lizi felt that she didn't know what would happen if she stayed any longer, so she casually made up a reason.
Jiang Han ignored her, and the car was still driving in the empty lane, but it was not driving very fast.
"Jiang Han, I said I wanted to get out of the car. Qin Lizi's tone was a little serious.
Seeing that Jiang Han still didn't react, Qin Lizi made a gesture to unbuckle his seat belt. As soon as he stretched out his hand and pressed it away, the car slammed into a flash, and Qin Lizi was startled.
"Can you be honest. ”
......
This sound, Jiang Han seemed to come out of his throat. He unbuckled his seat belt, leaned over to pull the one that had just been untied by Qin Lizi and bounced back to the car door, and plugged it back in, which startled Qin Lizi a lot.
This distance was really close, so close that Qin Lizi felt that she could feel the heat emanating from his body, and maybe as long as she moved slightly, she would touch Jiang Han's face. Qin Lizi's hands and feet were once again clenched very tightly.
The car continued to drive forward. The car was quiet again, so quiet that only the sound of the car driving against the wind could be heard.
"If you don't let me get out of the car, you'll have to tell me what you're going to do. Qin Lizi saw that he definitely didn't let her get out of the car, so she compromised a little and didn't struggle to get out of the car.
......
In this way, Jiang Han didn't speak, and the two drove all the way in silence. Finally, the car drove to an uninhabited lake.
Seeing that the car had stopped, Qin Lizi didn't look at Jiang Han, looked ahead and said:
"Now, you should tell me what you're going to do. ”
As if he hadn't heard what she said, Jiang Han opened the sunroof of the car by himself, and a cool breeze blew in, blowing Qin Lizi's hair flying and sticking to his face.
Qin Lizi held the windswept hair behind her ears with her hand, and turned to look at Jiang Han.
A pair of eyes under the thin and long eyelashes are looking ahead, a few broken hairs are stained on the high nose, and the thin lips are tightly closed. The wind blew, revealing Jiang Han's looming earrings.
I haven't seen you for a few days, is it because I have lost weight? Qin Lizi thought.
People are like this, and people who have loved seriously will still be moved when they say goodbye. No matter how long the time interval is, at the moment of reunion, there will always be emotions in my heart, although I don't admit it, but that's the case.
Jiang Han seemed to hold back for a long time, and finally opened his mouth.
"Let's start over. ”
Resume...... Jiang Han's words were thrown out, and Qin Lizi felt as if he had fallen into an abyss in an instant, so heavy that he couldn't get up.
"What are you talking about?" Qin Lizi was a little skeptical of what she had just heard, and couldn't believe it.
"I said, I'm going to be with you. Jiang Han said very firmly, as if he was making some important promise.
"How is this possible?" "We can't. Qin Lizi shook her head, trying her best to stay sober, afraid that she would make a decision that she shouldn't have made in a hot head.
"We're done......" seemed to be a little weak-hearted, and the voice was small.
The moonlight shines through, and it is very thin and cold, and it shines coldly in people's hearts.
......
After a long time, Jiang Han opened his mouth.
"That looked me in the eye and said you don't love me anymore. Jiang Han was very strong, grabbed Qin Lizi's arm, and looked at her eyes. It's like trying to see her through, it's terrifying.
I don't love you anymore......
Is it still possible to love you selfishly?
The part of Qin Lizi's arm that he was holding was a little red, and he struggled to get out of his hand.
But Jiang Han didn't let go, and whenever Qin Lizi was about to break free, Jiang Han pulled hard again, and returned to the original point.
"You're hurting me. Qin Lizi's voice was a little impatient, with a little crying.
"Jiang Han, you hurt me!" she cried out completely. It was quiet, and the sound was very loud.
"Impossible...... Then you look me in the eye and say. ”
"Say you don't love me anymore. ”
“......”
Qin Lizi was still holding Jiang Han and holding his fingers. Finally, as soon as Jiang Han relented, she withdrew her hand.
She took a deep breath, as if she had made a huge determination, and looked up at Jiang Han's eyes. The appearance is very calm, but the inside is already on the verge of collapse.
"I ...... I don't like you anymore. Qin Lizi spoke very slowly and softly, and every word seemed to be forcibly pulled out.
"Say you don't love me anymore. Jiang Han still didn't give up, as if he had to hear this sentence from Qin Lizi's mouth before he would give up.
Qin Lizi was really angry, angry that he had to expose all the emotions that he had hidden to the deepest, making her so unbearable in front of him.
At this moment, it was like a balloon filled with the last bit of hydrogen, and finally, it couldn't hold back to explode.
Qin Lizi shouted angrily: "What do you want!"
"What do you want me to do......" After speaking, Qin Lizi burst into tears.
......
"I just want to be with you!"
After all, he still did not escape his persecution, Qin Lizi completely penetrated the bottom, handed over his last hole card, and took the key step of losing everything.
As soon as the words fell, both of them looked tired.
Qin Lizi lowered her head, tears had already fallen, and her eyes were red. Jiang Han was very heartbroken when he saw her like this, leaned over and hugged her shoulders, Qin Lizi was very thin, and she was small in Jiang Han's arms, like a sobbing kitten.
This time, Qin Lizi didn't push him away, and cried in his arms to his heart's content, as if he wanted to leave all his grievances behind. Finally, when Qin Lizi raised his head, the clothes on Jiang Han's chest were already wet.
Qin Lizi gently got out of Jiang Han's arms, as if with some souvenirs. Then he said:
"I have a curfew, you send me back. Her voice trembled a little, and she sobbed unconsciously.
Jiang Han didn't expect her to say this, and was made to laugh by her sudden words, her eyebrows and eyes were crooked, and she was very good-looking. Reaching out and pulling out the paper again, she wiped her tears. Qin Lizi couldn't stand his eyes, so he snatched the tissue from his hand and wiped it himself.
Looking at her like this, Jiang Han's eyes were very doting, he smiled, pointed to her nose with his finger, and said, "Snot." ”
When Qin Lizi heard him say this, she felt very embarrassed, turned sideways to face the window, turned her back to him and continued to wipe her nose.
One car, two people, in such a night, seems to be very harmonious.
Jiang Han lit the car on fire and drove out. As soon as he reached the main road, he said:
"It seems to be in my best interest not to send you back. ”
Qin Lizi didn't understand the meaning of these words at first, but only later realized that this person was actually so ......
"Look at my clothes being cried by you. ”
Qin Lizi turned around and saw that she was indeed crying...... Dirty.
"What should I do then, do you want to take it off?"
Jiang Han glanced at her, showed a very strange look, and said, "I don't mind taking it off here." ”
Qin Lizi really just felt that his clothes were wet when he said this, and he should be uncomfortable wearing them, so he opened his mouth to say this. As soon as he answered, the conversation changed in an instant.
Jiang Han saw that her face was red again, so he didn't continue, smiled softly, and put his eyes back to the front, looking like he was driving seriously. I don't know if it's too late, or if there are few cars in the suburbs, there are only a few cars in the lane at this time, but Jiang Han didn't drive the car too fast, which didn't match the road conditions at that time. Qin Lizi was busy wiping her face, so she didn't pay attention.
The two of them were silent, neither of them spoke.
......
After about half an hour, the car drove back to Z Big. As soon as she stopped, Qin Lizi unbuckled her seat belt and prepared to get out of the car and pull the handle. It turned out that the man had not unlocked the lock and could not be opened.
"Locks. Qin Lizi said very simply, but what it meant was to let Jiang Han unlock the lock, and she was going to get out of the car.
"I'm not kidding you, there's really a curfew. ”
Jiang Han still didn't move in his hand, he held his head on the window with his hand, and looked at her.
"You figure it out yourself. ”
Qin Lizi didn't know that Jiang Han was talking about pressing the button next to her doorknob, thinking that it was the one next to Jiang Han's car window, she was speechless, and shouted at him:
"You can just reach out and press it, you have to let me press it!" said with some excitement in his tone.
At this time, Jiang Han seemed to have misunderstood, felt very cute, and wanted to continue to tease her, saying:
"You made me press it. ”
After saying that, he unbuckled his seat belt and leaned towards the co-pilot. Qin Lizi was frightened by his sudden action, and her whole body immediately became hot, and she unconsciously leaned her body on the seat, and hurriedly shouted: "What are you going to do." ”
Some of the slightly curly hair was very fluffy, and some of the ends were attached to his eyes, and they were indistinguishable from the curled eyelashes. Xu is because of the body temperature, so that the unique perfume smell on Jiang Han's body is very strong.
Jiang Han turned his head slightly and instantly met her eyes, and said in a very evil voice, "Help you unlock it." ”
"Isn't the button on your side?"
Jiang Han continued to move his hands, but his eyes were still looking at her. With a "pop", the lock was pressed. Qin Lizi immediately understood that she seemed to have misunderstood, and felt very embarrassed, so she closed her eyes tightly.
......
What are you doing?
Qin Lizi didn't dare to think about it, pushed away Jiang Han who was leaning in front of him, pulled the car door and ran out. Then, with a "bang", the door was closed, leaving Jiang Han in the car with his head down and smiling.
The smell of the two is completely blended, and the smell makes people feel like a spring breeze.
Jiang Han took out his mobile phone, found Qin Lizi's phone number, and began to type slowly.
Gradually late at night, there were not many people in the school, Qin Lizi walked on the road, and his mood still did not calm down from just now. Jiang Han's breath seemed to still float above her mind, making her very upset.
The "ding" text message came in.
It's Jiang Han.
"Don't dress like this next time, it'll be unbearable. ”