0022 Low self-esteem
"Tsk, that's amazing!" Junjie exclaimed.
"You know what it means to be awesome, don't think that we are the only ones here who can find a job. Bao Jingshu grabbed him and said.
"What kind of skill am I? Now there are all over the streets doing sales, and you just don't want to do it. Junjie is not humble when he says this, but from the bottom of his heart.
"Don't make fun of me, you also know that it's hard to find a job now, and I'm also running into walls everywhere, and I don't want to go to my mother's company to do things, so I just signed up for a small company, ran a small business, and exercised. In fact, I am very uncertain about how the company will act. β
"Don't be so unconfident, with such a powerful person as us to help you take care of it, what else do you have to worry about?" Lin Li retorted, pointing to Bao Jingshu opposite.
"Hmph, it's rare for me to help him take care of any company. Bao Jingshu said disdainfully.
"If you don't help him, how can you do it, people say as the saying goes: 'Husband and wife are of the same heart, and their profits are broken.'" Lin Li teased.
"Little hoof, you're dying. Bao Jingshu kneaded a small paper ball and made a gesture to throw her, and the two laughed together.
I don't know why, Junjie feels a little sour in his heart, although he knows that Xia Zhixin is a good person, and he shouldn't be jealous of him, but looking at Xia Zhixin in front of him, he looks so gentle, so educated, and has a family to pave the way for him, he may only need to pay one-tenth of the efforts of others to achieve a goal that a person like him may not be able to achieve in a lifetime, think about it carefully, this world is really unfair.
"During this time, I was busy with the trivial tasks of registering a company and choosing an office space. To this day, I am still the commander of the light pole, and the company is now in urgent need of recruitment, and I look forward to you who have the ability to favor it. Xia Zhixin said something about the scene.
But Junjie could hear it, his words couldn't help but be polite, he noticed that when Xia Zhixin said this, he stared at Lin Li intentionally or unintentionally, he didn't know if he was sensitive, or Xia Zhixin did have the idea of letting Lin Li work in his company.
Junjie knows that Lin Li is in a hurry to find a job now, and now that he has such an opportunity, and he is working for his familiar classmate and boss, Lin Li is very likely to be excited. But for him, deep down, he didn't want Lin Li to work in Xia Zhixin's company.
This night, everyone was talking about Xia Zhixin's new company, what kind of name the company should be, what kind of LOGO should be used, what kind of business to do in the future, and so on, and so on, and it seems that this topic will never be exhausted.
Xia Zhixin later mentioned twice that the company was newly established and needed capable classmates to help, and his meaning was obvious, but he never launched a formal invitation to the people present. The more Xia Zhixin wanted to speak like this, the more worried Junjie was in his heart: among the three people seated, he already had a job, Xia Zhixin would not be too interested in him, Bao Jingshu was his girlfriend, he needed her help, just talk about it in private, there is no need to talk about it again and again here, there is only one Lin Li left, who is idle at home, and it is when he urgently needs to work, he undoubtedly said this to Lin Li, he just hindered himself from being his girlfriend, so he didn't make a clear invitation, Junjie thought, the more he wanted to avoid suspicion, the more it showed that he had a ghost in his heartγ
In Junjie's opinion, it is impossible for Xia Zhixin to fall in love with someone like Bao Jingshu. Of course, this also added to the worry in Junjie's heart, Junjie was troubled by such thoughts all night, looking at the high-spirited Xia Zhixin in front of him, thinking that he was just a gangster who collected accounts, in contrast, Junjie's inferiority complex in his heart was unprecedentedly strong.
After eating a meal, it was close to 10 o'clock, Junjie wanted to rush to pay, but was dragged by Xia Zhixin, saying that this meal would be regarded as the opening of his own company. When he said this, Junjie would no longer be easy to rob, otherwise it would feel like he was robbing someone else's lottery. It's right to think about it, what happy event does my Junjie have to make such a big fanfare?
Coming out of the restaurant, Bao Jingshu still had to pull him and Lin Li to go to Di again, Lin Li didn't care, but Junjie didn't want to go, and said that he would get up early to go to work tomorrow, and he had to pack up his things and prepare to move...... , In short, he moved out for all the reasons he could think of, Bao Jingshu and Xia Zhixin let them go, and everyone acted separately.
Bao Jingshu and Xia Zhixin had other activities, so they took a taxi to leave, and Junjie also called a taxi to take Lin Li back to the apartment. Along the way, Lin Li barely spoke, looking out of the car window, as if thinking about something. This made Junjie feel a little strange, and he couldn't help but think about it again, after eating this meal tonight, Junjie felt that he was useless compared to Xia Zhixin, and according to the current road, he was going down a slope, but Xia Zhixin was a bright avenue, moving upward, the two of them couldn't compare at all, if he was Lin Li, it was estimated that he would not be able to look down on himself, the more Junjie thought about it, the more uncomfortable he became, and he didn't have the heart to care about what Lin Li was thinking now.
When he arrived downstairs in Lin Li's apartment, Junjie was still permeated with his inferiority complex, unable to extricate himself, he didn't even want to look at Lin Li directly, he just wanted to send her off quickly, so that he could hide in his personal corner and temporarily release the depression in his heart.
"Do you want to walk around the neighborhood. Lin Li looked at him with a pair of bright eyes and asked.
"Uh...... All right. Junjie agreed with some hesitation.
Lin Li took the initiative to hold him, and the two walked aimlessly in the mottled shade under the street lamp.
"Why don't you talk all the time?" asked Lin Li.
"Haven't you been talking all the time?" Junjie said with a deliberately relaxed smile.
"It feels like you're acting a little weird tonight. β
"Is there any?
"I can't say it, anyway, it just feels a little weird," Lin Li thought seriously for a while, and said, "I feel that you are absent-minded tonight, and you are not speaking correctly, a little perfunctory." β
"I'm listening to you carefully, but I don't talk much. Junjie didn't want to reveal his true thoughts.
The two walked in silence for a while.
"I felt like I was really useless. Lin Li broke the silence again, "I can't find a job until now." β
"Why do you think that?" Junjie had been immersed in his emotions, and he didn't expect that Lin Li's thoughts would fluctuate so much, and he didn't know what words to find to comfort her for a while.
"You see you've all found jobs, and Xiao Yun has started to work, but I can't do it if I want to find the easiest job. β
Lin Li has always been a backbone member in the class department, positive, beautiful, and has good grades, and has hardly experienced any major setbacks, but this time she is lagging behind, and she is inevitably uncomfortable.
"In the current economic situation, big companies are going out of business, and the low-end job market is much easier than the high-end job market, and if you haven't found a job so far, it means that your ability is stronger than ours. "This theory was read by Junjie from the newspaper, but he didn't expect to be able to learn and use it today.