One, two, four, why provoke her
Su Hang said that she was leaving, but her body still had various arrangements, and she couldn't go for a while. But everyone did prepare for her to leave, and she knew what was going on, so she didn't rush.
Now Suzhou and Hangzhou have remembered everything. Her acquaintance with Li Chuan, to the later relationship, grievances, love and hate, bit by bit, she remembers it clearly.
She's bland to everyone, as if... A ruthless and desireless monk. gives people the feeling that she has already seen through the red dust, and there is no joy, anger and sorrow.
Li Chuan couldn't see the love in her eyes, nor could he see the hatred in her eyes. Obviously, she was still dependent on him in every way yesterday. He felt sorry for her, if it weren't for his heartbreak, who would be so ruthless and loveless... He understands the pain in her heart.
After some discussion, it was decided to let Su Hang go to the hospital. First, the hospital is close to here, the facilities are complete, and if something happens, the response is timely; second, Chu Ningxue really does not have such thorough preparations, Su Hang's body must still be monitored in real time, and the hospital is still safer after all.
When everything was ready, it was only in the evening that Su Hang got on the bus to the hospital.
Before getting into the car, she gave Li Chuan a hug, and she hugged him and spoke to him in a voice that only two people could hear.
"Take care of yourself. ”
"You too. ”
Su Hang let go of him, looked at each other, and the two smiled, making a silent goodbye...
For more than ten seconds, Su Hang desperately remembered the appearance of this man in his mind. Then turn around and leave with a smile.
Originally, she wanted to tell him to eat on time, not to stay up late, and to go back to work and have a lot of instructions...
It's just that she only told him to take care of himself, and she thought, he should understand what she meant.
Li Chuan... From this moment on, we say goodbye, farewell to those amazing and bad years, and I will remember that I love you until I leave this world.
Li Chuan watched her leave, and he didn't send her to the hospital, which was their silent tacit understanding. Su Hang wanted to make a clear relationship with him, so he would abide by the agreement and make it clear.
Su Hang, I have nothing else to ask for in this life. I only ask you to be safe and happy...
Li Chuan thought of the separation a few years ago, and he also watched her leave like this, and then... It is the vicissitudes of life, and this life is full of regrets.
......
Because she has recovered all her memories, Su Hang is no different from a normal person, and she no longer has an overreaction. But... But he lives in painful memories every day.
The calmer she became, the more she could see her numbness.
To put it bluntly, she is at the mercy of others, and what those doctors tell her to do, she just obediently does it, and no matter who it says, she does it correctly. She's a, the perfect obedient.
Unsurprisingly, her tumor showed a noticeable sign of growth, which was not a good omen. Once the tumor had grown, it proved that the antineoplastic drugs she had been taking had been ineffective, and she needed to readjust to the new drugs or, alternatively, surgery.
In fact, her tumor has been growing slowly in the past two years, but it has not grown to the extent of some harm. But in the long run, the growth of the tumor will always kill her, but it is only a matter of time.
That way, there's less time for them to weigh up. It has to be said that this blow is a direct cause of tumor growth. In any case, Chu Ningxue did not want to blame Li Chuan, but it was about Su Hang's life, and no matter how rational he was, he could not withstand such a stigma.
He had a fight with Li Chuan, no, he should have beaten Li Chuan. At the door of the Li family, Li Chuan did not fight back, and let Chu Ningxue fist and kick him. If it weren't for Ji Huai, who really couldn't see it, Chu Ningxue would have to cripple Li Chuan before he stopped, and Li Chuan was obviously happy...
Li Chuan reluctantly sat up, with an evil smile, and raised his hand to wipe the blood donation from the corner of his mouth.
"Why don't you fight back?" Chu Ningxue looked at this depressed man condescendingly.
"I wanted you to kill me, but I didn't die..." Li Chuan looked up at Chu Ningxue, because he couldn't see his face clearly because of the light, but he always had that sad smile.
"Li Chuan, what you owe to Su Hang, you owe it all your life, what you owe her is a life, even if you take your own life, you can't afford to pay it back. Chu Ningxue looked at him and cruelly said this fact.
Li Chuan sat on the ground dejectedly, blood was constantly overflowing from his nostrils, and his entire mouth was filled with the smell of blood, but he was always smiling. That laugh seems to be described as tragic.
With his last hope, he asked Chu Ningxue, "What does the new doctor say? Can I do surgery?"
Chu Ningxue looked at him, felt pitiful for him, and replied with a frown, "Anyone can do surgery." It's just that we have to weigh the significance of this surgery..."
"What about no surgery?" Li Chuan asked, holding on to the last glimmer of hope.
"At the current rate of growth, with the maintenance of drugs, it can be maintained for less than two years. ”
"Two years... Li Chuan muttered, his brows furrowed tightly together.
"I used to think that we would have many, many years in the future, and I just waited for everything. Waiting for the proposal, waiting for everything to be well... ”
"Why did you provoke her in the first place?"
Li Chuan laughed out loud, this question, he also wanted to know.
Laughing and laughing, he laughed out of tears and stopped laughing.
"Ning Xue, I don't want to take risks... I don't want to experiment with her... She's already working hard, I don't want her, so hard to persevere... I thought about it for a day today, I couldn't bear to send her to the cold operating table, she had already endured too much by herself... And she doesn't like to leave in a daze..."
Chu Ningxue raised his head, tears still sliding down his cheeks.
Li Chuan's thoughts are in line with him.
The risk of Suzhou surgery is too great, and the chance of success is too small. If she unfortunately dies on the operating table, she will have too many regrets. Li Chuan is right, according to Su Hang's temperament, she will never allow herself to leave without dignity like that...
In a sense, they came to a consensus, they, gave up Suzhou and Hangzhou ...
I can't say that, but that's what happened. Even if this is a fact of last resort. But for them, the result is no different...
Li Chuan barely got up and stood opposite Chu Ningxue, "Go back, Su Hang needs you to accompany me." Spend more time with her, otherwise she will always be cranky. ”
If there are too many, Li Chuan doesn't have to ask. Chu Ningxue can be said to be dedicated to Suzhou and Hangzhou, no matter what aspect, he believes that he can give Suzhou and Hangzhou the best.
Li Chuan dragged a severely painful leg and walked past Chu Ningxue.
Such a decision is extremely difficult and cruel for Li Chuan. This is tantamount to asking him to cut off his own body with his own hands, but he has no other way...
When he came back from Suhang, he was ready that she would leave early. It's just that he didn't expect it to be so early... He will be wronged for her and unwilling for her.
At the same age as a flower, he suffered some grinding suffering, and he felt uncomfortable.
Although she doesn't say it, but at such a young age, who can calmly accept death...
Suzhou-Hangzhou, Suzhou-Hangzhou, Suzhou-Hangzhou...