126 She really misses him
Entering the last drug trial stage, this is the most virulent and toxic of the first batch of drugs.
Less than ten minutes after the injection of the drug, Su Hang began to convulse all over his body, foaming at the mouth...
Abnormal phenomena, injection of serum, excretion of drugs. But the situation did not improve, and Su Hang lost consciousness again.
The third trial ended in failure...
Su Hang's face was too pale, Shen Sichen really couldn't bear it, and decided to change the dressing tomorrow according to the situation.
Each batch of medicine has its fixed combination, and the first batch is now the first two that can be used normally, but the third one cannot be used. Therefore, the third medicine has to be replaced, and after the replacement, it depends on whether it is rejected from the first two drugs, that is to say, everything that Suzhou and Hangzhou have to endure today will have to come again...
She is so weak that people can't do it.
For a moment, Chu Ningxue even felt that if Suzhou and Hangzhou were gone, it might be better. At least... She didn't have to endure the pain.
It's so painful that anyone looking at it can't bear to look at it. What's more, she is experiencing it firsthand.
Fortunately, all the test drugs on the second day passed, and Su Hang's sin was not in vain.
According to the results of the next day's drug test, the drug was dispensed, and the next control treatment was carried out on Suzhou and Hangzhou. This is a great event, and if nothing happens, Su Hang's life can be maintained for a short time.
In fact, the most cruel thing in the past two days is the people around her, every moment is Ling Chi for them.
Fortunately, things didn't go for the worst.
It's not that they don't want surgery, but the location is not good, and none of the doctors recommended them surgery.
They had no choice but to choose conservative treatment, at least to save her life temporarily. Now that medical treatment is so developed, maybe in two years, Suzhou and Hangzhou's illness will not be a problem...
They can only comfort themselves like this, if God wants to take this person away from them, they can't do anything. can only do his best to be good to her while she is still there.
The friends around him didn't know at first, and slowly, Su Hang's illness spread. At first, they thought that Su Hang was just a mental illness, but no one thought that such a thing would fall on her. After so many years of friendship, no one can stand it.
Everyone came to see her one after another, and they were all happy, and no one revealed anything in front of her, but after seeing her, they either squatted in the corridor and smoked a cigarette, or sat in the corridor in pain.
Because of the new drug, Suzhou and Hangzhou were tossed a lot. I have no energy all day long, and my sick color is directly expressed on my face, which makes people pity when I look at it.
Li Chuan stayed outside the ward every day, and he knew that it didn't mean much, but he always felt that being closer to him was more comfortable, just to comfort himself.
Su Hang never mentioned this person, and everyone who came tacitly did not mention this person. It's just that this person is in Su Hang's heart, so what's the matter if he doesn't mention it...
Su Hang also knows that thank you friend for coming, Li Chuan must know her situation, she can't hide it, she also wants to be energetic every day, but she is really powerless.
In fact, what she didn't want in her heart was to make him uncomfortable. The burden on his body is too heavy, and he looks at her too much. She worked so hard to live, just to be able to leave him a memory, as long as she was alive, he could live...
So she worked hard to live, even if it was hard.
Now that I think about it, she hasn't seen Li Chuan for half a month, and it will be his birthday in another month, the cold weather, people in their thirties, no wife and no children, always make people worry.
She and Li Chuan are delaying each other.
With the new medicine, her spirit is not as good as before. Most of the time she was asleep, so it was nothing, and she also wanted to open it, but the left was just alive to fill the number, so that the person had a reason to live.
She could feel it, the feeling of life passing by little by little...
She knew in her heart that her life was short.
It's just that... She seems to be a little unwilling.
I was determined not to see that person, but I was tormented by this illness, and the thoughts in my heart became deeper and deeper, thinking day and night.
When Su Hang is sober, he will laugh at himself for being cheap, and he can let go of any desire in life, but he can't forget such a person. But what can she do, she really doesn't have the courage to be by his side, he doesn't dislike it, but she dislikes it. How dirty she is, she knows herself. She didn't even have a clean body, so why was she by his side? Although he didn't mind this, she felt awkward in her heart, and she couldn't get over this hurdle.
At night, Su Hang suddenly went into shock. After more than half an hour of rescue, Su Hang recovered. No one knows what's going on, it's just a sudden shock, but fortunately it's in the hospital, if there is no one around, people say no, it's gone.
This time he was critically ill, without warning, and his vital signs were none.
Li Chuan was frightened and went crazy, and he kept staying in the hospital bed and refused to leave, saying that he would wait for Su Hang to wake up.
It's also to see that he is pitiful, no one stopped him, and he can accompany him if he wants to. It wasn't until the afternoon of the next day that Su Hang's vital signs returned to normal, and Li Chuan was afraid that she would wake up and see that she would be unhappy, so she got up in disgrace.
"I'll go out first, and you guys take care of... Thank you very much. ”
It's as if everyone helped him a lot.
Su Hang woke up an hour after he went out, looked around with his eyes open, and all the people who should have come came. She knew it was dangerous. In fact, her heart had a feeling last night, but she couldn't wake up, she couldn't scream, she just felt out of breath. She thought to herself, this was over, and she hadn't had time to look at him yet.
Fortunately, I woke up...
But he's not...
She thought that he should have gone out, she obviously felt that he was by her side, but she couldn't open her eyes, and finally opened her eyes to look at him, but it didn't.
She was dazed, listening to everyone's chatter, she couldn't hear clearly, she couldn't get anything in her head, so she wanted to look at the man.
He opened his mouth to speak, but he had no strength, and his voice was like that of a mosquito.
Chu Ningxue put his ear to her mouth, and only then did she hear clearly that she was asking him for a mobile phone.
Su Hang took it, dialed the number, and put it in his ear.
After two rings, the other side picked it up, and his tone was anxious, "What's wrong?"
For about ten seconds or a few minutes, Su Hang didn't speak, but he cried first.
That time was like a century for the two of them. Li Chuan wanted to see through the crack in the door, but Su Hang was surrounded to death.
Su Hang used almost all her strength, and the loudest voice within her ability.
"I miss you... ”
In a word, a room full of people wept for two struggling lovers.
"Baby... Li Chuan held the mobile phone in his ear, but the person stood at the door.
He smiled, and Su Hang also smiled. The four eyes met, and they all had tears.
Li Chuan walked over, obviously carrying the light, but Su Hang felt that he was glowing all over.
She had no strength, and the phrase 'I miss you' alone used up all her strength.
She squinted, waiting for him to sit next to her before she closed her eyes.
Muttered in his mouth, no one could hear clearly.
Li Chuan heard it clearly, she said, "I regret it... ”
He took her hand, "Sleep, I'm not going anywhere." ”
Su Hang really fell asleep, yes, she regretted it. Zuo is only a year or two, no matter how little, it will only be a few months, she wants to see him every day, she really misses him...