Chapter 145: Comfort
Tong Tong left, Yang Xue took her back to her hometown, Jia Peng followed as a friend, he just wanted to know where she was buried.
Ling Luo got drunk twice in two days, and on the third day, he came to Su Zhou's residence, and only here could his heart be quiet.
He stood at the window, opened the window through a gap, and stuck his head out to smoke, this was the first time in a long time that he had smoked in front of Su Zhou.
Su Zhou looked at the sloppy back and shook his head slowly, he had never seen him like this, and he had lost his former spirit.
Pinched the cigarette, Ling Luo flicked it casually, and the cigarette butt drew a parabola and fell in the air, falling into the fallen leaves downstairs.
Taking a deep breath and closing the window, Ling Luo turned his head to reveal a miserable smile.
"I should bear the consequences of this!"
He didn't say anything guilty to Dapeng Yang Xue, the facts have happened, and it is useless to say more. But the heart has repented.
If he had been more decisive at that time, and heard Wang Xiaofei's reminder, he would have taken action regardless of it, maybe Tong Tong hadn't fallen in love with that scumbag at that time, and there would have been no later incidents.
Even if something happens, if you think about it carefully, the embankment Lingyun will not happen.
But there are no ifs in life, those things have already happened, and it is too late to regret them.
The current Ling Luo, in addition to remorse, is hatred, hating that half-brother.
It was he who put Jia Peng's family business in trouble, and it was he who made Tong Tong lose his life.
This hatred surpassed the hatred of Lin Zitao at the beginning, because these hatreds were related to his friends.
Su Zhou looked at Ling Luo distressedly, her general brother Luo was a man who was not afraid of anything and could carry it, but at this moment, he was a sad man who was lost and frustrated.
I have known Ling Luo for a few years, although I don't get along day and night, I know him well enough, and it is this matter that is related to his friends, so it will be like this.
But is it really his fault?
Su Zhou didn't think so, including Yang Xue and Jia Peng.
"Brother Luo, let's not talk about whose responsibility it is, let me ask you a word, do you believe in your fate?"
Ling Luo exhaled and said, "I didn't believe it before, but now I believe it!"
When he was in college, Ling Luo believed in a sentence - my life is up to me. He believes that everything is the result of hard work, and as long as you work hard, there is nothing you can't do.
He has experienced a lot of things, a lot of things have happened, and none of them can be controlled by him, so he now believes that there is such a thing as fate.
Jia Peng worked hard and paid, but got nothing. Tong Tong loved and lost, and he also didn't gain anything, but buried his own life.
Isn't this still fate?
Su Zhou took a glass of boiled water and handed it to Ling Luo, and said, "Brother Luo, I have believed in my fate for a long time! Even so, I still do what I can, knowing that I can't change my fate, at least I can make my life have a different color." ”
Ling Luo took a sip of water, savoring those words, but he didn't know what they meant. Su Zhou has been doing things and doing what she wants, but what does this have to do with fate?
Su Zhou smiled and continued: "What I want to say is that this may be Tong Tong's life, Dapeng's life. You don't have to blame yourself too much. If anyone is responsible, they themselves are also responsible. Doing your best within your ability is already your limit, and no one will blame you!"
Ling Luo didn't want to listen to these comforting words, because he had already comforted himself many times in his heart.
But when Su Zhou said it, the effect was different, it wasn't that there was much truth, he just cared about this person.
Man, such a strange animal!
Seeing that Ling Luo's mood had improved, Su Zhou continued: "Brother Luo, something has happened, and there is no way to undo it. Everyone has to look forward, you still have a long way to go, you can't always get lost here!"
Ling Luo sighed and said, "Zhouzhou, I understand all these things you said, but I can't always pass this hurdle in my heart!"
A lot of truth is easy to say, but when it's your turn, you're stupid, and it's even hard to convince yourself.
Ling Luo is just a person, a man of flesh and blood, affectionate and righteous, to put it bluntly, it is because of himself that he will affect his friends.
How could he not care?
Su Zhou looked at Ling Luo and said, "If you can get through this hurdle with endless self-blame and guilt, can Tong Tong survive, and Jia Peng can get better?"
"Brother Luo, from the day I met you, I knew that you were a gentleman. What you have to do is not to blame yourself and feel guilty, but how to face the past and meet the future!"
Ling Luo lowered his head and thought repeatedly. How should we deal with the past, and what should the future look like?
He didn't know, he only knew that the reason for this situation was because of one person, the biological father's own son.
None of this could have happened without him.
What he wants to do is to take revenge on this brother, put the new hatred and old hatred together, and this hatred will not be shared.
After a long time, Ling Luo raised his head and said: "Zhouzhou, I haven't told you something, I have a big enemy, the decline of the Dapeng family business is related to him, and Tong Tong's death is also related to him, if it is expected, the next step is to deal with you and deal with this film." ”
Su Zhou was not surprised, smiled lightly, and said, "Brother Luo, then can you stand up again for us people and fight for us?"
Ling Luo nodded, and snorted, "Zhou, I will!"
Su Zhou said softly: "It's no big deal, we will support you as always! Brother Luo, don't always worry about us, but also care about yourself, that enemy is targeting you after all!"
Su Zhou knew about Ling Yun's existence, and in that WeChat group, Bai Ling had already said about him.
She didn't care who that person was, she just wanted Brother Luo to live a more comfortable and down-to-earth life.
Sometimes, it only takes a few words from someone to solve the knots in your heart.
In front of Ling Luo, Su Zhou has this ability, he doesn't have to say too much, he doesn't have to make a big sense, a few words can make Ling Luo feel comfortable.
From the beginning to the present, Ling Luo likes to chat with Su Zhou and likes this safe haven.
Ling Luo said softly, "I'll be careful!"
"Well, then I'll rest assured!" Su Zhou said with a smile.
Vanish.
It's not that Ling Luo has forgotten anything, but he has transformed all his emotions into a kind of hatred, hatred for Ling Yun.
What he wanted to do most was to one day completely knock Ling Yun down.
"Zhouzhou, is Kong Dao in a hurry?"
Now that he had put it down, Ling Luo thought of the next step.
Su Zhou shook his head and said, "I met with Director Kong two days ago and conveyed your meaning to him. He said don't worry, let you watch it! Brother Luo, some things are enough to do your best, and you don't have to compete everywhere!"
Su Zhou was afraid that Ling Luo would pay too much for his own affairs.