Chapter 80: Leaving Yourself to Guard Your Soul

Early the next morning, Bu Fan listened to the last group of people begin to gather and prepare to leave.

He got up and dressed neatly, but he didn't dare to go out. In the end, I could only walk into the office of the company commander Gao Cheng next to me, and looked at the playground through the window.

It's not that Bu Fan doesn't want to send them, but these days, there are too many people to send them off, too many... Everyone became emotional, and Bu Fan was afraid that in this final separation scene, he would not be able to hold on.

Thinking that Xu Sandu found him last night, he cried bitterly, and for this reason, Bu Fan also comforted him that the sixth and seventh companies were so close to each other, and he could come back here at any time if he wanted to.

It seemed like a burst of comfort that sent Xu Sanduo away, but when Xu Sanduo was sent away, Bufan couldn't sleep anymore.

Leaning his head on the edge of the bed, Bu Fan couldn't stop sighing.

"Yes, the Sixth Company and the Seventh Company are so close to each other, but after all, they are no longer from the Seventh Company, and they can't go back in the past..."

Bu Fan stood in front of the window of the office, watching them leave one by one in a daze, until the building was empty, and he didn't know it.

After a long time, the company commander Gao Cheng returned to the office after sending everyone away, and when he saw Bu Fan standing in front of the window, the frustration on his face perked up a little, and he shouted at Bu Fan's back with a wry smile: "Chengcai, why don't you go down to send it, just now everyone is still asking me where you have been..."

Bu Fan came back to his senses when he heard the voice, looked back, and saw the usually serious and neat company commander, at this time holding a hat, military coat and belt in one hand, and a cigarette that had been lit in the other, the sleeves of his shirt were rolled up, and although he was smiling on his face, he couldn't hide the exhaustion and loss on his face.

Bu Fan smiled at Gao Cheng, "I won't go, I'll help them guard this home, if they want to be here, they can come back and see..."

When the company commander Gao Cheng heard this, his wryly smiling face suddenly stiffened, his eyes were red and swollen, and tears oozed out in the next second.

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The next morning, Bu Fan continued as usual, listened to the wake-up call in the camp, got up, cleaned up housekeeping, went out to exercise, had breakfast, went out to exercise again, and had lunch.

At noon, Bu Fan personally cooked, made the first meal after entering the barracks, returned to the pot and added a sour and hot potato shreds, and solved the problem of food and clothing with white rice and company commander Gao Cheng.

It's a little deserted, but it's okay...

Just after lunch, the company commander Gao Cheng was informed that the regiment commander wanted to see him, saying that the division headquarters had brought orders.

Gao Cheng hurried away, Bu Fan knew that the company commander was leaving, and he should indeed leave according to the process.

Sure enough, in the evening, the company commander Gao Cheng drove back and found Bu Fan who was training in the playground, and after being worried for a long time, he stepped forward and stood next to Bu Fan and said: "Chengcai, I... I received an order from the division headquarters today that the deputy commander of the armored reconnaissance battalion will take up his post early tomorrow morning. ”

Bu Fan, who already knew the result, pretended to hear it for the first time at this time, and his face was full of joy to hear the news, "Really, company commander, you have been promoted, congratulations, then you must have a drink tonight to celebrate." ”

Seeing Bu Fan's "unpretentious" style, Company Commander Gao Cheng's face became even more bitter, "Chengcai, I... I'm sorry!"

"What are you doing? Company commander, what are you sorry for? This is a good thing, you see what you are doing. ”

"I asked the regimental commander for you, but he didn't agree, he said that the division headquarters had issued a clear order for you... You are asked to guard the barracks alone. ”

Company Commander Gao Cheng spoke, his voice became choked...

Bu Fan knew that he was blaming himself, and when he heard this, Bu Fan smiled and comforted: "Hmm.. Such a decision is actually quite good, you also know that if I really wanted to leave, I would have gone to the grassland a long time ago, it just so happens that I don't want to leave the Seventh Company, I am willing to guard the barracks here, really... Company commander, don't worry about me, I'm good alone, if I miss my brothers, I can still go to the nearest companies like five, six, eight, I don't believe that I go to them to treat me with wine and meat. ”

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In the evening, Bu Fan and Gao Cheng came once and did not get drunk and did not return, and at this time, the rules of what combat troops were not allowed to drink were forgotten by the two of them.

In fact, it is a bit of an exaggeration to say that if you are not drunk, you will not return, the two of them are drunk, but both of them have a tacit understanding to choose to drink well, not drunk, but better than drunk.

After drinking, on the way back to the dormitory, Bu Fan and Gao Cheng climbed each other's shoulders and walked on the unmanned avenue, not knowing who started first, and the two sang their brothers over and over again.

Two people

Where to go

Hold hands

It's a world

A lifetime

What is there to cherish

Wanderers

There is no extravagant love

There is a brother in this life and this life

There is no afterlife

I miss you again in the next life

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Back in the dormitory, Bu Fan stayed awake all night until the sky began to light slightly, Bu Fan heard footsteps outside the door, and stopped when he walked to the door.

Bu Fan knew that it was the company commander Gao Cheng who came, Gao Cheng stood quietly outside the door, wanting to knock on the door to say goodbye, but he couldn't do anything, and finally Gao Cheng stood quietly outside the door for ten minutes, and then left silently.

Hearing the footsteps in the distance, Bu Fan wanted to stop Gao Cheng in the door, say goodbye, but couldn't scream, silently listened to Gao Cheng's footsteps gradually go away, until he could no longer hear the sound...

Bu Fan knew that he was the only one left in the entire Seventh Steel Company.

The people of the Seventh Company of Steel were scattered, but Bu Fan wanted to keep the soul of the Seventh Company of Steel, even if he was a grave keeper, Bu Fan wanted to hold on until the last moment...

For this reason, Bu Fan made a plan for himself, get up when the wake-up horn rings every day, go to bed when the lights out horn sounds, and during the day, in addition to three meals a day, Bu Fan plans shooting training and physical training for himself.

Bu Fan also picked up his own books, and after training, he would go to the library of the regiment to borrow books, and even began to try to learn to play the guitar to make himself a versatile person.

In his spare time, Bu Fan thought about whether to do another meaningful thing, such as building a beautiful road like Xu Sandu, or getting some dirt, trying to study burning some vases, planting some chrysanthemums, and waiting for the autumn harvest to exchange chrysanthemums for wine money.

At the same time, Bu Fan also began to sum up, he used to train every day, train and train, but now that he is finally free, he summarizes his feelings and understanding in the military camp these days, and tries to turn it into his own things.

Slowly Bu Fan began to change from extrovert to introvert, the obvious difference is that he has fewer words, he carries a notebook on him at any time, and sometimes he writes it down with a pen when he thinks of something.

Hearing about this situation, many people are worried about Bu Fan, afraid that Bu Fan will not be able to adapt, Wu Liuyi is one, and he will come to visit the door when he is free, accompany Bu Fan to run, and test how the family tradition of "close three supports" practice.

Wu Liuyi couldn't help but say to Bu Fan many times: "Chengcai, don't bear the discomfort, I'll talk to you, or I can fight with you, you don't say anything..."

Xu Sanduo is also one of them, because the sixth company is the closest to the seventh company, and sometimes he is stupid to bring some food, and every time he is stupid to give in and eat more, he will not feel uncomfortable when he is full.

For their concern, Bu Fan really wanted to spray them to death with a sip of salt soda, and repeatedly told them that they were fine, but after listening to it, they looked like they believed in you, so that Bu Fan could only hide his face in anger and leave.

I live a full and free life by myself, I have a plan every day, I have an arrangement every day, every day is full of arrangements, they come and come to visit Bu Fan with good intentions, but Bu Fan has to squeeze out the few times to hook up with the young lady in the hospital to deal with them, which makes Bu Fan very helpless.

In addition to sleepless sleep late at night and needs to be accompanied, in fact, Bu Fan really wants to say that he lacks nothing, just lack his wife and children hot kang head, but they can't meet Bu Fan's needs.

In the end, after Bu Fan's patient persuasion, they doubted Bu Fan's words and agreed that Bu Fan would no longer come to help the poor.

In this way, Bu Fan was alone in the Seventh Company, a Seventh Company that should have been abandoned, but now he was willing to wait for his Seventh Company for two months.

Two months can be described as a full harvest, two months Bu Fan has a very proud thing, Bu Fan let himself think he is a music idiot to learn the guitar, from nothing, to only play two tigers, and now, as long as it is not too difficult to give him, he can play well.

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