Chapter 16 Shall We Be Reconciled?
"You're in the right head, why should I answer your question?
Li Yue had a cold face: "And Gu Qingyan, why do you think I will need your help, who do you think I am?"
Gu Qingyan didn't feel that there was anything wrong with what he asked, he asked directly: "Do you want to set up a studio, that's why you participated in this competition?"
"It's my business, it's none of your business-"
"You just answer me or no, Li Yue,"
Gu Qingyan approached forward, the corridor was dimly lit, Li Yue was wearing a black cheongsam dress today, and her movements were not as agile as before, and she was almost squeezed onto the pear flower wall behind her.
"I am the sponsor of this event and I have the right to ask you about the purpose of your participation. β
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After a while, Li Yue gritted her teeth: "Yes." What's wrong?"
got the answer he wanted, Gu Qingyan felt much more comfortable: "Isn't this enough, you misunderstood what I meant." I said I can help you, I don't mean to help you go through the back door, Li Yue, many things are not as simple as you imagined, you want to start a business, it's not that you can succeed if you have talent and luck, the turnover of interpersonal relationships is equally important, we are not strangers between us, I don't want to go around any bend with you, I want to say it bluntly, I want to ask you, why did you break up with me in the first place. β
"I didn't say I wanted you to help me, so I don't have to answer your questions. β
Li Yue raised her head, the distance between the two was closer, but her voice was cold and stubborn: "Gu Qingyan, you haven't changed at all over the years, you always feel that everything is under your control, and everything should develop according to your imagination, but have you ever thought that you are not the savior, and you can't dominate other people's lives." β
Gu Qingyan didn't understand: "Whose life am I in control? I'm telling you not to be so naΓ―ve in doing things, even if you win this preliminary round, when you reach the finals, are you sure you can continue to walk above everyone? Do you really think that all the halo must shine on you?"
"I'm afraid that the person with ulterior motives is you," Li Yue turned his head: "I will take care of my own affairs, I don't really understand, Gu Qingyan, we have broken up, why do you still insist on not letting me go? β
In one sentence, Gu Qingyan was blocked in his heart, and all the words he wanted to say were stuffed back.
Since the previous reunion in the bar, every time she meets this woman, she is in this posture, always with sharp teeth and claws, always trying to stab herself in every way, and she just happens to be able to pierce Gu Qingyan's body the most painful place every time.
Gu Qingyan's chest was shaking with anger, he obviously couldn't imagine that a conversation that he wanted to have calmly out of good intentions would be scolded like this by the person in front of him.
Gu Qingyan was extremely frustrated, like a helpless child who stuck the candy to the ground, neither picking it up nor throwing it away, the only thing he could do was to squat on the ground, watch the candy melt little by little, and then disappear.
But even if the candy disappears, he will not be happy, many things cannot be copied, there will only be one in this world, even if it is the candy of the same product batch, the one on the ground is only the only one.
He gradually widened the distance between him and Li Yue: "Okay, I don't care about anything else with you, you have your own thoughts, why am I obsessed with asking you the reason for the breakup, don't you know?"
"If I didn't like you, do you think I'd keep asking until now, put up with your rolls and cynicism again and again? β
He has only been in love once, and he has only liked her Li Yue alone.
will be happy and angry, will be happy because she has been for his persistence, will be jealous of those who have other thoughts about her after the two fall in love, and will punish those people in their own way to protect her because some people chew Li Yue's tongue behind their backs.
After she quietly leaves, he will go crazy with alcohol and go crazy, and the walking dead will try to get her back.
Of course, he is the only one who knows these things, and he is as proud as Gu Qingyan, he will not show his embarrassed side in front of others.
used to include Li Yue, but now, he is willing to admit defeat, is willing to show all the mirrors on his body in front of Li Yue, and is willing to bow down for her.
Because she is Li Yue, Gu Qingyan really likes it, and wants to identify Li Yue for a lifetime.
Li Yue was stunned for a moment, almost thinking that he had misheard.
"What did you say?"
After the breakup, Li Yue also thought that Gu Qingyan should like her.
When he was still in college, there were many people chasing Gu Qingyan in school.
He has a good appearance, a superior family background, can play basketball, and can control drones, and there is almost no one in the school who does not know the name Gu Qingyan.
Li Yue still remembers the first time she met him in the school's basketball gym in her freshman year.
At that time, she had just entered the campus and accompanied her roommate to the basketball gym to find her boyfriend.
It just so happened that Gu Qingyan also participated in that game, Li Yue couldn't understand basketball, so he played with his mobile phone when he had nothing to do, and glanced at the court from time to time.
Later, her roommate said that she was done and wanted to bring water to her boyfriend, so she put away her mobile phone and looked up, and the first person she saw was Gu Qingyan.
The boy just finished playing, wearing a blue jersey, sweat spreading down the jawline, the wide jersey can't cover the boy's tall and slender figure, his eyes are narrow and long, and the corners of his mouth are slightly hooked when he laughs, which is really a bit ruffian, and he can't stop the masculine handsomeness.
Li Yue's eyes lit up immediately, and he felt that this person was very good-looking and familiar, and later remembered that this was Gu Qingyan, who refused to Chinese the school flower when he entered the military training.
At that time, a junior was chasing him.
Li Yue remembered the appearance of that senior sister, to be honest, she was not bad, she was delicate and delicate, with long hair fluttering, and she was wearing a white dress, which was the appearance that boys liked.
She waited beside her for a long time, and it wasn't until Gu Qingyan finished playing the ball that she handed over the prepared drink.
However, Gu Qingyan didn't look at it, and directly passed the girl, didn't know what to say, and went to the audience to get water to drink.
Li Yue saw that the girl's face turned red instantly after he said that, and soon her eyes turned red, and tears swirled in her eyes.
At that time, Li Yue was watching the play on the side, and the curiosity of the people who ate melons made her wonder what he said just now to make the girl cry, so the ghost sent a god to look at Gu Qingyan who was drinking water.
Gu Qingyan was twisting the cap of the bottle, the sweat on his forehead had been wiped clean, his jersey was mostly wet, his eyes were narrow, and he stared at her with a casual look.
Li Yue's uncontrollable heart was beating non-stop, like an electric drum, and the first thing that came to her mind in the scene at that time was whether the clothes she was wearing today looked good or not, and whether her hair was messy.
Li Yue, who learned of her idea, almost thought that she was crazy, she didn't know him, why did she care so much?
Fortunately, his eyes didn't stay for long, and when Li Yue came back to his senses, the man had already left
Later, I don't know if it was because of a coincidence or what, the two gradually intersected, for example, in the same student union, her roommate boyfriend was Gu Qingyan's roommate, Ni Hao's family had business dealings with his family, and the two knew each other when they were children.
All kinds of factors, without Li Yue knowing it, he captured Li Yue's heart little by little.
As for why Li Yue felt that Gu Qingyan liked her, maybe it was because she felt that at least among so many people, he only accepted her in the end, at least when he confessed for the first time, he didn't embarrass her like others.
During the time of love, she tried her best to be good to him, her love was like honey sticking in a bottle, and Gu Qingyan was the child who loved sweets, spoiled by honey, and never knew how to cherish it, because he always felt that Li Yue would have many ways to fill the sugar jar.
And now, the sugar jar is broken, he panics, and uses various ways to numb himself every day, but he can't stop thinking about her, and he must find a way to stain the sugar jar.
"I like you. β
Gu Qingyan's lips moved slightly, it seemed that he still had a lot to say, and in the end, he only said one sentence-
"Li Yue, don't make trouble, let's get along. β
The moonlight outside the venue predicted that tonight's heavy snow was coming, and a layer of hot water mist spread on the translucent openwork gold-stained glass.
"Not good. β
"Gu Qingyan, have you ever thought that maybe my life shouldn't revolve around you alone, and I can also have my own choices?"
Gu Qingyan frowned when he heard this: "What do you mean?"
What does it mean to revolve around him alone? Is it that he didn't mean to give her freedom?
The noisy chaos around her body has gradually subsided, and now there are only a few people left in the corridor, Li Yue lowered her eyes, and her long eyelashes like crow's feathers cast a shadow.
The air was so quiet that Gu Qingyan felt a little uneasy.
"I mean,"
Li Yue bit every word, every word was very clear, passed into Gu Qingyan's ears, and smashed on his heart: "I don't need you, your existence will only be a problem for me, Gu Qingyan, I even wish I had never known you in my life, if it weren't for you, I wouldn't be like today-"
Gu Qingyan held her breath and heard her say-
"Nothing. β
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"Why did you go to Senior Sister and come back so long?"
Song Shiqing asked anxiously, "Is your stomach uncomfortable?"
"No, there seems to be an accident outside, I looked. β
Li Yue left after talking to Gu Qingyan just now, firstly, because she didn't want to and didn't dare to entangle with him anymore, she was afraid that she would be shaken by this man's sudden compromise.
The second is that this is within the scope of the competition venue after all, and Gu Qingyan is the sponsor of the event, just now when she spoke, she saw the direction with her back to Gu Qingyan, and a judge of today's competition looked at them, Li Yue was a little worried, so it was easy to cause unnecessary trouble.
She straightened her hair and said, "Isn't everything ready?"
"It's gone, you don't have to worry about this, there will definitely be no more accidents, I just want to know what's going on outside, I heard movement just now, you didn't let me go out, I didn't go out to see." β
Li Yue spread her hands, looking like nothing had happened: "I don't know, I didn't go over to see it, forget it, just take care of your own affairs, Teacher Kang hasn't come yet?"
"I hung up the phone just now and didn't answer, it should be on the way, I'll take a look later, by the way, senior sister, I heard that the judges of this competition seem to be bringing some VR equipment, what does this mean?
If she had told Li Yue about this yesterday or even an hour ago, she would have been surprised or anxious, but now it is different.
I just met that guy and learned that he was the sponsor of this competition, so I don't have to think about it to know what it's all about.
Li Yue's tone was very light, and he said without feeling a trace of surprise: "If there is, there will be it, and it's not just for us that we have this, everyone is the same." β