Zhang Lin slapped the steering wheel with his hand and continued: "One year at our class reunion, I took her away, and she also went to the beauty place to put on makeup, but there were too many people who exclaimed that they couldn't recognize her. ”

She ...... What the hell is going on?" In fact, Huang Xiaoxian already had the answer in his mind.

"She hangs out with a bunch of rich women all day long, either beauty or playing cards, spending money like water, and she doesn't care about children. The weight rose from more than ninety points to one hundred and fourteen.

Back then, a few classmates who wanted to pursue her actually showed a gloating look.

When she got home, she was furious, saying that I had ruined her life. I advised her to cheer up, and she only changed for a few days and then went back to her old ways. ”

"Do you still dislike her?"

"My business is getting bigger and bigger, and there are too many things to socialize in the business field, and I used to take her out very well, but now I ...... I brought the secretary or a beautiful woman from other departments, and she found out and made a big noise to the company......

Our relationship deteriorated day by day, to the point of no return.

The divorce was proposed by her, and she said that she never wanted to go on like this again, no different from a pig, and I was also young and vigorous at that time, and I always felt that she couldn't survive without me, so I agreed without thinking about it. ”

"She took your life savings with her, right?"

"I wanted to do that, but she didn't, she didn't have a baby, and she had long since turned a blind eye to me, except that she couldn't worry about the child. She went abroad less than three months after our divorce, and she turned out to be a top student in the class, and she quickly gained a foothold abroad. ”

"What about you, married?" Huang Xiaoxian knew that he was an idle person.

Zhang Lin shook his head and said: "After the real divorce, all her good things have come back, not only am I not relaxed, but I feel guilty every day, it is really me who has turned her into this, I started a business, often she can't see my figure for three or five months, and I don't bother to answer the phone......

Actually, I didn't do anything, my dad forced me to run away with him.

I began to miss her, tried to call her, sent a telegram, but she completely forgot about me, I couldn't reach her anyway, sometimes she called the child, as soon as I answered, she hung up immediately, she turned out to be really a proud princess, forced me to turn her into a fat-headed eater. ”

Huang Xiaoxian listened quietly, feeling a man's inner repentance.

"I wasn't really a promiscuous man, but then I thought about it. Because something is lost and can never be recovered.

I didn't see her again until the fourth year of the divorce, she returned to China for exchanges, someone started a class reunion, I can never remember the scene of seeing her at that time, not only me, but my classmates were shocked again.

She was back to her old self, even more beautiful than before. I was pleasantly surprised that the two classmates had almost dropped their glasses, but she just wouldn't give me a chance to speak.

When she went back to my house to see the children, we finally had a brief conversation, and she said that without me, there would be no reborn her.

She said that no matter how successful she was abroad, she couldn't control her state of mind about missing her children.

I asked her if she was married.

She said she didn't have time to take care of it.

I said, do I still have a chance?

She said, do you still want me to go back to my old life? I was happy in college, and no one can understand my pain after getting married, except for spending money, life has no direction, she said that we are not suitable to be together, don't have such a heart, let's find a woman to live well.

She took the child away and sent it back before the Spring Festival, and she will leave after the New Year. ”

"Can't you really get out of her shadow? She's doing so well now, you should rest assured? Isn't it good to find a woman at home and live a breezy life?"

"I've seen a lot of women, and I don't have any more temptations, I ...... now" Zhang Lin couldn't speak anymore.

"It's my fault for giving you such painful memories, especially now that it's the Spring Festival. ”

Zhang Lin raised his head and said: "I should thank you for letting me confide so many things in my heart, are we the same people who have fallen to the end of the world? ”

"Don't you have any contact with her now?"

"Yes, it's all about children. ”

"In your heart, do you still want to be reunited?"

"I thought about it before, but now I don't want to, we are still conflicted when we are really together, but we can't find the feeling of loving her anymore, and we have lost the ability to love. ”

Huang Xiaoxian was silent, she felt that the last sentence spoke to her heart.

"Xiaoxian, since I met you at the bar, I have a feeling that I have come back to me, what I didn't expect was that person turned out to be you. “

Huang Xiaoxian was speechless.

"The feeling of love. Zhang Lin added.

What Huang Xiaoxian didn't expect at all was that her breakup with Ge Da would be so difficult.

After Huang Xiaoxian ran out of Ge Da's house during the Spring Festival, Ge Da came back in the fourth year of junior high school, and he was angry with Huang Xiaoxian for the first time.

"Huang Xiaoxian, I really didn't expect you to be such a person? Tell me who took you back? Someone here saw you and said it was an old man. ”

This is a town, there are not too many people, Huang Xiaoxian didn't feel like he ran into anyone that night, anyway, there were a lot of people outside with fireworks.

Huang Xiaoxian looked at his angry face and said: "Ge Da, we are really not suitable, I originally thought that your conditions are not as good as mine, I can live more easily, but I didn't expect that this is not the case at all, your mother actually thinks that my conditions are not good enough,

In the future, we will have more and more troubles. If I hadn't been afraid of trouble, I wouldn't have chosen you, but I didn't expect it to be like this. ”

"What about us? Isn't there any affection between us? My mother is my mother, and she will accept you sooner or later. ”

"Maybe she'll accept me, but she'll definitely disturb our lives? Now that we don't have a house, she will come with us even if we rent a house, and you don't dare to contradict her. ”

"This is the accident that I despise the people in your city the most, why can't I be with the old man? Filial piety to the old man is a matter of course. ”

Huang Xiaoxian argued: "Your brother is studying in the big city now, if he stays in the city one day, will your mother go? She told me in person, she won't cause trouble to your brother, shouldn't he be filial? You are both her sons, why is there such a big difference?"

"Who made me the eldest son. ”

"Even if you're not, she's only going to do that to you. ”

"Then you shouldn't say goodbye, right? What do you want my relatives to think of me?"

"If I don't leave, your mother will look down on me even more, and we will live together before we get married, and I won't agree. ”