"The farthest distance in the world is not knowing that we love each other, but we can't be together, but we can't resist this kind of thought, but we have to deliberately pretend that we don't have you in our hearts. ”

"The farthest distance in the world is not that you can't resist this kind of thought, but you have to deliberately pretend that you don't have you in your heart at all, but that you use your indifferent heart to dig an insurmountable ditch for those who love you......" ——— Tagore

When Song Hutian heard Jiang Han say this, he probably guessed the reason. He remembered that there was such a scene back then, but this time, the severity was indeed several times more than the last time. He knew that Jiang Han would only get better if he passed this hurdle. Song Hutian took off his coat, threw it towards the sofa, and said, "Come on, I'll drink with you." ”

Hearing Song Hutian say this, Jiang Han raised his head, revealing bloodshot eyes. He got up and picked up the wine bottle that had just been put aside by Song Hutian, and raised his head to take another sip. Then, Song Hutian snatched the wine bottle, poured the wine into the cup, and drank it all.

"This matter will have to be turned over after today. Song Hutian put his hand on Jiang Han's shoulder and said.

Flip the page......

Jiang Han didn't speak, just lowered his head and sneered, as if he was laughing at himself. He took another big sip, turned his head to look out the window, and seemed to have made a great deal of determination, and said:

"Hmm. ”

With that, he walked towards the bedroom.

When Qin Lizi returned to the dormitory, Chen Qingqing had just come back and was changing clothes. When she saw Qin Lizi, she was full of enthusiasm.

"Ahh Seeing Qin Lizi coming back, Chen Qingqing rushed to Qin Lizi's side and hugged her before she could get dressed.

This hug made Qin Lizi feel the warmth she hadn't felt for a long time. But seeing Chen Qingqing's current appearance is really unsightly, he hooked the door with his foot and closed the door.

Chen Qingqing smiled, as if she was a little shy, and went back to her closet to pick up her clothes and put them on. Suddenly, she looked at Qin Lizi again, and felt that the clothes Qin Lizi was wearing today were very familiar, as if she had seen them somewhere. After thinking about it for a long time, an idea appeared in her head that she couldn't believe.

She took a closer look at Qin Lizi and found that even the hairstyle was the same. Qin Lizi was a little apprehensive by Chen Qingqing's eyes, touched her face to confirm that there was nothing dirty, and said, "Why are you looking at me so carefully?"

Chen Qingqing just thought about how to ask about this, but Qin Lizi directly threw out a question and asked her to answer.

"Let me ask you, is the girl in Jiang Han's photo you?"

Hearing Chen Qingqing say this, Qin Lizi immediately felt empty. But in Qin Lizi's subconscious, she thought that their relationship could not be told, so when Chen Qingqing finished asking this question, Qin Lizi's eyes were a little evasive, and she said with some hesitation: "No, it's not me, it's just a coincidence." ”

Chen Qingqing still felt a little incredible, because whether it was in terms of height, shape, dress, or hairstyle, he felt that the person in the photo was too similar to Qin Lizi. Qin Lizi saw that Chen Qingqing was still very distressed, and was still thinking about the truth of her words on the side. He opened his mouth again and said, "That...... It's really a coincidence. ”

Chen Qingqing saw that Qin Lizi's eyes were so firm when he spoke, so he didn't discuss this topic anymore. After she got dressed, she approached Qin Lizi and said, "Let's go! Let's go to dinner together." ”

Qin Lizi didn't come back to her senses a little, and was pulled out of the bedroom by Chen Qingqing.

A light rain fell from the sky, falling haphazardly, and then soaking in the mud. The two of them ran without umbrellas, and from time to time they stepped on the rain and dipped it in their pants. Qin Lizi gave up covering herself with her hands, completely exposing herself to the rain, and drenched like this.

The distance from the cafeteria to the dormitory is not very long, and the rain is not so heavy. But when the two arrived at the cafeteria, Chen Qingqing saw Qin Lizi's hair, and her clothes were already wet, and she felt very strange, so she wiped Qin Lizi's hair with her hand.

After eating, the rain had stopped. Chen Qingqing proposed to go for a walk, but Qin Lizi really couldn't twist her, so she agreed. Along the way, Chen Qingqing complained that the two of them appeared in the MV filmed, and the picture was blurry, and he couldn't see whether it was him or not. But after speaking, he added that he was already satisfied to be able to see Jiang Han during the shooting. Qin Lizi smiled, feeling in her heart that she was really cute and innocent.

After returning to the dormitory, Qin Lizi received a call from her father, who told her that her mother's biopsy results came out and that it was benign. The moment he heard that it was benign, the stone in Qin Lizi's heart finally put it down, and the corners of his mouth rose up unconsciously. She didn't seem to be so happy in a long time, it was like seeing that oasis in the endless desert.

Qin Lizi's life is finally back on track, and her days are filled with experiments day by day, except for the occasional hearing of his name from others, she always tries to control herself from thinking about everything about him.

At the end of June, the annual Chinese Medicine Culture Cup kicked off again, and in view of the great gold content of the award, Qin Lizi and Chen Qingqing also signed up to participate. Qin Lizi chose a relatively obscure topic to do research, although there is very little information that can be consulted, but Qin Lizi feels that this topic will have a very good response if it is successful.

After signing up, she soaked in the laboratory almost every day, from morning to night. It's as if I want to numb myself in this way. So much so that every time Zhang Qishuo passed by Qin Lizi's laboratory, he would find her inside.

In the evening, Zhang Qishuo packed up his things and prepared to go back to the dormitory, passed by Qin Lizi's laboratory, found that she was still inside, and walked in.

"Senior sister, aren't you going back so late?"

Qin Lizi was observing the changes in the reagent and was in a trance, so when Zhang Qishuo opened her mouth to speak, she was really taken aback. As soon as his body shook, he swung the reagent out of the test tube in his hand and sprinkled some on his hand.

Zhang Qishuo was frightened, and stepped forward to pull Qin Lizi's arm, wanting to take it to flush the water.

Qin Lizi was first startled by his voice, and then by his series of actions. Before he reached the sink, Qin Lizi pushed Zhang Qishuo's hand away.

"Uh...... That senior brother, it's okay, it's distilled water, and I haven't put anything else in it. ”

After Qin Lizi finished speaking, the atmosphere in the laboratory was very awkward. Zhang Qishuo pulled his clothes and squeezed out a sentence: "That's good......"

After that, it was quiet again......

"Then you should also pay attention in the future, the experiment is not a joke, what if it is filled with sulfuric acid?"

Qin Lizi thought to herself, if it weren't for your sudden words to startle me, I wouldn't have knocked it over.

"Well, good. I'll pay attention later. Qin Lizi said.

"I've seen that you've been in the lab lately, are you busy with any topics?" Zhang Qishuo walked into the test bench and saw the calculation paper full of drafts placed in a messy manner.

"Yes, in a competition. ”

Then, without that, the topic was stopped again. After that, Zhang Qishuo asked, Qin Lizi replied, and the scene was really embarrassing. Finally, Zhang Qishuo got up and said, "Then pay attention to safety when you go back later." He left the lab.

The normal process of releasing a new song is to announce the song on the online platform first, and then the company will hold a new song first stage later. The new song was released in advance, which means that the first stage of the new song will also be opened in advance. After many times of the company's coordination of the venue and the ticket agency, the time was finally set for this evening.

Song Hutian didn't approve very much, and felt that Jiang Han's state was really not good. But the company said that the only time that can be called up is tonight, after which the performance space will be rented to other teams. Song Hutian had no choice but to agree.

The venue of the new song stage is very large and the layout is very exquisite. The entire stage is decorated in black with purple accents. The lights and smoke also change with the music.

At eight o'clock in the evening, fans entered the venue one after another. Those with lanterns, with cheering charms......

Backstage, Jiang Han couldn't see a hangover on his face after some tidying up, but if he walked in, he could see the still melancholy expression. He stood on the elevator, ready to go on stage. The makeup artist checked Jiang Han's makeup and costume for the last time, and walked to the back after confirming that there was no problem.

At 8:09, the lights dimmed and only one beam remained, aimed at the center of the stage. The whole field goes into the countdown, ten, nine, eight, seven, six, five, four, three, two, one!

For a moment, the screams seemed to burst through the sky.

"Jiang Han, Jiang Han, Jiang Han......" the fans shouted.

The elevator slowly ascended and the music played...... Jiang Han appeared on the stage.

He wore an unbuttoned neckline, a slightly wide suit, a wide belt around his waist, and his hair was deliberately moistened with water. If you have to come up with a word to describe his image at the moment, it can only be - desire.

Flame of Fire...... He shows the primitive beauty of human beings in the most ordinary way.

The lights followed him, the smoke swirling around him, and even the screams echoed him.

He is king.

He is the undeniable king in their hearts.

With a deep voice and a rhythm, he closed his eyes and sang about himself.

"Can't put it down,"

"I can't forget,"

……

At the end of the song, he stood above 10,000 people, but he fell to the bottom in his love.

That's right, the farthest distance in the world is not obviously unable to resist this kind of thought, but you have to deliberately pretend not to put you in your heart at all,

Instead, with his indifferent heart, he dug an insurmountable ditch for those who love you......

An unbridgeable chasm......

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March 9 rain

Diary of Qin Lizi

It's really unlucky, why do I encounter rainy days every time I make up classes, and what's even more unfortunate is that I haven't brought an umbrella yet. Why is it so miserable, I was destroyed by the teacher in class, and Lei Gong and Lei Mu didn't let me go after class. Woo woo woo ~ ~ What a miserable woman. When I stood at the door of the cram school in despair, Jiang Han's dog came out of nowhere, I thought he had an umbrella, and I felt that I had grabbed a life-saving straw. But the guy said he didn't either. After saying that, he snatched the coat I was holding in his hand and propped it up on his head. Why? Did he think he was acting in "If Love Has Providence"? Funny! Heh, so I walked down the stairs with a lot of backbone and flagged down the taxi home.