"I want to leave City B, can you help me?" he was surprised when Xiyue appeared at Jiang Dao's residence, and he was even more confused when she asked such a question.

"Why? Qi He loves you very much, and you have a cute baby, what do you want to do?"

Xiyue went to the living room and sat down, her eyes were gray, and there was no look on her face, as if she had been covered with a gray filter and turned into a dark mode.

"The most important thing for a person is to recognize himself and his environment, but I don't! I have never examined myself properly, and I always live in a daze! That's so sad!"

"You have to figure out who you are, and you don't have to leave your baby and family!"

Jiang Dao sat down opposite her irritably and looked at her very puzzled!

"I'm going to be crazy if I stay here!

She looked haggard, decadent, and even a little mentally abnormal, and this scene made his heart soften!

"How can I help you? Won't you regret it? If the child will hate you and Qi He falls in love with someone else, will you still have to leave?"

"I won't! It's not a spur-of-the-moment decision! I'm leaving City B, so I need a fake identity so that Qi He won't find me!"

"I'll help you! I'll have someone bring it to you!"

"Thank you!" she whispered, as if she had been drained of all her strength, and her words were weak and weak.

"Xiyue, don't you really regret it?"

"No!"

This is the only impression Jiang Tao can remember about her for several years, she said mechanically, expressionlessly, and with a little painful determination, "No!"

After getting the fake ID card, Xiyue started to leave, and when she left, she went to the "put down" café and stopped for a long time, from here she saw Gu Jincheng in a trance, and they would occasionally chat here.

She also saw Lu Shuyue, she hated a face and wanted to quarrel with her, there are too many memories here, these memories have many people, many things, joy, anger, sorrow, happiness, everything rings in her heart, it will make her heart sour and leave tears.

She thought that if there was a way to make her heart feel better, she would not leave, her dear darling, the flesh and blood she conceived and gave birth to in October.

And her mother, who is glad that she has siblings who will take care of the family in her place, so that she can do anything willfully.

As for Qi He, this man who had been thinking about her for the rest of her life! She used to think that as long as she could marry him and stay by her side, she would be happy.

However, that was when love was to the extreme, and the irrational mature thoughts in my heart, just like Gu Jincheng did to her, were crazy, so everything was reasonable! In fact, it was a mess.

She felt that he had fallen in love with her, especially after Lu Shuyue's death, this feeling was especially strong! He doted on her, loved her, and loved her! They had children, and their family was very happy, so why did she want to leave?

The outside world will think that she is a bad woman, abandoning her family and children, she is hypocritical, and she inflicts pain on Airao for an outsider who has violated her.

Sometimes, she feels like this! She is too bad, she really doesn't deserve to be happy! However, when she gradually realizes the truth, she feels that leaving is her only way out.

The sentence that he filed for divorce with Qi He was angry, but at that time, it was just that he Gu Jincheng was not sorry to die, she was too angry, so she filed for divorce!

After that, he was willing to give her time, and she seriously thought about the life that would follow between them. After Gu Jincheng's funeral, she had already made a plan, forgot everything, and the unpleasant things would start over as if they hadn't happened!

However, whenever she makes up her mind, something will hit her in the face!

After returning to the outskirts of the city, she guessed that the mobile phone she saw in Huayuan must have been taken away by Qi He, and she knew that if she asked him directly, he would definitely deny it!

According to her own speculation, he must not be on his body at any time, so she chose to find it one room by one!

Then there is the living room, the most dangerous place is the safest, and there is still none!

Storage, cloakroom, guest room, powder room, gymnasium...... I searched all the corners and corners, and there was no!

It had taken her several hours to search the entire villa, and in the end there was still one room left to go, and that was his study.

She rarely went in and out of his study alone, but this time, she went without permission! In the way she learned from the Underground Alliance, she opened the study privately.

After entering, she quickly closed the door, his study was large, and she had come in once when he was asked to help store the jewelry!

At that time, she had no curiosity about his life, or dared not cherry blossoms, and when she found the book "Love is to Let Go", next to the place where she had stored her jewelry, it had not been moved.

She looked at the desk again, there used to be a picture frame, but now she looked, there was no more!

She walked over, and the desk was very clean and tidy, and the documents, books, etc. were all sorted and neatly arranged! There were three drawers on the left and right sides of the desk.

Curiosity prompted her to open each drawer separately, and the one, two, and three on the right were opened separately, which were all important documents, and the left one or two were opened, and they were also some office supplies!

The bottom one on the left couldn't be opened, she thought it was because she wasn't strong enough, but later found out that it was because it was locked, and Qi He's fingerprints were needed to open it!

This is really strange, what important thing needs to be put like this? She had learned how to open the fingerprint lock in the underground alliance organization, and after a lot of effort, she finally opened it!

There was a photo frame in it that she couldn't find all along, and after some mental struggle, she picked it up and looked at it! Nothing special, just a single photo of Qi He, and it was from his high school days!

The only thing that's strange is that it's only half of the picture, and the other half seems to have been torn apart!

She suddenly felt a shock in her heart, and she was dizzy and couldn't tell the direction of the wind. She opened the entire frame and took out the photo from the frame, and on the back of the photo there was a sentence:

"I love you forever!" "Me too." ”

The handwriting in the first half of the sentence doesn't look like Qi He wrote it! This photo looks a little old, and Qi He in the photo is smiling very brightly, it is a face she has never seen before, immature, handsome, handsome, chic, casual, lively and cheerful, and brilliant...... All the words that could be used to describe him, she felt a little thin.

Because he looks so happy, too happy, his eyes are like autumn water to the other person who was torn off in the photo, doting, sincere, affectionate, full of affection!

After reading it, she put everything she had moved back into place and quietly left the study.

Later, by checking Lu Shuyue's handwriting, she found that the other half of the photo was torn off!

She found Dr. Hu from the psychiatric hospital again, and learned from there that Qi He had gone to see Lu Shuyue several times! And also learned one thing, that day in Hechuan, Lu Shuyue promised Gu Jincheng that the person she wanted to kill was originally Qi He, but then somehow, she changed her mind, and the bullet hit her!

Lu Shuyue's sudden change may be because they loved each other!

In short, she didn't want to pursue any truth! Because everything was already clear, Qi He loved Lu Shuyue deeply, and if it weren't for her, they would live happily together.

Because too many things happened later, Qi He completely gave up on Lu Shuyue! But one thing is for sure, there must be a place in his heart where Lu Shuyue is placed! Otherwise, he wouldn't have left that photo!

There are so many photos of him, why is that one worth hiding?

The first love is the most beautiful existence in a person's life, even if it doesn't exist anymore, and then it's not together, you will find the shadow of the first love from the people behind!

She can understand that he was forced to let go of Lu Shuyue, forced to fall in love with her, or forced to get used to her company...... In short, his love for her must be impure!

She thought that he must hate Gu Jincheng very much, a little more than her, because he defiled what he thought was pure, or the pure beauty in his heart, so he saw death and did not save him, and he watched him die!

When he dreamed back at midnight, he must have constantly convinced himself in his heart, "Don't care, you love her, you love her, so don't care...... You love her, you love her......"

So much so that he finally hypnotized himself, he really loved her! She also believed it, he loved her, otherwise why was he so nervous and heartbroken when she was sick?

It's just that this love is mixed with too many impurities, and there is still a person living in his heart, a seventeen or eighteen-year-old girl with a beautiful face, her name is Lu Shuyue, but it is not the dead Lu Shuyue, nor the blackened Lu Shuyue who has done a lot of wrong things, but the simple, kind and beautiful Lu Shuyue before the age of 20!

It was his first love!

She found a reason for herself to leave, whether she abandoned her child, or he fell in love with someone else, she had to leave in order to have a peace of mind!

After leaving, she went to many places, Nepal, Bhutan, Bangladesh, India, Pakistan, Sri Lanka, Maldives, Turkey, Cyprus...... Stop-and-go for three years!

In the past three years, she has completely let go of her life outside of reality and lived a life of only herself, she doesn't even log on to various social networking sites, doesn't watch entertainment news, and doesn't want to live in City B!

In the past three years, she has seen a lot of scenery, met a lot of people of all kinds, heard a lot of interesting, sad and surprising stories, and eaten a lot of different flavors of food...... Finally, there was one, and she suddenly figured it out and wanted to stop!

Then she came to Rome, there is a famous attraction, the Trevi Fountain, which can also be the Trevi Fountain! The moment she stood there, while closing her eyes and making a wish, Qi He and Yong Ming suddenly appeared in her mind!

The whole brain didn't think about anything, just the two of them were smiling! After making a wish for them without hesitation, she found Qi He's number and sent him a short message!

Saiga didn't reply!

She searched for Qi He's name in the browser, and learned the news that Qi He and Fu Wanqin were dating, and they also appeared in the amusement park with Yong Ming to play, looking like a real family of three.

Yong Ming has grown up, and her appearance has the shadow of her and Qi He, very handsome! She showed a very relieved smile!

She had already bought a ticket to City B when the radio bell for check-in and boarding had already sounded.

She looked at the ticket in her hand, and then looked at the photos of Qi He, Fu Wanqin and Yongming Sanrao on her phone, hesitated, hesitated......