At 6 p.m., the corridor of the inpatient department was mixed with the smell of various dishes and disinfectant water, which made the originally tense and serious ward briefly full of a touch of human touch......

Bao Yuan'er sat on a small stool and stared at the monitor next to her mother's bed in a daze, at this moment her heart also followed the changes of the numbers on the screen, becoming throbbing and painful, the doctor said that it was just a few days, she was thinking about "these days" It's definitely not today, but my mother hasn't woken up all day today, even if it's an unconscious twitch, the more I think about it, the more worried I feel, the sound of the operation of the instrument makes her headache, for a moment, she seems to be able to hear the sound of the nutrient solution dripping in the dropper, yes, she heard, but she can't hear the sound of her mother's breathing, she stretched out her cold hand in fear to test her mother's chest, it was a long time to feel a faint beat, this weak heartbeat briefly brought her some peace, at least the person is still there, isn't it！

Sister Bao Fen'er hasn't come back yet, she went home to prepare dinner for more than 20 relatives, Bao Yuan'er thought about the numbers in her mobile phone bank, and her heart was inexplicably painful, she didn't know that 10,000 yuan could still let her mother support for a few days, so when Bao Fen'er came back, they had to discuss, where to borrow some money, relatives must not be able to count on it, in the morning Bao Yuan'er also quarreled with her aunt because of the problem of stopping the medicine, everyone has said more than once to stop the medicine for her mother, Bao Yuan'er does not blame them, her mother has been hospitalized for 21 days, everyone has been with her from other places, benevolence and righteousness, many people have turned from the initial sadness to anxietyBystanders understand that all the treatment is meaningless, but she can't give up, as long as her mother is still a family child in her, but her mother is gone, she has become an orphan, and her mother lay on her lap before she fell into a coma and said "I want to go home", she can't let her mother go like this......

The doctor on duty came to take a look, frowned and explained something to the nurse, and then turned to Bao Yuan'er and asked, "What about your relatives, why are you alone?" Bao Yuan'er replied timidly: "They went home for dinner, and they should be back in a while", the doctor sighed and patted her shoulder: "Let them come back early, I don't think the situation is particularly good, you have to be prepared." "Bao Yuan'er is a little blind, the numbers on the instrument are obviously okay according to the doctor's instructions, 90/60/88, why is it not good? The doctor walked out of the ward without explanation, Bao Yuan'er did not follow to ask, at this moment her eyes are only her mother who is lying on the bed faintly snoring, she seems to have lost weight again. The impression of the mother is a woman with good facial features and a beautiful figure, but the mother lying on the bed has a dark face and sunken cheeks that line the eyes more prominently, exaggerated a bit like an alien, the skin on her legs has long been supported by the liquid medicine like a balloon filled with water, holding her mother's cold hands like withered branches, Bao Yuan'er is seeking a little comfort, and when she was occasionally awake a few days ago, these hands also held her face......

Bao Fen'er and her second cousin went back to the ward first, brought her some food, and persuaded her to eat some, Bao Yuan'er still sat motionless on a small stool and didn't know what she was thinking, after a while, Bao Fen'er really couldn't stand it, and pushed her sister with her hand, asking her to let go of her to eat first, and she would stand guard for a while, Bao Yuan'er's boyfriend Xiong Jun didn't know when he stood behind her, dragged her up, looked at his distracted girlfriend, and couldn't say what he felt, this girl who was 10 years younger than him, had been making trouble with him for eight years, and his ghostly personality always gave him many surprises, and he was tortured by pressure into a dumb man in just over 20 days, Bao Yuan'er looked at Xiong Jun and seemed to remember something, pulling him out of the ward.

The corridor was quiet, and the escorts basically didn't come out and walk around, and after 21 o'clock, the lights went out outside the ward, and the dark corridor made the already timid Bao Yuan'er shiver. "Brother, can you call the leader tonight to ask for leave, the doctor said that my mother may be just a few days away, I'm afraid, I'm very afraid, let's talk about it after the two of us?" I begged you to accompany me these days" Bao Yuan'er said softly, Xiong Jun also blamed himself: "Okay, I'll fight now, I'll accompany you, don't go", Xiong Jun didn't want Bao Yuan'er to eat in the house, he knew that looking at his mother on the hospital bed, she couldn't eat anything, just fooled around, so he simply went into the house and took out the meal, held it himself, and let Bao Yuan'er be in his own" Monitor "Eat a few more bites, Bao Yuan'er chewed the beans in her mouth helplessly, no matter how you chew it, you can't eat the taste, not salty, not light, not fragrant or fishy...... My stomach hurt a little from the sudden waxy food.

"Sister, sister, come in, hurry up" Bao Fen'er in the house didn't have time to run out, in a panic, Bao Yuan'er stepped into the ward, seeing that the numbers on the instrument screen kept falling, Xiong Jun pushed the stunned Bao Yuan'er hard, "Call the doctor, go quickly", Bao Yuan'er came back to his senses and ran to the nurse's station, he didn't know how to speak, he could only shout "Save people, save people" over and over again , The nurse carried a small box and the doctor quickly entered the ward, and cleaned out the relatives who came one after another, Bao Fen'er dragged Bao Yuan'er like a frightened rabbit, "Sister, can my mother be okay, can I survive, can I?" In fact, Bao Yuan'er didn't want others to tell her the answer, at this moment she had adjusted from the panic, the bitten purple lips were twitching, she touched Bao Fen'er's head, "Don't worry, it will definitely be good, our mother will definitely be good"!

The doctor walked out as if he had just fought a battle, looked at Bao Yuan'er, and whispered: "Prepare for the preparation, look at it, don't call me again", Bao Yuan'er didn't prepare according to the doctor's instructions, because she really didn't know what to prepare, the person was still lying on the bed, still breathing, and the numbers were normal, what do you need to prepare? Uncle they don't think so, according to the thinking of the older generation, the shroud must be worn when people are still angry, or the old man will not get it, Bao Yuaner resolutely disagrees, she doesn't want her mother to know that they have given up, she doesn't give up, she must not give up. The number stabilized for less than half an hour and began to fall again, the doctor began to increase the dose, still uncontrollable, kept shaking his head, he asked Bao Yuan'er, do you still use it, it really doesn't work, Bao Yuan'er doesn't believe it, the heartbeat is still more than 60, although the blood pressure is only 20/40 left, but the TV should not be 0 before it is saved, now my mother is still breathing, why not save it, why not continue to save it?

The doctor and the nurse muttered quietly, the nurse began to prepare to remove the instrument, Bao Yuan'er shouted hoarsely as if the only life-saving straw had been snatched away: "Please, don't withdraw, I have money, please, give my mother another injection, okay?" The nurse's eyes were a little red, but she didn't speak, Xiong Jun wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, nodded to the nurse, and the nurse typed out the last electrocardiogram, reading: died at 3:15 a.m. on June 7, 2016! The uncles had already prepared the three-piece shroud and wanted to put it on for their mother, but Bao Yuan'er didn't cry, she didn't even sob, she silently took the clothes, lifted the quilt, and no one noticed that there was a small puddle of yellow on the diaper pad on the bed, maybe even if she noticed it, she wouldn't care about wiping it, because from this moment on, in the eyes of outsiders, this object is no longer a "relative", or even a person...... Bao Yuan'er couldn't stop the anger in her heart, she shouted, "Light, my mother is not dead, didn't you see her pull, I'll wipe it" After finally getting dressed, the relatives began to have time to cry, but Bao Yuan'er still couldn't cry, she couldn't figure it out, the person was still lying here, crying what, the person was still there, what was crying......

The funeral home's car took away her mother twenty minutes later, before Bao Yuan'er had already been contacted, just follow the steps, sitting in the car, looking at the yellow paper coffin in a daze, she was not sure that her mother was in this, as if she was still in the hospital bed, or waiting for her to come back at home, she quietly opened a slit with her hand and looked inside, and she couldn't see anything in the dark. She was even more suspicious that her mother was not here, and kicked the paper coffin with her foot again, which was so heavy that it didn't move at all.

After handling the farewell hall and other matters, she couldn't wait to go home, she always felt that her mother was still at home, had already prepared a meal, and was waiting for her to get off work......