116 Return of the Old Man (9)
The red plum and jade fingers on the branches were lightly folded, and pieces of thin snow fell between the temples of the two people's buns.
I watched her fold the red plum, the brilliant glow will be the snow in the sky reflected gentle and lovely, raise your eyes to see the seven-color aperture, the aperture of Sheng Xue smiled as bright as when she came...... Suddenly, a sharp pain hit my arm! I lost my strength for a while, and I fell straight to the ground with Sheng Xue.
"Hua Xi!"
The red plum branches were scattered in her ears, and she hurriedly got up from me and nervously checked my situation, "What's wrong with you, Huaxi?"
I shook my head and motioned to her that it was okay.
"Poof. She chuckled suddenly.
I was surprised, propped up my upper body and looked at her, "What are you laughing at?"
"You are really a very gentle person, Hua Xi. Sheng Xue smiled and took out a little snowman from the chest closest to her chest, held it up and shook it on her cheek, "Did you pinch it?"
"yes. I nodded.
She smiled even more, "Pinch me?"
I looked at the snowman I had cast a spell on, and the cloud ribbon smiled like a flower, and turned my head slightly without replying.
She took the snowman in her hand and took my hand with one hand, "Thank you, I love it." β
My lips quirmed for a moment before I replied, a little uncomfortably, "That's good." β
"Hua Xi, you said that a person made a wish, will it come true?" She leaned over and lay gently on my shoulder, and my heart was sour, so I simply took her into my arms and let her rest comfortably on my lap. She looked up at the thin snow, raised her hand to take a piece, and waited for the crystal to melt in her fingertips.
"What do you wish?" I asked, as if I had no intention of doing so.
"Guess what?" she looked at the sky, her pupils like a reflection of glass, clear and clear.
"I can't guess. "I couldn't look at the pure beauty and turned my head away again.
"I made three wishes. Sheng Xue's gentle voice resounded in the ice and snow, like a dream of nothingness.
"I wish that in the future, someone can take Hua Xi out and see the beautiful scenery of the world, so as to avoid the pain of peeling her skin and bones. β
My heart trembled like a hammer striking a giant bell, and the echo in my head lingered.
"I hope that in the future, there will be someone to help Hua Xi solve the tenant's problems, so as to avoid the pain of meditation with candles. β
My nose was sour, and tears welled up in my eyes, dripping silently on the snow.
"Three wishes, there can be one person in the future...... For me, I will accompany Hua Xi for a long time, so that she will not be lonely for eternity. β
In just a moment, my internal organs were shattered! I just hope that I will die the next moment!
After Sheng Xue finished saying those three wishes, she looked at me with tears and a smile, "Huaxi, are you happy?"
Before the Buddha, Chen had three wishes, and the three wishes did not leave the king.
However, for himself, he has no desires and no desires, and his heart is like water.
She was still there and asked with a smile, if you get your wish, can you be happy?
A wry smile overflowed my cheeks from the corners of my mouth, and tears flowed endlessly......
Are you happy?
Don't like it?!
"Actually...... I'm also selfish. Sheng Xue looked at me and slowly squeezed out a sentence, "How I wish I could be that person." β
Tears flowed out of my clothes.
"How I wish I could take you out, help you do things, and accompany you for thousands of years. Spare you pain, spare you suffering, spare you loneliness, I really wish that person was me, only me ......"
"Sheng Xue. I bent down and hugged her tightly, pressing my face against her forehead.
"Call me Fei'er. β
"Well, Fei'er. "My voice has long been hoarse, and the cuckoo cries blood and pear blossoms, but I will carry the blood and tears that tear out the vertebrae of my heart for eternity.
Sheng Xue's voice was already very weak, and she was still laughing.
"You, your memory is terrible. She gasped and looked at me with resentment, "If I really have a chance to come back in the future, won't you recognize me?"
"Whoever recognizes, must recognize. I hugged her and trembled uncontrollably, tears raining down.
"How can you recognize it...... her tone turned cold for a moment, "even if you are reincarnated, it is no longer me." β
"I won't let you die, I won't let you die......" I clenched my arms, promising over and over again. I'll do whatever it takes, I have a cabinet of ancient books, I'm sure I can find a way!
"Don't laugh. She tried to push me away, but I hugged me again.
I hugged her tightly," I didn't laugh. "Angry.
"Kill me. β
I was struck by thunder, "What did you say?"
She smiled brightly, holding the little snowman I gave her tightly, "Kill me, Huaxi." β
Seven words, the words are gentle and cry blood.
"If I live any longer, Sheng Guo will really be gone. Hazy tears could not hide the clarity in her eyes, not at all like a dying person.
"How do you know?" I was amazed, I had never told her about it!
She smiled skillfully and with a little cunning. "If you have a book that you haven't finished reading or want to read more than once, you put it on the coffee table at the bedside. There was a book that had been turned off the pages and was still there. Explain that you have been watching. β
"Such an important book, a book that tortures you, I naturally want to read it too. β
I held my forehead and sighed, remorse and anxiety in my heart.
She raised her hand to smooth my frowning brows, "Huaxi, don't do this. β
Her hand slipped limply, and I quickly grabbed it and pressed it to my heart. Out of the corner of her eye, I caught a glimpse of her hand on her chest, still holding the little white snowman tightly.
The dampness and heat in front of me are blurry again, and I can't see the clear world clearly, only chaos remains.
The body in my arms was about to go from warm to cold, from soft to stiff. Something slipped away from here, and nothing seemed to change.
The red plum blossoms on the branches were blown down by the wind and snow, and the snow flakes that were originally light and fluttering instantly turned into demons carrying the storm and covered their faces. I sat quietly in this storm for a long time, holding a body that I didn't know if it was still warm.
The snow fell all over the body and I was unconscious.
Maybe I'm one with the snow itself.
The cold, unforgiving, desperate factor is stored in my veins.
I've lived for thousands of years, and I haven't hated the snow for a moment as much as I did at this time.
I hated it, I wished I could stick them all into mud and burn them to ashes, and I longed to pull out all my long snow-colored hair and scatter it into the lake and sink into the eternal darkness.
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I took the Requiem.
I don't know why I took it, but I did.
In fact, no one cares whether I live or die. I shuttled alone in this dead night villa, and I had no intention of shaking the thick cold snow.
Dark Night Villas, Dark Night Villas......
That's when I realized what it really meant.
The villa is an annex.
God's Annex.
And I am forsaken by God, an outcast.
No one cares, no one cares. The only life and death are alone, and they have nothing to do with anyone. I sit on the chair of the ancient wood master in Lingqiu every day, looking at the tenants who come in large numbers, and my heart is like a quiet sea without waves. I have nothing to do with them, and they have nothing to do with me. All I have to do is kill.
The good people, the evil people, the living souls, the dead souls, the tenants of all races who came from the Great Wilderness of the Six Realms, and I have only a dead end here.
They may have good thoughts in their hearts, or they may have evil all their lives. Or die a well-deserved death, or die innocently.
But none of this has anything to do with me, they are just passers-by in my endless life.
My memories seem to be fading, and I used to be able to reminisce about every detail from 10,000 years ago, but not anymore. The part of the memory associated with an object or person is rapidly fading.
I have to do something before all of that stuff fades, I have to.
I started spending time in the kitchen every day and night, studying a thick pile of recipes. The tenants have long since faded from my mind-to-control mind, and my daily memories are still in the kitchen, as if I could save what I could expect if I stayed here.
Growing tired of the villa's beautiful carved balustrades, I climbed up the high bookshelves and took out some of the ancient Roman ...... in the corner Yes, ancient Rome, these three words that exist in my mind, lingering.
I began to study ancient Roman architecture and the dΓ©cor of its homes. I tore off all the beaded curtains and silk tents, demolished all the carved wooden tools, and blew up all the jade stone screens...... I want to erase all traces of God left here, leaving ...... The time that was about to fade out of my mind.
The night here is so dark that I remember being told that I could put a light on the way here.
I picked up a lantern and magically placed it under a willow tree far from the villa, and the warm light was only for the nocturnal walkers.
......
When all the tenants began to come with lanterns, when I could already make a delicious dish in the kitchen, when I was wandering alone in a dark night villa with swan heads everywhere, all the furniture carved with the image of sagewood leaves, and the gilded staircase all swirling.
I forgot about it......
Whose words did that bright light follow, who did you learn to cook, and the change of this huge villa was just a word of unintentional words from whom?
I don't know how long it has been......
I sat in the attic and looked into the distance through the window.
There are often people who have lost their way in the barren mountains, and I look at the past without sadness or joy, and there is a cold mint tea in my hand.
Strangely, she was not a tenant, so why did she go to get the lamp under the willow tree?
I want to see how she gets out of the abyss after falling into the abyss. The Night Villa appeared in the night, and the glow of fluorescent green crept all over the walls.
She heard the movement and looked back, just for a moment!
The lights are swaying, the warm light is bright, and my heart is shocking!
My eyes hurt so much that I raised my hand to rub it and found myself lying on my bed, with no tea on the table by the window. I'm like...... woke up from a big dream of Huaxu, and the cold sweat still existed.
The light outside the window was dim, and I could tell that it was probably evening. Suddenly, an unknown force drove me, and I trembled and jumped out of bed, rushed down the attic without even putting on my coat, and rushed to the heavy and huge hole door, waiting with bated breath.
Finally, the deep sound echoed through the sky, and I saw an umbrella. Immediately afterwards, pieces of snow came into view.
In the past, the rain and snow were falling;
Today, the snow is as good as ever.
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