Chapter 468: The Feeling of Falling Out of Love
At this time, Huang Xiaoxian seemed to be a person walking on the desert who had been hungry and thirsty for a long time, and suddenly saw a clear spring, and his heart was surging with endless desire.
Like a suction cup, she pressed the stop tightly to herself, feeling each other's breathing and the ups and downs of their bodies......
It was the only time they were so close to each other and told each other how much they missed each other.
They cried and laughed, returning to the innocence of their infants, and Huang Xiaoxian saw Zezhi's true face so unhindered for the first time.
In the face of the admiring and panicked gaze, Huang Xiaoxian also calmly endured it, they saw each other sincerely, but they couldn't get rid of the huge waves in their hearts, they still couldn't complete the match made in heaven between men and women.
They are nervous and flustered, although they do not reach the point where they finally reach the point of blending, which is of course a torment for them.
Huang Xiaoxian is courageous, she is even willing to risk her life to achieve her wish, but she is mature and restrained, he has shed tears for Huang Xiaoxian's willfulness more than once.
He hugged her and said, "I have shed all the tears of my life to you." ”
Huang Xiaoxian reciprocated him by crying bitterly.
Love and love are intertwined, helplessness and longing are entangled, they are both joyful and helpless.
It was the first time that Zezhi was so unhindered with her, which made Zezhi very excited, he just wanted to come and see Huang Xiaoxian, he just wanted to say goodbye to this sweetheart who couldn't be together......
Huang Xiaoxian didn't let him say anything, they hugged each other and slept but both burst into tears.
Huang Xiaoxian remembered all the grievances and sadness in her life, and remembered the extremely desperate depression between herself and Zezhi, just like at this time, she couldn't tell whether she was happy or disillusioned.
They had been talking, afraid that such a time would never appear in their lives again, and Huang Xiaoxian even thought desperately that this was entirely possible for them to have such a close contact with each other.
They talk about the past, but they don't dare to talk about the future, they all have a hurdle in their hearts, that is, the future is far away.
Thinking of the beauty and happiness when I first saw it, that happy moment flashed by, just like now, and never came back.
Zezhi is the prince charming in Huang Xiaoxian's mind, the day they met for the first time in Aoxi, it was doomed to the tragedy between them, Huang Xiaoxian's once was proud to meet him, and all the losses also originated from Zezhi.
Huang Xiaoxian has never regretted it, she has thought more than once that even if God gives her another chance, even if it is ten thousand times more painful, she is willing to reunite with him again.
The love between them is like a cherry blossom, blooming in a hurry and shining brightly.
With sadness, grievances, happiness and exhaustion, Huang Xiaoxian still fell asleep unconsciously, and when the dawn shone in, Huang Xiaoxian had a kind of confusion that he didn't know where he was.
She hurriedly got up to look for Zezhi, his figure was still in the warm bed last night, and the person who made her soul was gone, she cried out loudly, but there was still the shadow of Zezhi.
Huang Xiaoxian panicked, she shouted loudly, everywhere there were traces of Zezhi, his scent, the gifts he gave her, and the words she had said......
Huang Xiaoxian was crazy and didn't believe that Zezhi would say goodbye, but she desperately searched for every corner of the house, in fact, she already knew in her heart that Zezhi was gone, she just comforted herself without giving up.
Huang Xiaoxian wanted to catch the shadow of Zezhi, but everything was in vain, Huang Xiaoxian sat on the floor and cried in despair.
Huang Xiaoxian cried loudly without any scruples, and slowly turned into hysteria.
I don't know how long she cried, but when she calmed down, she found a few things on the coffee table in the living room.
A bag full of beautiful clothes, the size of a small piece of paper, of course, as well as various props and a bank card.
The most important thing is that there is a not short letter on it.
Huang Xiaoxian didn't have time to read the letter, she cried first, she knew that she would stop, at least they wouldn't see each other for five years, and when she thought of this, her tears gushed out and wet the paper of the letter.
Huang Xiaoxian was feverish like malaria, and then began to shiver again.
Huang Xiaoxian felt that she was sick all of a sudden, and she was chilled, she called and told Xue Chuanhai not to come to pick her up, no matter what happened, don't look for her, she wanted to be willful for two days.
Huang Xiaoxian couldn't eat anything, she just sat on the sofa, recalling everything that had just passed, she didn't even feel hungry, she recalled all the past between herself and Zezhi over and over again in her mind, and she didn't want to let go of even a small detail.
The more she thought about it, the more her head hurt, and her heart suddenly felt like a knife, and she couldn't breathe in pain.
She couldn't do anything but lie in bed, and she wouldn't even get up if she wasn't particularly thirsty.
She slept for a whole day and a night, and if she was sick, she would be more discouraged.
Because everything in the house is as silent as death except for yourself, that is, no one asks about the cold and warmth, and no one cares about your life or death, and the whole world has nothing to do with you, as if you are a cloud in the wind, floating around without a home.
If you don't have a person in your heart, what's the point of living?
Huang Xiaoxian finished crying after thinking about it, and then thought about it after crying, so her tears soaked the pillow towel.
The next day she felt heavier, and she wanted to go to sleep like this.
There was a horn sound downstairs, Huang Xiaoxian walked to the window with her body propped up, and looked out the window, it was Xue Chuanhai's car parked downstairs, how could she have the heart to go to work, so she sent a text message saying: "Don't wait for me, I'll take a few more days off." ”
Huang Xiaoxian was just about to turn off her mobile phone, she wanted to reminisce about the time she spent with Zezhi, and a text message quickly rushed in: "Mr. Huang, you have to go to the construction site this morning to sign a contract, which was set yesterday." ”
It's the mobile phone of Xue Chuanhai.
Huang Xiaoxian thought about it for a while, there was only the last one left on the construction site to enter the engineering team, if she didn't sign, it would be delayed for another day, she thought about it again and again, and still told herself that life is more than enough.
She finally got up, put the letter in her bag, cleaned herself up haphazardly, and walked down the stairs with a weak body, Xue Chuanhai probably felt bad, and just came up to pick her up, seeing her like this, he put her across himself without thinking about it, and stuffed her into the car like a princess.
Huang Xiaoxian was sent to the hospital, and the water in the hospital was hung for a whole day before it improved, and for a whole day, Xue Chuanhai took care of her as if she were her relative.
The doctor asked her to observe for a day, and Huang Xiaoxian knew that things on the construction site could not be delayed, and she could only be willful for one or two days.
At her strong request, she was finally sent home.
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