Huang Xiaoxian didn't understand why she was so determined, was it the loss of love that made her feel painful?

She felt that instead of finding an unattainable person, it was better to find someone who relied on herself, so that she would have free space. Mobile

She really doesn't like to be constrained, and she's willing to live her life as she wants.

Why do people get married? If you don't meet someone like you like so much, what's the point of getting married?

Although Huang Xiaoxian has no interest in getting married, she knows that if she does not abide by such public order and good customs, she will not be able to escape the persuasion and curiosity of her parents, relatives and friends.

Huang Xiaoxian has a cousin who has been married for five years, and the two want to have a child a few years later, almost everyone thinks they have a physical problem, so the two have to have a child in advance.

My cousin said, I really don't want to ask for it so early, but people are terrible, and no one wants people to say that there is something wrong, right?

At what age do you do something, these are the words of my mother.

Huang Xiaoxian didn't want to talk to Sister Li too much: "If you still want to, just help us introduce it, I'm serious, if you don't want to, I'll turn around and leave." ”

Sister Li said: "It's not that I don't believe you, when I said it, we both had a half-red face, and now you suddenly agree again, I'm afraid you have ......"

Huang Xiaoxian said very seriously: "If you believe me, I will do it, if you don't believe it, forget it, I have a change, and it is too tiring to find someone who is much stronger than me." ”

Sister Li slapped her thigh, as if she had met a bosom friend.

He took her and didn't let go and said, "You're so right, the relationship between husband and wife is the same, if your status at home is not as good as that of a man, don't you die of exhaustion? You don't even know what kind ......of life I live, not to mention being a cow and a horse, and having to have children, what about him?

After saying that, he sobbed and cried.

Huang Xiaoxian hurriedly handed her a tissue and said, "Eldest sister, I'm really sorry for arousing your sadness." ”

Sister Li shook her head and said, "It's okay, it's all over, but you are still young, so you can't suffer the losses I have suffered." ”

Huang Xiaoxian saw that Sister Li was slowly a little excited, as if she asked her to tell the time and place directly, but Sister Li was talking about it.

She said: "Don't talk about it, let's just talk about Accountant Chi, do you say that she lives a human life? Let me tell you this, the biggest advantage of my relative is that she has a good temper. ”

Huang Xiaoxian let go of her hand and said, "Eldest sister, I really have something to do, you can call them to make an appointment, and then tell me." ”

Sister Li was obviously a little disappointed. said: "Okay, okay, I'll make arrangements, come when you're free, you're still young, and you don't know a lot about life." ”

Huang Xiaoxian suddenly regretted a little, it was such a person, if it was good or bad, they would ...... Alas, too impulsive.

Huang Xiaoxian didn't know if what she was doing was right or wrong, anyway, she had been in the office for a long, long time.

When the evening came out, the sky had already begun to light snow, there was no wind, and the snowflakes that fell one after another were very warm and not chilly.

Huang Xiaoxian stretched out his hand and took the dotted snowflakes, and found that they were not only hexagonal, many of them were incomplete.

Some are even only halfway through the fall, and I don't know if it's because of the wind, or if there's something wrong with the fall itself.

Huang Xiaoxian felt that they had countless experiences and stories, just like those mottled memories of her childhood.

Huang Xiaoxian looked up and looked into the distance, it was all the lights of the city, and everyone had unknown joy and pain behind their windows.

It's a lifetime anyway.

Huang Xiaoxian is more of an escapist mentality, just like now, she still feels like duckweed, running around like a headless fly, taking advantage of her current position in vain, maybe she still has a little capital, otherwise......

On Sunday, according to the time agreed by Sister Li, they came to a restaurant converted from a canteen.

Huang Xiaoxian cleaned himself up neatly and tidyly, and his increasingly bright skin was completely devoid of dark color.

Huang Xiaoxian is now planting a plant in a pot at home, and it is a plant that bears small pale yellow fruits and has this miraculous effect when put in any ordinary cream.

Huang Xiaoxian can't put down these unnamed plants, and when he sees them, it's like seeing them, witnessing a sweet past.

A ray of sunlight came in, and Huang Xiaoxian's flawless skin was like a layer of bright glaze.

When Huang Xiaoxian arrived, the man was one step ahead of her, and the code they agreed on was to take a book each. In fact, Huang Xiaoxian recognized him at a glance without taking the book, because Sister Li described it in too much detail.

What makes Huang Xiaoxian happy is that Sister Li is not too exaggerated, the boy is tall and big, and his face is honest. Seeing that Huang Xiaoxian's face turned red first, it was Huang Xiaoxian who stretched out his hand first and introduced himself.

Two plates of simple side dishes, plus rice, only ate for fifteen minutes for two people. The boy didn't drink a sip of wine, which made Huang Xiaoxian very happy, and the overall feeling was that Huang Xiaoxian was satisfied.

His name is Mo Da, he is twenty-eight years old this year, he has just changed to a pharmacy, and his home is in the suburbs of this city, which is somewhat different from Sister Li's introduction, but it is not big.

Moda obviously flattered Huang Xiaoxian a little, which was the result that Huang Xiaoxian wanted the most. It is said that love is pure, but when it comes to life, who doesn't plan for the future?

Huang Xiaoxian felt that he was becoming more and more realistic. If she pursues love, she will stop if she wants it.

If she stops for the sake of it, she feels that she is willing to pay, but if there is no love, just to live, then her additional conditions will add many human factors.

Huang Xiaoxian's advantage in front of him is clear at a glance.

has a permanent job, is still a clerk, and has an urban hukou, which is superior for a person with a non-local hukou.

After giving birth to a child, you have a city hukou.

After eating, Moda asked her to go to the movies, Huang Xiaoxian readily agreed, she felt that Moda was obviously relieved, this was a signal, a signal to agree to the relationship.

The movie is a domestic film, what Huang Xiaoxian is talking about has already deserted, and her mind is full of rules.

She glanced at Moda, who was engrossed, and suddenly felt a trace of guilt in her heart. Even if she followed this person, her heart was still there.

Huang Xiaoxian came home a little late, and her parents looked at her expectantly.

They thought that Huang Xiaoxian was introducing them to the person, Huang Xiaoxian thought, let's deal with it first, if you don't dislike it, just find an opportunity to talk to your parents.

She knew that they would definitely oppose it, especially her mother, but what she had decided was no longer ready to change, she felt that she had listened too much to her parents, and she was a good girl.

How did she find out that her rebellious period came so late?

Huang Xiaoxian's fox friend and dog friend