Chapter 13: Qi He Misses the Appointment
Time flies, and I graduated in a blink of an eye! Xiyue was rated as an outstanding graduate with the first grade point ranking, and Qi He was also rated as an outstanding graduate with the first overall grade, and tomorrow the graduation ceremony will go to the school auditorium to receive commendation.
"Qi He, tomorrow's graduation ceremony, let's take graduation photos together", Xiyue is looking forward to it.
"Okay, it's good if Yueyue is willing!".
Xiyue was very happy, a long time ago she went shopping with her roommate and spent money to buy a very beautiful white dress with her internship salary, and also bought a daily throwaway, and deliberately made a hairstyle, just hoping to take graduation photos with Qi He on the day of graduation, she wanted to stand beside Qi He beautifully and take the most beautiful photos, for her, it is as important as taking wedding photos!
"Yueyue, tomorrow my parents will come to school and introduce you to them when the time comes."
Yuzuki was worried while looking forward to it, "I'm a little scared."
"Don't be afraid, Yueyue, my parents are very good, and they are not the same as those arrogant and domineering evil mothers-in-law on TV, so don't worry!" Qi He explained.
Xiyue laughed out loud, "Haha, it turns out that you also watch urban dramas."
Qi He also laughed.
After eating, after Qi He sent Xiyue back to the dormitory, he also planned to drive back to the dormitory directly, but just after the fire broke out, the mobile phone rang, it was a strange call! Qi He refused, but the other party called again.
"Hello", Qi He answered the call!
After the other party said a few words, Qi He pressed the hang-up button and slammed on the accelerator and drove away! In his mind, he recalled the content of the call just now: "Qi He, I'm Qu Shengxiao, Shu Yue has an accident, you come to the No. 2 VIP room on the 38th floor of the city hospital."
It was supposed to be a 40-minute journey, Qi He ran a few red lights in a row, and it was there in 15 minutes! Quickly ran to the 38th floor, and saw Qu Shengxiao anxiously walking up and down the corridor, Qi He gasped, sweat soaked through his shirt, "Where is she? What's wrong with her?"
"Qi He, don't worry, listen to me. You can't go to see Shu Yue like this", Qu Shengxiao motioned for Qi He to sit down!
"What the hell is wrong with her, why is she in the intensive care unit?" Qi He was too anxious, and his voice was hoarse.
"Shu Yue has PTSD, which has been getting worse recently, and when she woke up this morning, Aunt Lu found that she had swallowed a lot of sleeping pills, and if she hadn't found it in time, we wouldn't have seen her anymore!
Every time Qi He heard a word, his heart was pricked, and he held his two hands tightly, and kept trembling! "How long has it been? How can you get this post-traumatic psychological disorder? Why don't you tell me?"
"Shu Yue won't let me say, it's been four years!", Qu Shengxiao said while crying, "Qi He, don't ask her, do you know? What she is most afraid of is that you know."
Like a thunderbolt from the blue, it hit Qi He, 4 years, 4 years Qi He actually didn't know anything, thinking back to the past, Qi He tried to search for some clips from his mind, it turned out that he didn't call, didn't send a voice, didn't send a video, and tried his best to hide it, was he afraid that he would know? What was wrong with that? Why did she suffer from this symptom? How much pain she must have been during this period? And he blamed her for not looking back at him. When Shu Yue came back, he obviously saw her abnormality: she suddenly shouted in the middle of the night, ordered her favorite dishes but barely ate a few bites, her gradual thinness, and the sadness in her eyes, he saw it, but he never cared deeply.
He was bent on letting go, and she was bent on fulfillment.
Qi He suddenly felt that he was too stupid, too inhuman, he had failed Shu Yue's care and love, he had always felt that Lu Shuyue was too selfish, and left him to go to the United States, in fact, it was he who was selfish, and he had always been too arrogant and selfish. He has always felt that he has let go, and there is no longer any turmoil about Lu Shuyue, but at this moment, his heart is so painful, how much he hopes that it is himself who suffers!
It turned out that I didn't want to let go, I just escaped, I didn't dare to face my true heart, and I didn't dare to look directly at myself who made the wrong choice!
Qi He remembered the figure he saw in the hospital again, and it turned out that he was not wrong, and he fell into deep self-blame!
"There is a doctor with top medical skills in the United States who has been in charge of treating Shu Yue, and it has been getting better during that time, but she said that you don't wait for her, she wants to come back, and refuses to treat her, so she can only let her come back, but I didn't expect it to be more serious after I come back, and I don't want to go to the United States again! Uncle Lu heard that there is a private hospital in Italy that treats this area very well, and he is ready to take Shu Yue over. Qu Shengxiao calmed down and said to Qi He.
Qu Shengxiao still remembered what Shu Yue said to her at that time: "Xiao, Qi He, he doesn't wait for me, she chose another girl, he also called her "Yueyue", I have to go back, I have to fight for myself at least once, isn't it?".
However, Qi He didn't know that Lu Shuyue had to muster up the courage to come back to see her, how much effort it took and how many sins she suffered.
Qu Shengxiao said: "Qi He, go and meet her, she has been calling your name in a coma! Don't ask anything, talk to her."
Qi He nodded, calmed his emotions, tidied up his appearance, and walked into the ward!
Imprinted in front of Qi He's eyes was Lu Shuyue, who was lying on the white hospital bed, her face was bloodless, she closed her eyes quietly, like a withered flower, weak. The radiant, dazzling, shocking, eccentric, self-confident and high-spirited Lu Shuyue was completely gone, Qi He's heart was pinched and hurt, and he couldn't hold back the tears that were about to burst out of his eyes!
He felt like his feet had been poured with a thousand catties of iron, and he couldn't move a step, so he could only stand there in a daze, looking at Lu Shuyue!
After a while, Lu Shuyue woke up, she saw Qi He shocked at first, and then quickly got into the quilt and asked, "Why are you here?"
Qi He walked over and sat in front of the hospital bed, "Qu Shengxiao told me that you are sick, I am worried about you, don't you say that I am your brother?
Lu Shuyue was afraid that Qi He would know about his affairs, and he didn't want him to see him like this. Hearing what he said again, he guessed that he shouldn't know about it, and slowly showed his head, "Yes, I have a bad cold, I can't get better anyway", Lu Shuyue had a loveless expression.
"It's going to be fine, trust me", Qi He stared at Lu Shuyue.
"I'm embarrassed, our school will have a graduation ceremony tomorrow, it's dark outside, go back quickly, leave me alone!" Lu Shuyue said in a hoarse voice.
"Yueyue, I want to ...... , If I say I want to go abroad, are you willing to accompany me?", Qi He's serious eyes were full of pleading, he looked at Lu Shuyue, hoping that Lu Shuyue would give him a definite answer!
Lu Shuyue smiled, "No kidding, go back, I'm tired", said and turned to the other side and covered the quilt!
"Yueyue, rest well, I'll come to see you again! And please be healthy, okay!" Then after tidying up the quilt for Lu Shuyue, he slowly walked out of the ward.
Qi He drove the car, turned around a few times outside the 3rd Ring Road, didn't know what he was thinking about, looking at the lights outside the car window, the lights were dim, he stopped the car, as if he had an answer.
At 9 o'clock the next morning, Xiyue called Qi He several times but no one answered, Xiyue felt strange, and after sending a message on WeChat, no one answered.
Qi He saw the message from Xiyue.
Xiyue: "Where are you?
Xiyue: "Oh, look at my little dress today, is it beautiful?
The photo is wearing delicate makeup, a pure white dress, bright eyes and bright teeth, and a bright smile, Qi He pressed the shutdown button and did not reply.
Until the end of the graduation ceremony, Xiyue didn't see Qi He, she deliberately went to the law school to look for him again and again, but she didn't find him, Xiyue lost a whole day, such an important day, he was actually absent without saying a word! This is also the first time he has missed the appointment, or such an important day!