"Okay, since you believe it, then you can't always talk about my past with Tang Yaosen, and don't be angry with me for him at every turn, otherwise I can't believe that nothing really happened to you and Ye Qiancheng living together for so long!"

"Okay, I swear!" Zhong Yu raised his hand in a hurry, "I swear that I will never doubt your relationship with Tang Yaosen in the future, and I also swear that I am innocent with Ye Qiancheng, and nothing has happened!"

He swore to the moon solemnly, Liang Zhen was amused again, "Okay, you know it in your heart, you don't need to be so solemn!" He pulled Zhong Yu's hand down, Zhong Yu took the opportunity to hold her palm, turned over and hugged the person into his arms.

"What about you, you can't doubt me and Ye Qiancheng in the future!"

Liang Zhen snorted, "I don't have the time to doubt you." ”

"You didn't suspect it before?"

Liang Zhen paused, "I have doubts. ”

"When?"

"When it was first uploaded on the Internet that you were living together in a long-term rental house in a hotel, I really didn't believe it at the time. ”

This answer surprised Zhong Yu a little, "Why don't you believe it?"

"Because I don't think you're the kind of person who would do such a thing. ”

She is not brainless enough to believe that her husband will never cheat, after all, no one can say for sure about feelings, and men are sometimes controlled by instinct, but she feels that Zhong Yu is not abusive in the affairs of men and women, otherwise the women he has dated over the years on his terms can probably fill a street, why would he look for a woman outside not long after he got married.

Later, Ye Qiancheng's identity and photos were exposed on the Internet, and I took a special look at it and felt even more unbelievable. ”

It's not that Ye Qiancheng is not beautiful, on the contrary, she has a sexy figure and sultry facial features, but Liang Zhen feels that this is not the type that Zhong Yu likes.

"If you don't believe me, why didn't you confront me?"

"Confronted?" Liang Zhen snorted, "My husband is outside in a grand house to support women, and the photos of you going in and out together have been exposed, so I'll run to ask if there is any relationship between you?"

Liang Zhen's self-esteem and pride did not allow her to do this, and reason did not allow her to do so.

"Why did you believe it again?"

"The photos of you entering and leaving the hotel are exposed every now and then, and you also went to City B and the United States together, why don't I believe it?"

During that time, Zhong Ershao's extramarital affair with the female DJ was simply talked about to the heavens and the earth, and the people of the whole country knew about it, even if she didn't want to believe it in her heart, but with the facts in front of her, she couldn't "deceive herself" anymore.

"Did you hate me a little at that time?"

"Hate it for a while. "If you want to be honest, it's definitely false not to hate at all," but I was more of a self-examiner, why did I agree to your marriage proposal so easily in the first place. “

"So you said before that you regretted marrying me, and that's true. ”

"Yes!" Liang Zhen's answer did not hesitate, "I admit that saying this may hurt you, but it is the case, how to say it......" She hugged her knees and bent down," In essence, I should be a person with a strong sense of self-protection, which may be related to my upbringing, so every time I am hurt, the first thing I will do is not to be sad, not to cry, but to think about how to minimize the damage to myself, and then I will look back, reflect on what I did wrong and cause myself to be hurt, and then summarize my experience to avoid encountering the same problem in the future. ”

There are inevitably many choices in life, and you can't guarantee that you won't make a wrong choice every time, but she will continue to summarize, keep thinking, and move forward in avoidance and reason.

"Does that sound like I'm cold?"

Normal women will grieve first when they encounter their husband's cheating and the whole network knows about it, and cry first to denounce it, but Liang Zhen is different.

In the whole thing, as a wife, she never said a word, and her appearance was almost indifferent and ruthless, and even made people wonder if she had ever loved Zhong Yu.

But isn't this her self-preservation?

Now that the injury has been formed, emotions can't solve any problems, and the first thing she has to do is to calm herself down, weigh the pros and cons, and avoid not going down the same path in the future.

"Maybe you don't know how much courage I mustered up when I agreed to marry you, and you probably don't know how much effort I made to integrate into your family background after getting married, but in fact, you should feel that many times I am not happy. ”

Liang Zhen recalled that when he first married Zhong Yu, he had to face doubts from the outside world and deal with the Zhong family.

"Your father doesn't like me, you should have known this for a long time, Zhong Ying hates me even more, every time he sees me, he always speaks coldly, and other relatives who are not familiar with me, including your friends, colleagues and subordinates, and even the maids and nannies at home, should have commented on me behind my back, during that time, how to say it......" Liang Zhen let out a long breath, "Because of your identity and family background, I seem to have been stripped naked and thrown into the crowd all of a sudden." ”

When Zhong Yu announced in a high-profile manner that he had obtained a certificate with Liang Zhen, God, no one could get into Zhong Ershao's eyes, but he fell in love with her alone, Liang Zhen seemed to have become the envy of many women overnight, but what did she get in that affectionate confession?

A small amount of blessings, the rest is human flesh, questioned and exposed.

"My every word and deed began to be noticed, so I had to quit my job at Aijia, stop my schoolwork, and start learning how to wear high heels, how to choose dresses, what jewelry to wear on what occasions, and what etiquette to use in restaurants. ”

Princes and princesses, everything in that class should be exquisite and beautiful, and people can't help but look up to it.

But Zhong Yu is a prince, but she may not be a princess.

"But I don't really like to wear skirts, and I don't like to wear high heels, truffle caviar or five-figure red wine is really not as good as the seven-dollar bowl of hot and sour noodles at Aijia's door in my heart, but I know no, I'm Mrs. Zhong, I have to adapt to your lifestyle, otherwise they will talk about you behind your back." ”

For this reason, she can only package herself according to the requirements of a famous rich lady, learn to dress and match, learn social etiquette, and learn the appearance of those celebrities to disguise herself.

"I learn things very quickly, and those are not difficult for me, but I can't resist the rejection in my heart, so I try not to go out during that time, except for necessary occasions when I need to accompany you. ”

She has no job and has nothing to do all day, except for picking up Doudou and staying in the house all day.

"Oh yes, I still have to deal with your father and your family, sometimes they don't speak well, and I have to put up with it, but God knows what kind of character I have, I can use a bench to smash Liang Guocai at the age of five or six, I am not a person who swallows my anger. ”

But after she married Zhong Yu, she endured everything she could, and she was no longer as fierce and sharp as before.

"Why didn't you mention these things to me at the time?"

"What do you mention?" Liang Zhen smiled bitterly, "I can't come back to you every day to complain about how your family treats me, how the outside world treats me, and what can I solve?" You were getting busier and busier at that time, I didn't want to affect you, I didn't want you to be embarrassed, and I didn't want to be a resentful woman, and even the situation I faced at that time I had anticipated the moment I agreed to your proposal, because of the distance between us, I wanted to become Mrs. Zhong, these are all things I have to face, if I can't even get over this hurdle, how to accompany you through the rest of your life, but then I found out that I was wrong......"

Liang Zhen lowered his head and put his face on his knees.

"I thought that what I had to face was nothing more than the eyes of the outside world, gossip, and the difficulties of your family, for which I was also mentally prepared, it was a big deal that I endured it, and then I spent more time coaxing your father, it will always be good after a long time, but I really never thought that you would cheat, you would betray our marriage when you were just half a year old, I was really ...... at that time"

Liang Zhen suddenly burst out laughing, mocking.

Zhong Yu really couldn't stand her eyes, "I was wrong, really, I was wrong......"

He panicked.

Liang Zhen looked up at him, "You cheated in marriage, you must be wrong, there is no doubt about this, but do you know what the most terrible thing is? It was I who felt that it was not you who was wrong, but that I was wrong, I shouldn't have married you, how could I marry you? You have such good conditions, and I am just a grass in the mud, you could have a better wife, Gu Qiuchi, Zhang Xi, even Ye Qiancheng, any person, I think they are better than me, and your cheating seems to have become a matter of course......

Zhong Yu was surprised and exclaimed, "Why do you think that?"

Liang Zhen smiled bitterly, " I don't know how I thought this at the time, but that's really the case, during that time my self-denial was very serious, while I didn't believe that you really did something to betray me, and on the other hand, I couldn't help but denounce myself, it must be that I didn't do well enough to let you go out and find someone else, for example, I have a bad temper, I refuse to give in, and I always speak coldly to you, I know that I have to change, even Aunt Shen has hinted more than once that I should be gentle and virtuous as a wife, I think she seems to be reasonable, and I told myself again and again to get rid of these problems, and when you come back next time, I will coax you well, and accept the softness, after all, we are married, we are husband and wife, At least communicate with each other when you encounter anything, but it's easy to say, but it's so difficult to do, and when you come back, I'm covered with thorns, I can't stand it, I can't stand the man who didn't leave a way back and finally gave me such a painful blow, and the pain was so painful that I was stunned at the time, and I didn't know how to face you......"

"I..."

Zhong Yu raised her hand and wanted to hug her, but she buried her head in her arms and circled herself.

In that chaotic time, she was conceited, inferior, fragile and sensitive, but she had become a hard look.

"It's not that I'm not sad, I just won't denounce, I won't win sympathy, and as a result, you all think I'm hard-hearted, but why should I go to you first, why should I give in first? It's you who proposed to me, you said that you would be loyal to me in the future, but you broke your promise in less than a year, and you made me a joke, a fool who deserved to be abandoned......

When he told the world how beautiful she was, she was sad later, but her character could not tolerate sympathy, and she didn't need the sympathy of others, so she simply didn't cry or make trouble, at least she looked like a decent Mrs. Zhong.

"At the beginning, I was really confused, I didn't know how to face those reporters, how to face the scandals and revelations on the Internet, and I didn't know how to face you, and then I simply turned off my mobile phone, didn't go online, didn't watch any news, and didn't contact the outside world, for which I really want to thank you for leaving me a suite, so that I can spend there every day, watching the workers rebuild the yard, reclaim the wasteland, and I add things little by little, plant flowers and trees......"

During that time, the outside world was rumored that Zhong Yu was in love with a female DJ, but Mrs. Zhong, who was in the main palace, nested in the suburban villa all day long to build her yard.

"It took me a month to change the appearance of Jiayue Mansion, and I also spent a month waiting for you, but you didn't come back, and I didn't have any explanation, so I had to move over with Doudou alone......"

She used to want a house, it didn't have to be big, but there had to be a yard at the door, and she had nothing to do to grow flowers, drink tea, draw pictures, and raise fish.

This is what her dream home will look like.

"Do you remember when we planned to move at the beginning of spring? I changed the garden and part of the layout, but in the end the house was ready, and you chose to live with other women in the hotel, so when I moved to Jiayue Mansion, I felt that we were over. ”

Zhong Yu felt that every word she said at this time was like a sharp needle, piercing him all over his body.

"And then, when you moved with Doudou, you already made up your mind to divorce me?"

"That's not true, I was actually very confused at that time, I was afraid that I would be impulsive, and I was afraid that I would not be able to stand it and rush to the hotel to confront you, so I started to take classes again, study, draw drawings, and keep myself busy so as not to be cranky. ”

"Hey, you've got a job for yourself by the way. ”

Although it was only for a short period of time, she was said to be doing a good job at that big office.

"Yes, I'm back to work, and I don't get paid much, but at least I feel like I'm alive. Liang Zhen smiled, "At first, when I first moved to Jiayue Mansion, I couldn't sleep all night, and I had to rely on sleeping pills to get by, do you know what Ding Lijun said about me at that time? He said that I was about to waste myself, I didn't believe it at the time, but one day I looked in the mirror, and I felt that the person in the mirror was very strange, I woke up all of a sudden, and realized that this marriage made me completely lose myself, I had to save myself, I had to get myself back on track." ”

"So you're planning to take Doudou to study in the United States?"

"No, I didn't think of leaving at first, it was Tang Yaosen who reminded me!"

"......" Zhong Yu was stunned for a moment, trying to manage his expression, "Did he suggest that you study abroad?"

"Well, he gave me a little inspiration, but it has always been my dream to re-study architecture, he just gave me the right reminder at the right time, and of course, he also gave me a lot of confidence and help in the process of preparing for the exam and choosing a school. ”