When Chen Shanhai said this, he stopped talking for a while, and he looked at the table in front of him, and the wine jars on it were already four or five empty.

He didn't get drunk with four or five cans, but it seemed that he was touched by talking about his past with Lin Zirui, and he felt that his brain was a little trance.

After class on Friday afternoon, most of the teachers would choose to leave the school directly, and it was precisely because Jiang Ning knew this that he chose this time to talk to Chen Shanhai, and it was not easy to be disturbed by others.

"I always thought that between us, we would never lose to time. Chen Shanhai sighed lightly, and held the hand that was already empty of the wine can, making a clicking sound.

"You may not know that this was the biggest snow in Liushi in several years, and it even affected traffic, and many people traveled unchanged, and there were no less than three or four car accidents in a day because of the road skidding...... She was lucky enough to get out of the way, and I was lucky not to get hurt. ”

As a result, we escaped natural disasters, not man-made disasters. ”

In the four years of relationship, from different schools to their respective graduate studies, their relationship has never lost to time and distance, not before, and not in the future.

After four years of college, they survived the sadness and hardship of a person's graduate school, they overcame all kinds of difficulties, and finally took up a position in a school, which was just a playground and a few buildings apart.

They can have lunch together, after a meal together, in the sun, take a walk on the playground, and rightfully accept the envious glances of other teachers and students...... Even if you can't, it's easy to see each other from a distance.

Chen Shanhai and Lin Zirui both like universities, they like the atmosphere of universities, and they like the relaxed atmosphere here. Lin Zirui once joked that if he didn't buy a large flat floor in the faculty dormitory of Shanda, the child would be born directly in the Shanda Affiliated Medical College, and then go to the affiliated primary school and middle school...... They are all grand teachers, so their children will inevitably be loved by thousands of people.

What a wonderful and lucky child that would be.

"She's going to be thirty years old. Chen Shanhai unlocked his phone, and his lock screen was still a photo with Lin Zirui's teacher. "I'm about to turn 30. ”

"For men, thirty years old is considered middle age, and life has just begun, and men between the ages of thirty and thirty-five are the most popular in society...... But for a woman, thirty years old is almost going downhill. ”

"So I thought, I must give her a perfect wedding while she is still young, and don't wait until she is over thirty years old and not married, so that people can ridicule her as an older leftover girl...... I've got it all planned, next year, next year I'll marry her. ”

"Just a little bit. Chen Shanhai's eyes were red, and he sighed heavily, as if he had exhausted all his strength, leaning back on the chair. "Just a little bit closer to giving her a complete home. ”

"Just a little bit ......"

Jiang Ning remembered that when Gray 931 happened, it was the end of military training, and everyone was standing on the playground looking forward to this sacred moment and waiting for the National Day...... A loud bang wiped everything out.

He was desperate to rush to the second infirmary at that time, Chen Shanhai followed behind, how eager should he be?

In that case, he still did not lose his duty as a teacher, and the first thing that came to his mind was himself, even if Lin Zirui was in the fire at that time.

Watching the people you love deep into the fire, but there is nothing you can do...... The despair is more unbearable than physical pain.

Lin Zirui left, and also took away all Chen Shanhai's youth, and when he was buried, he was buried deep in the soil along with all his memories.

The sun will rise, the sun will eventually shine through the clouds, and the saplings will break through the darkness and poke their heads out of the dirt...... But she couldn't see it anymore.

Jiang Ning's emotions towards Chen Shanhai were not just guilty, he felt that he had ruined such a relationship, and there was no way to atone for his sins.

Human Games...... It's really just a game.

In this game, it seems that there is never a real winner, there are only those who are eliminated, and those who survive against their will.

"Teacher Chen......"

"It's fine. Chen Shanhai recovered his emotions and realized that he had lost his temper in front of the students.

After chatting with him for a while, Jiang Ning got up and said goodbye.

He didn't ask that question, and asked what the relationship between Chen Shanhai and Ming Liang was, and now it seems that there is no need.

Chen Shanhai's feelings for Lin Zirui are no longer something that can be calmed by anyone's intervention or intervention, even if the latter is no longer in this world, but he believes that Chen Shanhai will not easily fall in love with someone again.

In this case, it is naturally superfluous to ask such a question.

When he walked out of the teaching building, it was already dark, Jiang Ning pulled up his collar, and the sharp cold wind was still drilling into his arms.

From a distance, he saw a person, Tang Muran, who was wearing a snow-white down jacket, walked across the playground with her roommate like a little rabbit, and he didn't know if he didn't see him or didn't want to say hello.

Jiang Ning hesitated, but put down the hand he wanted to raise.

Since that time when he said goodbye to Tang Mulan in the library with his real identity, her attitude towards seeing 'Jiang Qu' again did not seem to be as natural as before, and she always looked at herself with a strange look.

That's it, he sighed, just let her stay away from her life, so as not to think of Jiangning through the river canal, and miss it.

Back in his bedroom, he took off his heavy coat and collapsed into a chair to breathe a sigh of relief.

"The third child is back. Lu Qiguang got up from the bed.

"The air conditioner in your room is so hot, are you keeping warm or taking a sauna? Jiang Ning sat down for a while, and he was sweating slightly.

", Jiang Yi, kid, let him turn on the air conditioner and turn on the heat for me, and bake me like a sweet potato. Lu Qiguang realized this. "I said why did it feel so hot just now. ”

He got out of bed and picked up the remote control to readjust the temperature, and looked at Jiang Ning: "By the way, I'll tell you a big gossip." ”

"What gossip?"

"Lao Chen's character may collapse. ”

"Which old Chen?"

"Chen Shanhai. Lu Qiguang looked serious.

Jiang Ning felt a little funny: "You can tell me, what kind of character can Mr. Chen have." ”

"You don't know, Mr. Lin Zirui has not been around for a long time, I saw Chen Shanhai and a little girl go to the cafeteria to eat that day, walking quite close, talking and laughing all the way. Lu Qiguang pretended to be mysterious. "Think about it, when did he talk and laugh with other girls? No, I'm afraid he didn't want to empathize with him. ”

"No, it won't. Jiang Ning said affirmatively. "Teacher Chen, no. ”

"Why?"

"Why do you have so many questions. Jiang Ning glanced at him. "In the future, if you don't understand the situation, don't spread it around, you see the problem too biased...... Have you forgotten the lesson of Jiang Yi's incident?"

"He has to keep the place in Mr. Chen's heart, and he will keep it for a lifetime. ”