There is no doubt that Jiang Han's number of fans is very large, and in one minute, the number of comments is almost increasing at a rate of hundreds. Although there are many black fans mixed with them, fans also seem to have formed programmatic comments, and some remarks that are not good in their opinion will be brushed to the bottom of the comments after a while, which is impossible for ordinary people to find.

At this moment, the network speed seems to be a little slow, and no new one can be loaded, so Qin Lizi clicked on the top to refresh. She looked at these comments one by one, some praised his appearance, and some showed love without reservation. Finally, under a hot comment praising Figure 4, he liked it, and then turned off his phone. Pulling the quilt on her head, she put herself in this small and dark environment, as if only in such a space could she let go of all her worries and just fantasize about her unrealistic future with him like a little girl.

But fantasy is fantasy after all, just like now, although she can endure the darkness and crampedness under the quilt, but the heat and impermeability pull her back to reality. She, Qin Lizi is just a student who is far away from him. It was so before, and it is so now.

The filming of Jiang Han's new song ended the next day. The school seems to have returned to normal, but the students' discussion of Jiang Han on the school forum is still hot. In the days that followed, Qin Lizi went to class and did experiments as usual, as if nothing had happened before, no matter how her friends around her discussed, she acted as if nothing had happened. And just like that, a week passed.

This day is Friday, and it stands to reason that it should be the day when Qin Lizi's mother issued the re-examination report, so she sent a WeChat message to her father early in the morning to ask about the re-examination results. After waiting for a long time, the phone still did not show a reply. She was very uneasy, and thought that maybe she was busy with something else, so she waited another half hour. But half an hour later, the phone still didn't respond. She couldn't sit down anymore. Called over. After ringing for a long time, the other party finally connected the phone.

"Hey, Dad, why don't you reply to my WeChat. Qin Lizi asked with a somewhat complaining tone.

The other side of the phone seemed to have paused for a long time, and Qin Lizi shouted several times in a row before responding.

"That, your mother's condition seems to be a bit serious, and the specific situation will not be clear on the phone for a while. You see, if you want to go home this week, we'll discuss it. ”

After speaking, Qin Lizi was stunned, although her father did not tell her the specific situation of her mother through this phone call, but the general situation should be on par with her guess. She didn't know what she was going to do next, she just stood still. His eyes were instantly filled with tears.

"Oh. Okay, I'll book my ticket. ”

Doodoo ...... The phone was hung up. At this moment, the tears in Qin Lizi's eyes could no longer be locked, and they fell drop by drop. She wiped her eyes with her sleeve, trying to wipe away the tears. Then I turned on my phone and prepared to book a plane ticket, and after unlocking the lock screen, I found that there was a transfer reminder on WeChat - from my father.

Fortunately, Qin Lizi booked a flight to S City in the early hours of Saturday morning. After packing her belongings and putting them in her bag, she seemed to be really about to collapse, tears jumping out uncontrollably, and her body trembling. She was worried, she was afraid, she was worried about her mother's condition, she was afraid that her mother would leave this world for another paradise, leaving her and her father to depend on each other.

In the end, she couldn't hold back anymore and lay on the table to let her tears remain.

Company practice room

At this moment, Jiang Han finished dancing today's last new dance in the company's practice room. Sweating profusely, sweat covered his forehead, nose, chin, and even his hair with a wet feeling. Song Hutian, who was on the side, saw the situation and hurriedly stepped forward to hand over a clean towel and warm water prepared in advance. In the early days, Jiang Han took the nanny car as his home all the year round because of running notices, naturally, eating was also dispensable in his opinion, and because of this, he also suffered from frequent stomach pain. Although Song Hutian will try to pay attention to the time and let Jiang Han eat on time, the plan always can't catch up with the changes, and some new problems often arise to make such a health plan cost.

Jiang Han walked to the side of the sofa and sat down, stretched out his hand and motioned for Song Hutian to hand him his mobile phone. After understanding what Jiang Han meant, Song Hutian went to the cabinet outside the door to get his mobile phone. Jiang Han leaned himself completely on the sofa. Close your eyes and enjoy this rare moment of rest.

"Here you go. Song Hutian handed the phone to Jiang Han.

"Tomorrow we have to go to the company to see the choreography and costumes for the new song launch and so on. ”

"Hmm......" Jiang Han replied in a slightly lazy voice.

"Alright, that's the end of today, let's go. Song Hutian said.

Jiang Han picked up a towel and wiped his face, picked up his coat and walked towards the door. I took the elevator to the parking lot in the basement of the company. The huge parking lot seemed a little silent, Song Hutian pressed the lock button, ticked, and the vehicle's lights flashed. Pulling open the door, Jiang Han stepped on it.

The apartment where Jiang Han lives now is located in the city of S City, the house is very large, a small western-style building with a split floor, and the decoration is also minimalist style. Due to the nature of Jiang Han's work, he comes back from time to time, and the house inevitably lacks some breath of life.

Back in the apartment, Jiang Han walked to the kitchen, opened the refrigerator, took out a bottle of mineral water, and sat on the sofa while drinking and looking at his phone. The room was a little dark, with only a small light in the living room on. The light of the mobile phone shines on his face, which makes the delicate facial features appear more three-dimensional.

Outside the window, there is a neon scene, and thousands of households are lit up. Inside the window, the lights were dim and I was alone. may be in the past few years, the outside world has seen him so beautiful, with a large number of fans, the whole network has published a draft to promote this shining star in the singing and dancing industry, and even Internet passers-by have a good impression of him with a filter, but looking forward, all this is not easy.

Jiang Han walked on the sofa for a while and then got up and went to the studio on the second floor. There are a large number of musical instruments placed in the workshop. He has a penchant for creating with a glass of whiskey next to him, as if inspiration always pops up after he has drunk it. He played the guitar and hummed the lyrics casually. The accompaniment became more and more intense, and the humming of the lyrics had stopped in his mouth. Suddenly, Jiang Han stopped what he was doing, leaving the guitar echoing in the room surrounded by walls.

He buried his head and put his hand on his head. It seems that after all, he can't control the past pictures in his head. Her grimace after washing her hands and jokingly sprinkling the remaining water on his face, her nervous little expression when she found him after he quietly followed her to the office with the teacher, and the picture of her telling him "forget it" on the last day seemed to be in front of his eyes.

Finally, he picked up the whiskey on the side, drank it, and walked out of the room.

In the evening, Qin Lizi locked the door of the dormitory and left the dormitory. When I arrived at the school gate, the online car-hailing master had already stopped at the designated location with a double flash. Qin Lizi pulled the car door and sat up.

"Is it Ms. xxxxxx with the mobile phone number?" asked the driver.

"Yes. ”

During rush hour, traffic in big cities is always congested and traffic-packed. The cars on the road are moving slowly, and from time to time some owners honk their horns as others change lanes at will. The sound of Dididi, combined with the light emitted by the vertical street lamps on both sides of the road, also looks very commercial and urban.

After about an hour, Qin Lizi finally arrived at the airport. Because she had a class on Monday, she calculated that she would return on the weekend and didn't bring too much luggage, so she didn't have to check it in. Then she sat in the departure lounge, waiting for her flight back to S City.

"Passengers going to S City, please note that the check-in process for your flight has now begun, please go to the counter to handle it, thank you!ladies......" Qin Lizi got up and went to the counter to go through the formalities, although it was early in the morning, but there were still a lot of people on the plane, Qin Lizi waited in line for a long time after completing the formalities.

She sent a WeChat message to tell her father how long it would take for her to turn off her phone when she arrived. After the plane took off, she closed her eyes and prayed sincerely from the altitude of 10,000 meters.

After getting off the plane, she turned on her mobile phone and dialed her father's number, who answered and told her to wait for her at Exit 1, and the car was flashing. Qin Lizi dragged out of the airport with tired steps, and saw her father's car at the corner of Exit 1. The sky, which should have been black, looked fading under the illumination of the lamp.

Sitting in her father's car, Qin Lizi immediately opened her mouth to ask about her mother's illness. The father, who has not been seen for a long time, also seems to have a lot of vicissitudes.

"What did the doctor say?"

"The doctor said that the situation is expected to be a little different from back then, your mother and she have a lump again, and the B-ultrasound was done during the re-examination that day, and the doctor recommended that you go for another mammography, and the results showed that it was grade 4 and may need another biopsy. ”

Qin Lizi is stunned, although she is not a medical professional, but she also knows a thing or two about simple medicine. The biopsy meant that there was a good chance that it would be what she thought.

"Maybe tomorrow I'm going to have surgery, take it out and take it for a biopsy. ”

"Oh......"

Qin Lizi didn't know what to say, the car was also quiet and photographable, and she seemed to be thinking about something.

About twenty minutes later, the two arrived downstairs. The father took Qin Lizi's luggage from the car. Say, "Let's go, go upstairs." ”

The family lived on the fourth floor, and the two climbed for a while and arrived at the door, Xu is mother heard the movement, and the door was already half-hidden. As soon as I entered the door, my mother poked her head out of the kitchen and said with a smile, "You're back, have you eaten?" ”

Hearing this, Qin Lizi's heart seemed to shake suddenly, and tears were uncontrollably soaked in the entire eye. She hurriedly stepped forward, hugged her mother, and sobbed quietly.

"What are you crying about, isn't it undecided? It's okay, it's okay. Although Qin Lizi's mother was smiling, her eyes were already wet.

"Okay, you two, crying. It's been a long time since my daughter came back, so make her more delicious food. Qin Lizi's father said as he put the luggage in his hand into her bedroom.

Mother brushed Qin Lizi's messy hair behind her ears with her hand. He patted her buttocks with his hand and motioned for her to go and sit aside, and then continued to go to the kitchen to be busy.

Qin Lizi sorted out her mood and went to the bathroom to wash her face with cold water, although she was calmer than before, the redness of her eyes was still visible to the naked eye.

She walked to her bedroom, opened the door, and saw that the room that had not been occupied for a long time was still clean and tidy, and her emotions were uncontrollable again. While sobbing, I took out the items I had brought with me and put them in order. Just as the last thing was taken out, there was a "ding dong" sound, and the text message reminded me.

Qin Lizi took out her mobile phone from her pocket of her clothes, and the screen displayed a row of unfamiliar phone numbers. She unlocks and text messages open on the screen.

…………

"How's it going?"