"It was a dark time that I didn't want to think about anymore, I had been so weak that I didn't even dare to step on an ant to death, and suddenly I did so many terrible things that I just wanted to think of it as a nightmare and didn't want to remember it. So, how dare I mention it to you? The things I did provoked were not idle people, and I was afraid that people would come to me when I went out to reveal my identity, so I chose to keep my mouth shut, I didn't expect that it would indirectly harm my mother, and I deserve to die! I am willing to apologize!" She cried while complaining about the entanglement in her heart, and in the end, the excitement was that tears and snot could not be distinguished.

"Then I asked you what you talked about with your mother, why didn't you tell me? ”

"I'm afraid you won't believe me, and I don't want you to see those pictures!

She felt that everything she did had a very good reason, but in Qi He's opinion, she was looking for a harmless excuse, which was extremely perfunctory.

But seeing her so lonely look, the tears as clear as pearls, he couldn't bear it, he couldn't bear to see her sad and sad, and he couldn't bear to criticize her anymore.

"It's cool underground!" Qi He got up and picked her up and sat on the sofa. Of course he was angry, she indirectly harmed his mother, but she was also a victim and didn't know it, he wanted to hate her, but he couldn't bear it. Just looking at her tears made him feel uncomfortable.

"The more you don't want me to know, I'll know in the end! But it's too late by then! Yueyue, you tell me what to do to make you have no scruples about me?"

"Can't we go back?" she already knew the answer, but it was only through his mouth that she was willing to believe it.

"You didn't mean to!I forgive you!" he whispered.

But she couldn't pass the level in her heart, and the accusations of the entire Qi family against her.

"Qi He, do you really think you can act as if nothing has happened? Mom has become like that, I am an indirect murderer, can you really be with me without guilt!"

She was questioning him, but she was also asking herself, could she really do it?

"It's going to pass!Month and month~"

He held his forehead and looked tired, probably more tired than his body, of course she couldn't force him.

"I'm sorry, Qi He!" she couldn't do anything but this pale apology.

Qi He didn't answer her words, but hugged her into his arms and comforted him with a stable embrace. She buried her head deep in his chest and felt his heartbeat.

He must have been sad, with his mother on one side and his lover on the other, and she let him step into the crossroads and not know which way to go.

He couldn't find a way to do both, but she could only watch, and there was nothing she could do.

Nothing happened in the next month, everything was calm, of course, she didn't be able to visit Qi's mother, she has been lying in the hospital, the doctor is most likely a vegetative person, and she will lie in the hospital for the rest of her life.

The entire Qi family hated her to death, except for Qi He, if he never complained to her, he rarely came back. Occasionally coming back to the suburbs, the two didn't have much to talk about, not even intimate behavior, the kiss was just a faint perfunctory, he knew that he was too painful, and so was she.

She originally wanted to wait for him to come back and talk to him about their love, their future, and how to maintain this relationship, but it was Lu Shuyue who was waiting.

Lu Shuyue, who disappeared in summer and returned in autumn.

She remembered that the air was slightly cold, a little cold in a short skirt, and she sat in the café and watched the crowd come and go outside.

During this time, she invested in many industries, all of which made considerable profits.

She always felt that life was boring and lamented the impermanence of life.

When she was bored scrolling through her mobile phone, she suddenly swiped the news sent by entertainment gossip, Qi He appeared in the hospital with a woman suspected of being Lu Shuyue, and the news reported that she was seriously injured.

She didn't dare to look at it, how did Qi He, who had been out on a business trip, bump into her and appear in the hospital together. It's all really hard to figure out.

She wanted to ask after her, but since she had to trust each other, she shouldn't have any other ideas.

She still sat calmly in the café, and returned to the outskirts of the city at nearly five o'clock in the afternoon, the maid had already prepared the meal, and as expected, Qi He still did not return, and after a few quick bites, she sat on the sofa, turned on the TV, turned on the sound loudly, and then stared straight at it.

She didn't know what she was watching, let alone what was being said on TV, but she saw the color picture with her eyes and heard the words in her ears. That's all.

About night, Qi He returned dejected, his hair disheveled and his white shirt still stained with blood, and he put down his suit jacket and sat down across from her.

"What's going on?" she asked, pretending not to know anything, as if surprised.

"It's okay!" he said tiredly.

"Then why is there blood on your clothes, is something happening?"

"I stole it, it was Lu Shuyue who saved me!" Qi He was expressionless, and said lightly.

She looked at him in shock, incredulous.

"Mr. Qi, I'll deliver your luggage!" Secretary Shen came in pushing his suitcase, and he also looked very messy.

"Madame~" He turned to greet her.

Xiyue looked at Qi He, he looked very tired, his head was down, and his hands kept massaging his temples.

After she looked at Secretary Shen again, she got up and dragged Secretary Shen to the courtyard.

"What the hell is going on?"

"This ......," Secretary Shen looked embarrassed.

"There's nothing you can't do, tell me! Qi He won't trouble you!"

After hearing this, Secretary Shen dispelled his worries, and said fluently: "That's the case, we have all gotten off the plane! After coming out of the airport, I met a woman who shouted to catch and steal, isn't Mr. Qi enthusiastic, and went to help on the spot, he chased after him without saying a word, and chased him to an alley next to the airport. ”

Secretary Shen showed a helpless expression, and then continued: "When I caught up, I found that the other party was not alone, but a group of people, standing in front of him with sticks. I pulled him out of the way, but he didn't agree. In the end, I fought with those people, I was stupid, I didn't think about calling 110, and within a few minutes, Sister Lu Shuyue didn't know where she came from, she just came one second, and the uncle from the police station also came the next second, and arrested all those people. I thought that this was the end of the matter, we all relaxed, but I didn't expect one of them to break free from the restraints, rush down from the car, pull out the dagger that was bright and dangling, and was about to stab at Mr. Qi, and in an instant, Lu Shuyue blocked behind him, and then it became what it is now!"

After Xiyue listened, she thought to herself that this Lu Shuyue was using the bitter meat trick again, in order to win Qi He's trust?

Seeing her thoughtful look, Secretary Shen said: "At that time, Mr. Qi also thought that it might be her plan, but he had already sent someone to check carefully, according to the airport's surveillance, she was preparing to check the ticket at the boarding gate to chat, and when she heard someone shouting stealing, she saw Qi He running in front of him before she followed." And those people are not her accomplices, they have all been forced to ask, no one has ever contacted her, nor has they been instructed by anyone, they are simply habitual offenders. And ......" to the back, he was speechless.

"And what?"

"And that person is really hateful, Sister Lu is very serious, who would joke with her own life?"

"I know, you go back first!"

After Xiyue returned to the living room, her mood was already different.

"I know everything!" she said to him calmly.

"Yueyue~" Qi He couldn't speak, and she knew what it was.

"It's okay, don't worry, I'm grateful to her for saving you when your life was in danger, she is your savior, and the same is mine!"

"Blame me for being nosy!" Qi He said reproachfully.

She didn't think so, she stepped forward and sat next to him, helped his body, looked him in the eyes and said, "It's not your fault, you've done a great job!"

"Yueyue ......" he whispered her name and hugged her into his arms, leaning his whole weight on her, and it was at this moment that he got a moment of relaxation.

She didn't say anything, just patted him gently on the back, reassuring him that everything would pass, reassuring him not to be sad.

A quarter of an hour later, Qi He's mobile phone rang, and after he let go of her and picked up the phone, his face changed instantly.

He hurriedly got up and picked up his coat and was about to leave, and said quickly: "Lu Shuyue suddenly went into shock, and the doctor is rescuing!"

"I'll go with you!"

"Good!"

Without the slightest hesitation, she followed him to the hospital as fast as she could, the lights in the operating room were still on, and the medical staff were busy, and it seemed that the situation was critical.

Two hours later, the attending doctor came out sweating profusely and breathed a sigh of relief: "The operation was successful!"

Lu Shuyue was pushed to the intensive care ward, she saw her through the glass, her face was as pale as a piece of white paper, her face was not decorated with any fat powder, she was on a ventilator, her eyes were closed, but her appearance was not ugly at all.

But also, when she saw her for the first time, she didn't hate her, but envy and admiration. Even a little jealous.

"Let's go back, it's too late! I'm watching here!" Qi He said weakly.

She looked at Lu Shuyue in the ward again, and sat down next to him with gentle steps, "You're too tired, is it really okay?"

"It's okay! I'm afraid that something will happen to her later, and the doctor will not be able to stabilize until tonight!"

"Then I'll go back first!" she thought, and it would be useless for her to stay.

"Well, stay safe, give me a call when it's time!"

She gave him a meaningful look, and then left, she didn't come up with her feelings, not hatred, not jealousy, just an indescribable sourness and helplessness.

If you have a choice, find an ordinary boyfriend again, no grievances, no calculations, happily fall in love, and then, get married and have children, and love for a lifetime.

Wouldn't that be better?