Cutting off everything in the past was the most decisive choice he made after being hurt, but it wasn't until now that Lu Yunfan realized how difficult it was to cut it all off.

Leaving Xiao Qi, he didn't know where to go alone, the company didn't want to go back for the time being, since Lin Yongqing wanted to go through the entry procedures, let her do it well, I am afraid it is impossible to stop it at this moment.

It's just that he didn't expect Lin Miao's generosity. He is convinced of the idea of emotional selfishness, and has never seen an emotional opponent actively introduced into the company.

What kind of test is this? Lu Yunfan became more and more unable to understand what Lin Miao had done.

Lin Yongqing is also Lin Zhihao's sister, and she may be Jiang Min's eldest sister next, and this relationship makes it difficult for him to put his mind at ease and put the company's financial power in her hands.

The company is in its infancy and needs a lot of money, and if Lin Zhihao wants to get in the way, the company's project will easily die halfway.

"Hey, what the hell is going on?"

Lu Yunfan walked aimlessly, and unconsciously walked to the gate of a park, thinking that there was nowhere to go, so it was better to go inside and find a bench to lie down for a while, although the stomach of wine he drank last night had been relieved a lot, but the feeling of hangover still existed, and dizziness and nausea hit his fragile nerves from time to time.

For a long time in the capital, he almost never visited the park, not only because of the lack of time, but when he was with Jiang Min, he almost never came to this kind of place except for shopping malls. And when he is alone, he likes to stay at home, sleep lazily and catch up on dramas, and the weekend time passes almost in the blink of an eye.

Occasionally, Xue Meng came to him, and only at night, they would meet a few friends to have a skewer or a hot pot and drink happily, but when he got home, he still had to be complained by Jiang Min, because he would always pay.

It seems like a long time has passed, but that was only a few months ago.

He actually missed the state of that time a little, although there was no passion, but it was also fulfilling, day after day, year after year of false fulfillment. It's more like a parasite waiting for the end of life.

So he wants to change, and at the right opportunity, draw a stop for the past, and no longer associate with the people of the past.

But contrary to expectations, some things cannot be changed if they want to change, and some people do not want to cut off all contacts and really become strangers.

Finding a bench close to the lawn and rarely passed, Lu Yunfan sat down.

"It's a pity that the miracles that happen in everyone's life trajectory are not self-controlled, and the coming of blessings and disasters is a kind of life test, but the path I want to take can still be chosen by myself, as for success or failure, it depends on whether the opportunity of heaven is a blessing or a curse. ”

Sighing, Lu Yunfan lay down, looking at the blue sky, the white clouds drifted lightly, and he gradually fell into contemplation.

Reminiscing about the past and meditating on the future.

The sound of strange and familiar footsteps came, and he thought it was a passerby, but the footsteps stopped beside him, and a familiar sigh came, and the man pushed his foot and sat down on the bench.

"What are you thinking?"

Lu Yunfan opened his eyes and saw Xue Meng sitting next to him, which made him very puzzled, he came here without mentioning it to anyone, he could only believe that it was a coincidence.

"It's nothing, how do you know I'm here?" Lu Yunfan sat up.

Xue Meng handed over a cigarette, Lu Yunfan stretched out his hand to block it, smoking is not allowed in the park, he is a law-abiding citizen, so naturally he will not exceed the rules.

"I'm not here for you, here, I'll come every day. ”

"Hmm, you come here every day?

Xue Meng tilted his head, looked at Lu Yunfan's serious appearance, and suddenly laughed.

"I don't have anything on my mind, but there is something that has something to do with you, and I just don't know whether I should tell you or not. ”

"Does it have anything to do with me?" Lu Yunfan asked, which made him more and more confused, what is it that has something to do with him but can't be said to him?

But the question was only generated for a second, and a very clear answer pointed the way for him.

Or Lin Yongqing.

is the only topic related to Lin Yongqing that he is reluctant to mention.

He was silent, he didn't want Xue Meng to continue, he didn't want to mention that it was just one thing, and more importantly, he didn't dare to think about everything related to that woman.

Judging from the current situation, Lin Yongqing's joining is not a good thing at all, and there is a sense of crisis everywhere, which makes it difficult for him to accept this fact.

Although he only has Lin Miao alone in his heart now, who knows if this woman will do something for his own interests, which will make him, Lin Miao, or even the company embarrassed.

"If it's related to Lin Yongqing, there's no need to talk about it!"

Xue Meng shook his head and smiled bitterly, this answer was something he had expected a long time ago, Lu Yunfan completely transferred his hatred for Jiang Min and Lin Zhihao to Lin Yongqing, but he ignored what Lin Yongqing had done for him.

Even if Lin Zhihao and Jiang Min caused him serious psychological damage, Lin Yongqing would have already paid it off for them, and in his Xue Meng's eyes, Lin Yongqing's personality and character are rarely compared.

"Sister Xiaoqing came to the company, and I encouraged her to go......"

"What? is it you?" Lu Yunfan heard that this incident that made him in a dilemma and a headache was actually Xue Meng's idea, he felt very incredible, and his heart was anxious, and he stood up.

He didn't understand that Xue Meng knew the past grudges between him and Lin Zhihao and Jiang Min, and he also clearly told Xue Meng that Lin Yongqing was a woman he didn't want to have anything to do with in his life, but he actually pushed this woman to his side again, why is this?

He really wanted to pick up Xue Meng and beat him up at the moment, but there was still a question that was not explained in his ears, so he had to stomp his foot hatefully, turned his back to Xue Meng, and hoped that he could say a reason that he could accept.

"Can you sit down and listen to me finish?" Xue Meng seemed to be unimpressed by his emotions.

"If you want to say it, you just say, do you care if I sit or not?"

"Hmph, your stubborn temper is still the same as before, okay, then I'll tell you why I come here every day. ”

Xue Meng sighed, organized his words, and then asked faintly, "Do you remember what happened to Sister Xiaoqing a few months ago?"

Xue Meng's voice was like a transformation charm from an ancient era, bringing his mind directly back to a few months ago.

There's pain, there's ecstasy, there's anger, there's tenderness, and there's the drunken closeness to her.

Lin Yongqing's smile was like a good time that had happened in the deepest part of his memory, leaving traces in his heart that could never be erased.

"But I've known her for a very short time, and it's impossible for me to have any crossovers with her. ”

"But that time, he ran out to drink in the middle of the night for you. ”

"Boom"

Xue Meng's words were like a violent thunderbolt slashing at his head, that time, that night, that intermittent phone call, what was he doing?

He fell asleep cuddling with a strange girl after being entangled, and he didn't want to discuss anything about Lin Zhihao with Lin Yongqing.

Is he wrong? He's not wrong. That wasn't a topic for him anymore.

But because of his frivolity, Lin Yongqing did such a stupid thing, is it his fault?

Well, even if that incident had something to do with him, he still went to Lin Zhihao's company the next day, but what did he get?

There is only misunderstanding, only the words that are not believed by anyone, the powerlessness of being wronged, he doesn't want to experience the second time in this life, that is his second death, and it is also the biggest factor that he wants to break with the past.

"Does it have anything to do with me? I didn't let her drink, and I didn't let her fool around with other men!"

Lu Yunfan gritted his teeth and said this sentence that made his own heart ache.

"Xiaofan, I know that you are not such a ruthless person, if you think it has nothing to do with you, that day, you will not run to Lin Zhihao, and you will not run to drink alone after being wronged. After you come back from riding, you won't let me keep an eye on Lin Zhihao because of the threat of Wang Fatzi, and let Tie Han help me. ”

Lu Yunfan was silent, but a sour feeling welled up in his heart, and a salty and wet liquid gushed out of his eyes.

Xue Meng saw that he didn't answer, and continued: "Xiaofan, I know that you are also grateful to Sister Xiaoqing, but what is the relationship between you, it is inconvenient for outsiders to interfere, but Sister Xiaoqing wants to help you, whether it is in guilt or feelings for you, this is not a reason to refuse a talent to enter the company! Maybe you don't know yet, in fact, the last time they were kidnapped by Wang Fatzi was the first time their sister and brother met in the past few months!"

"I don't want to hide it from you, that day she knew that she had been violated by others, and she came here alone, right behind this bench, and she squatted there, pitiful and distressing. Lin Zhihao sent everyone in the company to look around, but I found it first, but when I saw Sister Xiaoqing's face full of tears, I knew that the person he was waiting for was not me, and the person who needed to comfort her was not me, you know, the person he wanted to appear most at that moment was you. ”

"But you didn't show up, when I returned to the company with her and saw you go crazy, I once again saw a trace of happiness in Sister Xiaoqing's eyes, it was an indescribable sense of happiness, she fell in love with you, loved so deeply, but she didn't say a word. For that incident, she also subjectively believes that her existence is buried deep in your heart. ”