Buy back "Beauty Out of the Bath" Zhang Baotong 2016.11.30

He hugged Yujuan, but Yujuan was still covering her face with her hands, begging bitterly, "Don't look at me, I'm not the Yujuan I used to be." "She knew that she was no longer the most beautiful girl in the Olive Dam, and that her face had been sharpened by the years.www.biquge.info She didn't want her face to spoil his good impression.

Ding Shaoguang hugged her tightly and forcefully removed the hands she was covering her face. However, to his disbelief, her face was so haggard and old, and the innocence and beauty of the past were gone. Looking at her hands and feet, they were as rough as the old farmers in the village. He couldn't help but think of the beautiful and delicious first blooming cardamom of the past, and the green trees with flowers and branches had withered visibly from sorrow, childbirth, internal and external labor, and standing on the counter for many years.

Ten years is just a drop in the ocean in the long river of history, but it is a long life for a person. In the past ten years, Ding Shaoguang has been far away from his motherland and relatives, and has devoted all his time to art creation. He misses Xishuang Banna, and misses his beloved Yujuan even more, but he knows that the country is engaged in a cultural revolution, and his parents have gone to Taiwan, and his father is in the Kuomintang government. His brother and sister in Beijing also wrote to him not to return to China, and he was worried and frightened by what happened to his brother and sister. Therefore, he never dared to return to China. I can only turn my thoughts about my hometown and relatives into works of art.

In the past ten years, Yujuan has been waiting hard for her lover to return from school, but she knows that Ding Shaoguang will not be able to come back at this time, and as soon as she comes back, she will be shocked and suffered. So he wrote to him not to return, but she broke off her correspondence with him. For she had never heard from him since the second year after he left home, and it was not known if he had received her letters. Three years later, Ding Shaoguang failed to return to China as scheduled, and there was no news. Hearing the news, the young man who pursued Yujuan stepped through the threshold for a while. Grandma also persuaded her to remarry someone else. However, she insisted on refusing and continued to wait. It was not until last year that the man who worked in her house, Yande, had been working for three years before she gave up and married Yande. At this time, Abba and Grandma had passed away one after another.

Thinking of all the kindness that Yujuan had given him, Ding Shaoguang hugged Yujuan and cried bitterly. He hurried from the United States this time to repay her for her affection for him. He can't even forget the day he left home, Yujuan, who was pregnant, braved the rain and carried a heavy travel bag to send him to Jinghong County for a whole day. However, this woman who made him miss and love deeply no longer belongs to him.

The two were sad for a while, and Ding Shaoguang wanted to tell Yujuan why he didn't come back for a long time. However, Yujuan said to him, "Forget it, don't say anything, just blame us for not having fate." She wiped her tears for Ding Shaoguang and said, "I know you're leaving soon, but I have something I want to leave for you." ”

Ding Shaoguang nodded.

Yujuan wiped her tears and walked towards the supply and marketing cooperative.

Ding Shaoguang sat under the big tree and kept sighing. He originally wanted to leave Menghan with Yujuan and the child, return to Kunming, and live in harmony with the family of three. This is the ideal he has dreamed of countless times, and it is also the promise he made to Yujuan and his family. However, this dream will never come true.

About half an hour later, Yujuan came over on a bicycle. There was an eight or nine-year-old girl in the car. The girl is very beautiful and cute, just as pure and beautiful as Yujuan when she was young.

After getting out of the car, Yujuan led the girl to Ding Shaoguang and said to the girl, "Yumei, call Dad." ”

The girl looked surprised and confused, she looked at Ding Shaoguang, and then turned her face to her mother.

Yujuan pulled the girl unhappily, and said to the girl in a commanding tone, "Do you hear it, call Dad." ”

However, the child still did not open his mouth. Ding Shaoguang didn't want Yujuan to force the child, so he squatted down, pulled the child with both arms, and said to the child in a very earnest and gentle tone, "Yumei, my child." As he spoke, he held the child tightly in his arms, shed tears, and kept saying, "Child, Dad can't stand you and Mommy." ”

The child lay quietly in Ding Shaoguang's arms, looking overwhelmed, because she didn't understand the reason at all.

Ding Shaoguang kissed the child on the cheek a few times, and then took out the chocolates and Barbie dolls brought from the United States from the travel bag and gave them to the child. The child has never had a toy, holding a Barbie doll happily holding and watching.

Then, Ding Shaoguang took out a dozen ten-yuan bills from his bag and gave them to Yujuan, but Yujuan resolutely refused to ask for them. Although she is short of money, she does not want his money.

Seeing that the sun was about to set, Ding Shaoguang was going to Jingtai Primary School's friend Xie Guangrui to spend the night, and then left here early the next morning. Since he no longer has a home here, there is no point in him staying here.

When Ding Shaoguang was about to leave, Yujuan gave Ding Shaoguang a schoolbag and said, "There are some things here, don't look at them now, and then look at them when you leave here?"

He nodded and said, "I know." Then he took his bag and walked away quickly. He walked a long way in one breath, and when he turned around again, he saw Yujuan still standing there, leading the child and waving to him.

Originally, he came back this time to stay at home for a while longer, on the one hand, he wanted to spend more time with Yujuan and the children, and on the other hand, he wanted to take more photos and draw some pictures. Go from house to house, learn more about the local customs, and save more materials for future creations. However, he only stayed in Xie Guangrui's school dormitory for one night before leaving Xishuangbanna.

When he left Menghan Town, came to Jinghong County, and stayed in a hotel, he hurriedly opened the schoolbag that Yujuan gave him. In her bag were two letters he had written to her from the United States, as well as the "Beauty Bathing Picture" he had drawn for her when he first met her in the Little Red River.

It was dusk when the sun was setting, and above the western mountain was a red glow, and ten thousand golden lights were flickering, and he was going down to the river with a drawing board to paint. At this time, he saw a young girl bathing in the river. Her lower body was immersed in the river, while her upper body was exposed. She was very white, with long black hair hanging down from the water. At this moment, the last rays of the setting sun fell on her smooth and delicate skin, and illuminated her face crimson. He couldn't help but sigh: What a picture of a beautiful woman taking a bath. He had heard in legend that fairies would find a secluded place to bathe in the mortal world, but he didn't want to let him bump into it, as if it was a godsend. He subconsciously picked up the brush, set up the drawing board, and brushed the brush, he wanted to use the brush to leave this dreamlike scene. When he thought back to it, it felt like a dream. But now it's dawn and waking up.

There was also a small old notebook in the bag. It's like a diary, but it's thinner than a diary. When he opened the notebook, he saw that there were many love letters, and he flipped through them page by page until the last page. Apparently it was the last letter she wrote to him. It reads: "Sir, I dare not face you, but pay attention to your words and deeds, and record all your shadows in my heart, but I don't have the courage to confess to you, my heart beats for the love of youth, you are indeed the person I admire." Love is the nature of man*** is my freedom, although you don't understand me, but I still love you, love can not be forgotten. (To be continued.) )