Chapter 192: Yan Jinmo, I love you
There will come a time when she will escape everything here and live her own life, and at that moment, she will adjust and have the courage to face a new life.
Su Ange thought that in this world, there would always be such a person who would not care about all her future, and was willing to hold her hand and keep moving forward.
If there is really such a person, she will not feel inferior for the past, but continue to give good to the other party, she will definitely be like this.
You know, in this world, no one can say for sure, including me. Yan Jinmo said in a low voice.
"There will be, there will be, but if you refuse to let me go, there is no such thing as a certainty, will you let me go? One day, will you let me leave you?" Su Ange asked.
He didn't answer the question, and every time he mentioned such a topic, he was so silent, or he wanted to trap her for the rest of her life.
Su Ange approached him like this, his little hand landed on the tip of his nose, and gently swiped it, and when it landed on his lips, he was controlled like this.
Suddenly, hot tears fell from her eyes.
He was stunned for a moment, and then let go of her.
Su Ange. ”
"I just have some times when I can't figure it out, why me? I can't figure it out, why do you want me to die? Mr. Yan, if you try to understand me, maybe, you won't be so disgusted with me, maybe, you and I will have a future?" Su Ange said word by word.
He laughed.
He was ridiculous to her.
Su Ange couldn't help but laugh when he looked at him.
"Look, I'm smart now, I feel stupid when I say something, although I don't know your purpose, but if I choose to take this path, I won't stop, what's more, you won't let go of me easily, three years later, we'll see. At this moment, she felt a lot better.
It turns out that when a person minimizes all expectations, the damage will really be reduced a lot.
"Will you be alone?" he asked suddenly.
Su Ange was stunned for a moment, and he didn't react for a long time.
How could Yan Jinmo suddenly say this? Did he say it wrong, or did she hear it wrong?
However, this is exactly what he said.
"Will you be alone?" he asked again, without an answer.
Su Ange nodded: "Yes, I think, everyone will have a lonely moment, I just didn't expect that you Yan Jinmo will also have a lonely time, if you want, there will be many people around you who are willing to accompany you, you will never be alone, you will never be alone, you will never be ...... alone."
The rest of the words, before she finished speaking, Yan Jinmo hugged her like this.
Su Ange's movements stiffened like this, and he didn't react for a long time.
Tonight, he was a little strange, for a while, she didn't know, how to refute it?
"I'm going to be lonely too. His voice was soft, and she couldn't hear it if it weren't for the silence of everything around her.
Yan Jinmo would actually say that he was lonely, and he ......
It turns out that many times, he is just an ordinary man.
Su Ange's little hand gently stroked his back, gentle to the extreme: "Everyone will feel lonely and lonely, it doesn't matter, the night will be replaced by the dawn after all, what's more, I will accompany you like this at this time, everything will be fine, it's okay." ”
Yan Jinmo listened to her say this, and hugged him a little tighter.
What the hell is wrong with him tonight? Why is this happening?
She didn't continue to ask, and he didn't continue, just hugged her like this.
In her arms, Yan Jinmo slept peacefully, but she couldn't sleep, and her tender gaze always fell on his face.
How could he say such a thing tonight? How did he feel lonely?
Good heartache for him.
probably thinks that people like Yan Jinmo will never be lonely and will always have someone to accompany him, so she has always felt that he is different, but when she heard his humble voice, her heart softened all of a sudden.
It turns out that sometimes he is just a very ordinary person.
Suddenly, Yan Jinmo's big hand grabbed her little hand and put it directly on her chest, she was stunned and a little nervous, after all, she had been staring at him, and it was not good if she was caught.
However, he closed his eyes and fell asleep.
He grabbed her hand and placed it on his chest, and she could feel her heart beating, and she laughed like that.
I hope that before this time, she can stop at this moment, and the beauty of this moment is what she wants.
"Don't, don't. He dreamed.
Su Ange hurriedly patted him on the shoulder and gently comforted: "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, I'm by your side, it's okay, everything is fine." ”
"Don't, don't. He still called.
"Okay, don't, don't say anything, it's okay, sleep well. Su Ange's little hand landed on his hand and patted it gently.
It was as if he was asleep again.
Su Ange sighed softly, and just as he was about to go to bed, he heard him say, "Don't, don't leave me." ”
She was stunned, looked at him like this, and didn't say a word for a long time.
It turned out that his dream was 'Don't leave me' to tell her?
No, it's impossible, Yan Jinmo would never say such a thing to her, but......
But when he was just sober, he hugged her, and the strength was everything she wanted, and she could feel it, and now, it was also said to her.
"No, no, let Su Ange leave. He said again.
This time, it was impossible to hear him call her name with her own ears.
'Don't leave me. ’
'I won't let Su Ange leave'
Is this his confession?
Su Ange tried very hard not to let herself think too much, but it was really difficult for her to treat these two sentences calmly, perhaps, she shouldn't be so careful, let alone ......
No, Su Ange, in your dreams, how can you take it seriously?
If Yan Jinmo really likes you, he won't be so cruel to you?
But......
"Not so much, but, it's just a dream, he won't like you. Su Ange reminded himself and slept with his eyes closed.
But my heart is beautiful.
Because, today's Yan Jinmo is different, I hope that after waking up tomorrow morning, I can still see him at this time.
Will her wish come true?
Suddenly I remembered that time, it was also in such an environment, they looked at the stars quietly, and then he was also surprisingly gentle.
It's always in situations like this, and it's extraordinarily beautiful.
It's just that time can't stop, and what she asks for will never come to fruition.
"Yan Jinmo, I love you, I loved you a long time ago, but now I don't love you, no, I don't dare to love anymore, they said, they ......said, they said, they said, "Before he finished speaking, tears came out of his eyes.