(forty-eight)
That tragic scene is that anyone who sees it will be sad and crying, let alone their relatives lying in it. Li Xing's mother fainted there on the spot, but Cowbell sat on the ground crying bitterly, she held her mother in her arms, it was like being stupid, there was no feeling, there were just unstoppable tears and let it flow.
It wasn't until the confirmation materials were handed to Niu Ling, and then the real identity, age, and address were filled in before signing. In the end, the thirty-seven bodies were transported to the funeral home one by one.
That night, this family, which was envied on weekdays, plummeted to the extreme of sadness. Li Xing's father sat slumped on the rattan chair, his usual combed and smooth hair, but now it was scattered in a mess and drooped on his face. He was in tears, and he kept saying in his mouth: My son, you are so ruthless, you are so cruel to leave our family. How old are you, not long after you are twenty-seven years old, you don't think about your parents, your wife, your son. Now that you're gone, how do you let me live, how do you let this family live.......
Li Xing's mother hugged her old man, she had been so sad that she had been dead for most of the day, she only felt that the world was spinning, she was groggy, she only felt a faint pain in her throat and heart. She couldn't say anything at this time, she just rhythmically patted the old man on the shoulder to give him a little comfort. In her mind, it was just blank at this time, and even her body felt fluttering.
Although the little sister of the family cried sadly, she wiped away her tears after a cry. She saw that the family was like this, so she silently did what the family should do. This sensible little sister, she knows the mood of everyone in the family at this time, and she can only use her strength to share and comfort the irresistible disaster of the family at this time.
Cowbell hugged her son, her tears had dried up at this time, her person just felt in a trance, her heart seemed to be empty, and her mind was just like a movie, since she met Li Xing.
She is like going back to the beginning, from the beginning of the 88 May Day to Xishanping, before May Day, she really didn't care about Li Xing. That is, on May Day, when she was having lunch on the mountain, she took a serious look at Li Xing. Just looked at those few glances, she still didn't go to her heart at all, she just saw him, and he was just so fond of it. She saw that he was neither tall nor short, neither fat nor thin, and his personality was neither extroverted nor introverted, and his face was the kind that she felt was passable and not annoying. In general, at that time she just had a good impression of him, and nothing else.
It was after May Day, when she was ready to turn on the fire and cook. At that time, under Xiaoxian's jokes, she and him began to feel this way. Then she and he quickly got to the bottom of it. It didn't take long for him to call her to his house, and finally they were really in a relationship.
Although their friends were very secretive at that time, from the moment Xiaoxian saw them holding hands, their relationship was made public. Since then, they (they) have been recognized by everyone as a loving couple. Indeed, they (they) have always been affectionate and loving, and there has not even been a small contradiction.
At this time, she looked at her tears in her arms after crying, and her son, who was tired and fell asleep at this time. But the video in her mind continued to be played.
That year, when she and Li Xing were not married, it was three days before the Spring Festival, and she went to her mother's house with him. Thinking of the joy of her parents, brother and sister-in-law, they all praised her boyfriend for finding a good boyfriend and having such a good life. Not only did I find the right person, but I also chose the right place. At that time, her heart was really sweeter than honey.
After getting married, this seemingly polite husband, he just did what he said to surround the mountains, and then worked tirelessly to raise chickens to get rich. After six years of hard work, he is now just getting rich, but when he is about to take another step forward, he .......
Thinking of this, she really complained about God's injustice. Why does God treat my husband like this, my husband has never done anything wrong, he is now old and young, you do this, what will our family do......
Thinking of the sad place, her tears couldn't help but fall. Finally, when she realizes that the matter has come to this, there is no way to turn it back, and the deceased can no longer be brought back to life. She silently wiped away her tears, then went into the house, and laid her son gently on the bed, and she lay down herself. It's just that that night, she kept her eyes open until dawn, and the next day she couldn't get up at all.
Under the careful care of Li Xing's mother, the cowbell basically recovered after a few days, but I felt that I was still in a trance. In fact, these days, the family seems to have suffered a serious illness, all of them are heartbroken pain, and which mental state is exhausted. They are all encouraging each other and supporting each other, that is to say: we who are alive must continue to live our lives.
On this day, Cowbell went up the mountain behind him to see the chickens in the enclosure, and only those chickens were still carefree, looking for food all over the mountain. Although few people have taken care of it these days, they still run and dance stubbornly, as if there is peace and prosperity everywhere in the world. Even if there are any sorrows, troubles, and brain-wrenching things in this world, they have nothing to do with them.
She looked at these chickens and thought: Now that Li Xing is gone, it may not be possible to raise this chicken. Because I often drive a tricycle to pull feed and sell chickens in the countryside, I can't do it. I said I would learn to do it, but I was worried that I wouldn't be able to do it. Also, if you spend most of your time on the chicken. Like many things at home, and taking care of children, not only can I not take care of them, but I also have my mother to take care of me and my children. If this is the case, it will make the family much more annoyed than before, so why bother. Then if at some point the busy dizziness and something happens, then it will be okay, in that case, won't the family be finished? The best way is to sell the chickens, and after selling them, they will come to open a farmhouse wholeheartedly, isn't it Li Xing just to open a farmhouse. Why don't I just come to open a farmhouse and fulfill his wish.
She thought so, she went back to discuss with the old people's in-laws, the old people's in-laws also thought the same, they (they) thought, this is indeed a problem, now there is a major person in the family, and now what to do, the only way to do it is to re-plan and re-arrange. Raising chickens, without a major person running inside and out, is not good, this chicken can not be raised.
But when it comes to opening a farmhouse, the two old ones are still not very reassured. They said that if they moved, they would have to build a new house, beautify the surrounding environment, buy tea utensils and tableware, and even hire a chef at that time. This will require a large amount of money, and this money has been invested, and I don't know if it will be able to earn it back for a long time, and it is still unknown whether it will be earned back.
Cowbell listened to the words of the old man's in-laws, in fact, she had these concerns in her heart, but she didn't want to give up. So she said so, she said: Then let's do it, I'll go to Li Xing's classmate first, see how he made money by opening a farmhouse, and see what experience he has. Tell him to give us ideas. Otherwise, just call him to come to us to see the terrain conditions, and if he says he can, we will call him as a guide when we do it in the future. She also said in the end, she said that she mainly wanted to achieve Li Xing's wish. So it's not good for the two old ones to stop her anymore.
A few days later, Li Xing's classmates came to Cowbell's house. He lamented Li Xing's unfortunate death very much. He said, "There is nothing to be done about it, and if he had listened to me that day, he would have come back the next day." But no one would have thought that something would happen to them like that. Now I only wish that he would be free from troubles in that world and be carefree.
After Li Xingna introduced his experience, and after he looked at the terrain here, he said with confidence: It is better for you to open a farmhouse here than we are, because you not only have a good terrain, but also have few competitors at present, so it must be very prosperous to open it first.
In this way, the old in-laws of Cowbell also agreed to build a farmhouse with satisfaction. In this way, under the planning of that classmate, Cowbell's farmhouse began to be built non-stop.
May Day in 96 is also the seventh anniversary of Cowbell and Li Xing's marriage. Cowbell used the opening of the farmhouse on this day to commemorate Li Xing's unfortunate death in order to open the farmhouse, and chose this day to show that she would not let him down and let him rest at ease in that world.
In the more than half a year of building, the farmhouse of cowbell has spread all over the city and countryside. Therefore, on the day of her May Day opening, she ushered in many diners from near and far in the city and countryside. They are here to eat something fresh, and they are here to see something fresh. Especially the people in the city, they (they) went to the countryside to count, so at that time, opening a farmhouse was very popular with the people in the city.
The special feature of the cowbell farmhouse is that it has a spacious and beautiful exterior, and the surrounding area is planted with a variety of seasonal flowers and trees. It is also sparsely arranged with chess and card tables under eight parasols. Then there's the winding gravel path that goes around it.
Its houses are built on the hill inside, and from a distance, the long row of glazed tile houses that look like farmhouses are located. If you look closely at its delicate eaves and ridges, you will appreciate its delicacy and meticulousness. In addition, its interior is spacious and generous, and the windows are bright and clean, you will feel its livability and comfort. And then there is the gate in the middle of it, on the long brick dam, on which there are enough people to dance on it, in addition to the audience.
Another characteristic of her there is that in the barbed wire fence in the recess of the mountain behind it, there are 30 or 20 chickens, ducks and geese running the mountain at any time, which are specially raised by diners to select and slaughter for later use of self-grown grain and natural wild grasses on the mountain.