(xxxix)
Zhu'er insisted on going to work until the eve of the Spring Festival while pregnant, and when she felt really difficult, she took a long leave to stay at home. She stayed at home, although Yu Hua knew that his wife was pregnant and stayed at home, but he thought: She has been in labor for so long, and there are not many things at home, I am still free as usual to care about her. Therefore, he still fools around with that Feng Chunhua sometimes.
Zhu'er knew it very well in her heart, but she thought: When you meet this dog who is difficult to change and eats, it will be in vain for you to be angry with him, but you will be in a hurry. And she took into account the child in her belly, for the safety of the child in her belly, so she had to take an attitude of swallowing her anger and trying not to think about it.
At this time, she thought of her classmates, and she thought: My classmates are very close to me, why don't I contact them when I am upset?
The first thing she thought of was Concubine Wu, who was not only closest to her, but also in the same class as her in junior high and high school. Their personalities are also very compatible, and it is said that it is not bad for her to marry a husband, her husband is an attending physician in a large hospital, and she herself works in a tax office. Although they have rarely interacted with each other in recent years, they still meet and have contact with each other on occasion, and they also know where their families live.
That Sunday, Zhu'er went to Concubine Wu's house, and Concubine Wu Yan warmly beckoned her to sit. Wu Xianfei said: "Although you and my old classmates are so close, we have too little time to play together, and I am really happy to see you today." How are you doing now? How is your family treating you now? Is he still messing around outside?" Because Concubine Wu once met Zhu'er outside, Zhu'er also said in general that his husband was unfaithful to her, so at this time, Concubine Wu asked her like this.
Zhu'er heard her old classmates ask, and she told her the actual situation of their family. In the process of saying this, she couldn't help but shed tears, and she finally said: "If I hadn't conceived a child, I would have considered divorce, but now that I have a child, I don't dare to think so." Now my wish is to give birth to the child, slowly grow up and have a head to rely on, and don't think about anything else. Concubine Wu also shed some tears with Zhu'er.
Concubine Wu said sympathetically: "Alas, our women's lives are like this, marrying is like gambling, if you win a bet, even if you are lucky, if you lose the bet, this life will be very miserable." She looked at Zhu'er and said very seriously: "I haven't told you yet, in fact, I am not much better than you, on the surface, I am much better than you, because on the surface I and our one have a good job and a good income, but ordinary people don't know the details of our family." Concubine Wu's face sank, and she continued: "Although the one in our family doesn't prostitute, he wants to gamble." Don't look at him as a white-clothed guard, he is also very serious about his work, but his gambling addiction is also very serious. So I said, I'm not much better than you. ”
The two old classmates talked for a long time that day, and it was because Wu Xianfei's husband went to the card table on Sunday. So the two of them opened their hearts and confided in each other the grievances in their hearts and the sadness of the world. In the end, they respected each other and said goodbye with tears.
Although it is said that this Yu Hua is fooling around outside, as long as he gets home, he still behaves very well, and he will do anything. Because he can imagine that although his wife is blind and blind, she is like this when she has no way to do it, and she is also for the good of this family, if I still make her angry, it will be too unspeakable, and too much.
It's not that he can't think of things, but he can't change the good bite, and he is like a drug addict, as long as he walks on this path, it will be difficult to turn back.
However, there is still a regret in his heart that he can't be like-minded with his wife: he always feels that his wife is that kind of workaholic, and there is nothing else except for going to and from work, cooking, eating, and sleeping.
What he thinks is that a person should have a variety of hobbies, such as walking in the park together on weekends, and sometimes having fun and playing when the house is free. These are what my wife doesn't have, and she doesn't like it, she is the kind of person who is very traditional, very conservative and serious at all times, that is, she only knows how to do it, and she sleeps when she is tired of work.
And the most nerve-wracking thing is that she is always not interested in that thing, you come and go, she just doesn't even have the meaning of pandering. This really disappointed him, so he couldn't do without the empathetic and amorous Feng Chunhua outside.
This Sunday is January 21, 1990, which is the 25th day of the lunar calendar. On this day, Yu Hua slept lazily at home, his eldest didn't get up in the morning, and Zhu'er ignored him, so she went to Concubine Wu's place by everyone. This time, the old classmates had endless words to talk about, so Zhu'er was there with her, and continued to talk after lunch.
Yu Hua saw that Zhu'er hadn't come home in the afternoon, and he thought: You are so free, and I am also free. So, he went to Feng Chunhua. When he entered Feng Chunhua's house, he was shocked by the scene in front of him, and Feng Chunhua was crying to death on the bed at this time.
He threw himself on top of her and asked her what was going on and why she was so sad. Feng Chunhua sobbed for a long time before she spoke, she sobbed and said, "That Wang Yongxiang of our family capsized and died, you see what I will do in this life." No wonder he came back a long time ago, but he hasn't come back until now this year, and last night, last night, the top came to inform me that they went to sea more than a month ago, and they encountered a hurricane when they went to sea, and all the people, people and boats on their boat sank into the sea. She was still crying.
At this time, although Yu Hua felt a little sorry for her loss of her husband, there was a trace of joy in his heart. He likes to be with Feng Chunhua now, and he won't have any scruples like before, this Feng Chunhua is now owned by him alone.
He also knew that Feng Chunhua was rich, and Feng Chunhua herself revealed to him that his husband had been out for three years, and he bought two street houses in the first year. In the next two years, most of the money was deposited in the bank except for her alone. She said that to be honest, the interest on the money was basically enough for her to spend alone.
So this Feng Chunhua has never asked Yu Hua to use money, and she doesn't need him to use money. She knows that he has a family, and if there is a family member who has financial problems, and the other party knows that you have spent the money on your lover, then the family will not be able to sustain itself.
She doesn't want to see her mistress lose, she just hopes that she and her lover will be good for a long time. She is not greedy for money, she is only greedy for this little white face that can eat a mouthful of it. So she often thinks like this: How did I get this hobby? That's from my first time, my first time was too casual, so I can't stop talking. Who let the playboy in my hometown want to get me, I was so interested in this all of a sudden.
However, Feng Chunhua at this moment is really too sad, because without her husband, she has no financial resources. Although she is cheating, having her husband is there, it is like having a pillar standing at home, which makes people feel safe. My husband moistens this home like the thin flowing water, and he will also let you live at home with peace of mind and leisurely peace of mind.
What makes her most sad is that she didn't give birth to her husband, even if she gives birth to a daughter, she has a support. It is precisely because there is no childbearing that I feel empty in my heart and am willing to fall, so I can't control the spring love and can't hold the sex, if I have children, maybe I won't indulge myself like now.
At this time, she thought: What will I do in the future?
At this time, Yu Hua thought that he was using his so-called "love" to appease her, he hugged her tightly and said: "Honey, don't be so sad, now this has become a fact, it won't work if you vomit anymore, there is still me here, I will be better to you." Feng Chunhua got rid of him, she sat up again, she heard him say this, her anger really didn't come to a place, she stood up and shouted: "What can you give me, can you support me? Can you give me so much money a year? Can you let me live in peace and stability? You can't do anything, you can't do anything, your little money is not enough to feed your family, you have no ability at all." You only know, you only know ....... When she said that she was approaching that they had a common "hobby", she stopped and continued to whimper and cry.
She yelled like this, but he was stunned, he sat there and thought: Yes, I am incompetent, I earn this salary, eat some cigarettes and drink some wine, although there is still so much left, but my wife doesn't care about it and doesn't want me, I don't know why I still don't have a lot of money at hand after I have been married for so long. Since the beginning of this Feng Chunhua network (net up: good meaning), although she doesn't want me to use money, I always can't buy such and such things to please her. In addition, sometimes I eat such and such snacks outside and buy some clothes that look good, and the money is spent casually at hand, so it is difficult to round the money at hand. In a few moments, my wife will have a baby, which means that money will be used for money, and it is a little wrong for me to be so slow.
Thinking of this, he seemed to understand why Feng Chunhua was so sad when she lost her husband, and thought of himself, as a husband, why he didn't pay attention to the family.
Later, he still boiled supper for Feng Chunhua and boiled boiling water, and after his repeated persuasion, Feng Chunhua's grief eased slightly. But Feng Chunhua didn't have that interest at all that day, and in the end, Yu Hua went home disappointed.