Xiaoyu listened to Zhu'er saying this, and he kept pondering. His first reaction was: How good it is now, we are now free to play together, without any scruples. When you have a good match, you will not be so free, and your mind will run to that person, how can I adapt to it?

The root of his idea is that since he met Zhu'er at a young age, Zhu'er has been both lonely and simple. When they first met, Zhu'er had just lost Ah Qiang and was frustrated, and it was at that time that he met Zhu'er. Twenty years later, Pearl, who is on the verge of marriage again, meets her again. Therefore, he took advantage of Zhu'er's emptiness and loneliness, and in this time, he also filled her emptiness and loneliness.

Therefore, as soon as he heard about her, he was about to find refuge. In reverse, he realized that he might feel lonely again like her.

Although he has a wife, and his relationship with his wife is not bad. But when he and Zhu'er are together, they have long formed an inseparable dependence. And this dependence is difficult for him and her to give up. Because this kind of dependence is different from that of a husband and wife, but more than the kind of emotion between a husband and wife. Of course, this is something that no one who has experienced it first-hand. Perhaps, this is what people call confidants. And this relationship between him and her is better than a confidant. Because he and she are usually like father and daughter, brother and sister, and lovers. And his performance with her is both intimate and not ambiguous.

But then he thought: I really am too selfish to think about it. No matter how good I am with her, I haven't met again. As soon as I leave this time, it is possible that I will meet once in the future. When I see each other once in the year, I don't know if there is a delay, and it is not necessarily. Because everyone will have such and such unpredictable things happen. Except for seeing you once a year, how lonely and unbearable the other three hundred and dozens of days are. Besides, she has a partner and gets married, which won't affect our feelings, isn't our relationship the same? Therefore, he felt that he was really thinking inexplicably.

He said, "Listen to you, this man is like this." As long as he is sensible and reasonable, not that kind of weird temper, as long as he will respect people, that's fine. This second marriage is not easy to consider, and it is also good that you are classmates. And that Concubine Wu, she is also very good to you, she believes in this sunny monsoon. If you take your time and look at it, if there are no problems, it's settled. ”

"Well," said Pearl, "I always compare you to him, so I always feel that he is different from you. Therefore, I will worry about being with him in the future, and I am afraid that it will be difficult to adapt. ”

Xiaoyu smiled and said, "Compare me again, I have something." Besides, everyone is different, even the personalities of the twins will be different. ”

Zhu'er said: "That's it, I also told him, I also told him about my relationship with you, I also said that you are good, and I also said that you are good to me." I also said that I had to agree only if he had your approval. Also, if he doesn't have your favor, I can leave him at any time. She said it seriously.

Xiaoyu smiled helplessly. He said, "How can you say that? Where have you seen me, and where have you seen him again, are you not afraid that he will be angry and jealous?"

"I'm not afraid that he will be jealous, and he has no reason to be jealous. What I mean is for you to go and see how he's doing today, and you've got to show me. I'm also on the safe side. As people say, once you are bitten by a snake, you are afraid of the well rope for ten years. She looked at him, and she said it both naturally and crisply.

When they got off the bus in the city, it was almost seven o'clock, and they were in a hurry to find a bus to the farmhouse outside the southwest gate. In the urging call of her classmates along the way, Zhu'er had a hard time rushing to the party, and it was only a few minutes before eight o'clock when they arrived.

There were two large tables around the dining room, and the wine and food on the table had already been neatly arranged, and there were twenty or so students of pearl men and women, and they (they) had been waiting impatiently. Seeing the two of them coming, everyone stood up and greeted each other. Zhu'er specially introduced Xiaoyu to know the sunny monsoon, Xiaoyu looked at the sunny monsoon, he still felt that his impression of him was okay, and he felt that he was still more enthusiastic and meticulous about people. It's just that Zhu'er also said that his body is slightly worse than herself.

Then, everyone raised their glasses and moved chopsticks to eat. Xiaoyu's amount of wine is not large, but the first time on such an occasion, people mostly meet him for the first time, and it is also the first time to toast him, and he can't refuse it anyway. These twenty or so people are still the cups that are not big or small, that is, one person toasts a glass of beer. Even if you're not drunk, you're going to be swollen. Fortunately, it is easy to digest quickly when it is swollen, but the beer is still a little alcoholic. If you drink too much, you won't be drunk, and you'll still be dazed.

When Xiaoyu was faint and poked, his mouth was not covered. He said to the sunny monsoon in public: "Sunny monsoon, listen to me, Zhu'er is the best and best person in the world, you must be good to her." If you are a little sorry for her and let her be wronged, I will be unkind to you, and we will all be unkind to you ....... ”

He was drunk and said this, but everyone in the room agreed with him, and they all agreed that Zhu'er had a good heart, and her life was bitter, and they were all afraid that Zhu'er would be wronged again. At this time, the sunny monsoon was smiling with promises, which should bear everyone's meaning.

In the end, everyone was so drunk that they started singing again. A few male classmates dragged up the light rain and left, and a few female classmates who loved singing also came. Fortunately, they didn't drink anymore in the song hall, just ate melons and fruits and drank drinks or mineral water, and then they sang more and more soberly. When I came out of the song hall, it was already past twelve o'clock in the morning. When they said goodbye to this group of classmates, Zhu'er and Xiaoyu returned home, it was one o'clock in the morning.

Pearls collapsed on the sofa as soon as she entered the house, she meant to take a break and then wash her face and feet. Xiaoyu didn't want to move at this time because he was afraid of falling down, so he went to get a wash water. When he washed Zhu'er's face, she was embarrassed and embarrassed, but at his insistence, she accepted it. When he washed her feet, she snuggled up to him. Although this is not the first time, she still has that feeling of shyness in her heart, she just wants to refuse, but it is not easy to refuse. When he bent over to carry her to bed, she couldn't get any better. She took his hand and slowly stood up, and then both walked into her room. He accompanied her to the bedside, escorted her to the bed, and he covered her with the quilt. When he retreated, his hand withdrew from hers, and she only heard him gently close the door. Her drowsiness hadn't come on soon before the alcohol had completely cleared up, so she went into meditation.

At this time, in her mind, scene by scene reflected her and Xiaoyu's experience over the years: from that Ah Qiang's inexplicable disappearance. Then the light rain started at the beginning of the year, and he came naturally. Later, he handed over the note like a thief, and I sympathetically brought him food, and then wrote and communicated on the iron table, and then went to the May Day Xishanping to avoid the rain. Especially that North Star Park came back drunk, and he was so impressed with me. Because in that case, I was lying on his bed again. I am such a good yellow flower girl, not only does he not take advantage of others, but he is only thinking about my innocence. Because he was also drunk, he didn't go unconscious, and he stumbled so far away and carried me all the way, and he was relieved to leave me in the hands of my parents. Especially when he fell on the wall, that fall woke me up, and at that time, he made me so emotional, and I saw blood on his right forehead, and I was so heartbroken. As a result, the fall left a lifelong mark on his right forehead. Later, he also said that the little moon on his head was a monument to my relationship with him in this life. So in the past few years, every time I see his little moon, my heart is both moved and painful. That's because I can't be with him!

And many, many more in the following years. And especially tonight....... He was so good to me, but he always wanted to keep us innocent. I don't blame him if he doesn't keep us innocent, and I don't blame him even more if he keeps us innocent. But the strangest thing about me is that he doesn't want to think about it, I haven't had a private life for seventeen or eighteen years.

Thinking about this, I want to change the original intention I set for myself in the past, not to marry in a foreign country, but I can't destroy other people's good families. If I had that thought, I wouldn't be a good woman. I don't think he would have done that, even if I had that idea. Because he did that, he wasn't a good man anymore. If he is divorced and gets along with me, then I am not a good woman, and he is not a good man. Such a combination, I think it will definitely not last long. Because first of all we become two people without conscience. Can people without conscience stay together for a long time? Can people without conscience have good results?

So this is doomed, we can only be bosom friends in this life.

That is: according to his dream, we will be together for two lifetimes. According to my dream, my second marriage is surnamed Qing. Is that really the case......?

After meditating for a while, she finally fell asleep and entered the land of dreams. In her sleep, she had another strange dream, but when she woke up in the morning, the dream was not connected anyway.

Xiaoyu walked into his room, which was Zhu'er's son's room. He was also tired that day, so he fell down and went to sleep, and he slept until half past five, and then he habitually got up and went to the toilet. It was supposed to be time to get up and exercise, but I slept too late last night, and I wanted to sleep a little longer, and this sleep was a dream. He dreamed that as soon as he entered their Gui family, his grandson ran out to meet him. He held a small stick more than a meter long in his hand, stumbled towards him, he told him to slow down and not fall, when he came to him, he said solemnly: "Grandpa, this is the crutch I gave you, you are old, be careful to fall." ”

But he touched his head and said, "Grandpa is old? Grandpa, why don't I feel it yet!"

When he woke up, he was still thinking: Am I really old?

On this day, Zhu'er and Xiaoyu got up late, and she sent him to catch the afternoon train. At noon, the two of them had a light meal of potsticker dumplings next to the train station. When he came in, they were still the same gentle kiss that they were used to. This expresses his care and love for her, and her trust and reassurance in him.