Tang Zhi, who originally wanted to pay attention to the number of Jiang Dongliu's fans, forgot about his work after Jiang Dongliu started singing a few words, and his tense nerves relaxed unconsciously.

The deep eyes stared at Jiang Dongliu in the lens all the time.

Look at the change of every subtle expression of Jiang Dongliu.

Tang Zhi is not an expert in micro-expressions.

But from Jiang Dongliu's self-narrated poem-like interpretation, she delicately observed that Jiang Dongliu at this time was a little different from before.

He was also very involved when he sang "Meet" and "When a man loves a woman" before.

But that kind of investment, which is more like a professional performance input, is performing a musical work for everyone.

At this time, Jiang Dongliu seems to be using his works to show people his "hidden and unrevealed" inner world.

The contact with Jiang Dongliu was not long, but Tang Zhi sensed that Jiang Dongliu was always hiding something with a woman's sixth sense.

Whenever someone asks him some personal questions, he will talk nonsense, talking about him left and right, not wanting people to know about his past.

Tang Zhi once suspected that this guy had criminal experience, and secretly asked a friend in the bureau to check Jiang Dongliu's past resume.

Fortunately, Jiang Dongliu's resume is a blank sheet of paper and does not have any criminal record.

This made Tang Zhi put down half of his heart for the time being.

But Jiang Dongliu's strange sense of distance that seems to be close to reality and far away makes Tang Zhi always feel unsteady.

Their club gambled everything on Jiang Dongliu.

She didn't want Jiang Dongliu to have some moths on her side, causing their club to fall short.

So for work reasons, she very much wants to know all the past information of this strange uncle in detail, so as to help this uncle pave a more comfortable Avenue of Stars for him.

But the more she wanted to know about Jiang Dongliu, the farther away she felt from this guy.

The closer others get to him, the more obvious his dodge becomes.

On two occasions before, Tang Zhi put down his reserved figure and took the initiative to ask Jiang Dongliu to eat and chat alone, but he was rejected by Jiang Dongliu like a straight male cancer patient.

Tang Zhi really didn't understand what this guy wanted to do, let alone what he wanted.

After so much time, she still hasn't been able to get even a little closer to Jiang Dongliu.

This made her the vice president of the club quite frustrated.

But at this time, listening to Jiang Dongliu singing the song "Horses and Horses", she seemed to touch a soft area in his heart through Jiang Dongliu's strange appearance of laughing and scolding.

Relying on the bridge of music, she felt that she was closer to Jiang Dongliu for the first time.

Although this is a hazy touch, she delicately observed that Jiang Dongliu had a lot of bitterness hidden in her heart.

Tang Zhi's woman has a very keen sixth sense and a strong musical insight.

Jiang Dongliu sang this song "Horses and Horses", and his heart was full of sentimentality touched by the music, and he sang it purely with feeling, which was completely different from the mentality of singing other songs before.

Although he sang in the Changde dialect at this time, all that came to his mind was his childhood past.

Life is full of mixed tastes.

Most people have an innocent childhood, and a young age is frivolous and fearless.

These two phases are also the happiest periods in most people's lives.

As we grow older and experience increases, what is deposited in the hearts of adults is often scars, not happiness.

Happy moments always pass by with a smile.

The sad past is always lingering in the hearts of people.

Most people have no choice but to live as adults.

Whether you are poor or rich, the accumulated scars of the years will leave an indelible shadow of pain in your heart.

Let you in the happiest time, there is also a sad and obscure side.

I believe that no person's happiness in adulthood can be compared to childhood.

How beautiful childhood is, people often don't really understand it until after they have passed.

When I was a child, a broken plastic bag or a few foreign paintings could make you play happily for an afternoon.

There is no reason for that joy, but it is incomparable.

When you become an adult, even if you have a daughter in front of you, you will carry more anxiety and pressure.

This is true of all mortals, let alone those who have suffered so much from life.

Unfortunately, Jiang Dongliu grew up in the midst of great hardships in life.

Da Zhang Wei has a saying that is excellent: laugh out loud in order not to cry.

Jiang Dongliu's perverse and funny all the time is a helpless battle in the face of suffering in the past in order not to cry or laugh.

His life, with only childhood and a brief period of adolescence, was completely happy.

After the age of 17, his life was full of blood, tears and thorns.

He has survived these unbearable hardships and thorns in his life.

That year, their family was devastated.

The family had a car accident together.

My brother is gone.

Mom is crippled.

Dad was depressed.

Grandpa also died of illness not long after.

His happy life was completely overturned at the moment of the car accident.

In fact, before this, behind the seemingly happy and harmonious family of their family, they had already endured the death of the times.

It's just that he's too young to understand.

He was born in 1993.

At that time, the country's family planning policy was still very strict.

In the center of a big city like the imperial capital, it is almost impossible to secretly have a second child.

At that time, his father worked in the system, and he was a small sesame official.

Her mother was a primary school music teacher.

Under the training of his mother's stick, the elder brother showed his piano genius at the age of three or four, and won awards in the city at the age of five.

Grandparents, grandparents, and grandparents are all in good health.

Their family enjoyed the joy of family, and their small life could be said to be smooth, happy and contented.

But his chance appearance changed the good life of their family dramatically.

His mother realized she was three months pregnant when she realized she was pregnant.

Looking at his adult-like baby appearance in the B ultrasound, his mother was reluctant to beat him off.

Their family is kind by nature, and they don't want him to die like this.

So he had to sacrifice his father's job.

The family was under pressure and let him fall to the ground.

His father was unsurprisingly dismissed from the unit, from a small official of the people to a hard-working little boss who opened a grocery store at the mouth of the alley.

The small shop opened by his family is called "Fengyun Grocery Store", which is so domineering when it sounds like a name, but this is just the family's expectation of their brothers.

Jiang Dongliu grew up in the alley of the front store and the back house, and he could eat snacks from the grocery store every day, and how beautiful that childhood was, I believe that children who have never opened a grocery store can't imagine it.

Although at that time there were always some naughty children who called him a little girl, laughed at him and disgusted him with all kinds of joking titles.

But with his eldest brother, who is five years older than him, supporting him, and his own fists are really hard.

In the wars of his childhood about the reputation of boys, he experienced more of the joy of victory.

His grandmother left early.

He was just remembering his grandmother and was gone.

Regarding the death of his relatives, he just cried a lot in his childhood, and it didn't cause him too much trouble.

I remember that after my grandmother left, every summer he would go from his home in the Drum Tower to his grandmother's house in the north of Anhe Bridge and spend some time at his grandmother's house.

He still remembers how cute the little lacquered wooden horse that his grandfather, who was a carpenter, gave him with his own hands.

I remember the first time I rode that little wooden horse, the paint hadn't dried yet, and he couldn't wait to get up on his crotch, still riding with his bare buttocks.

As a result, it was stained with green paint and washed for a week.

At that time, he was nicknamed "green-butted little ghost" by his family, he was very angry, his apple face was always bulging and round, and his little eyes were very cute.

Now singing "Horses and Horses" to recall that childhood past, recall the kind smile of grandparents, and recall the expression of his mother and brother who deliberately angered him, it is really a kind of happy illusion like a dream.

It's a pity that dreams always wake up.

Happiness is also not as eternal as sadness.

Happiness has an end.

The small turning point in their family's happiness probably started when he wanted to change his name.

That incident was the beginning of his awakening to self-awareness.

Under the influence of his brother, the small flame of rebellion in his heart began to burn slowly.

But what really annoyed the adults in the family was his big brother who had completely entered the rebellious period.

His brother was originally the little prince of the piano in their family, and he was cultivated by his mother since he was a child.

When he was in elementary school, his brother won all the juvenile piano awards in the city, and he was a well-known musical talent in the Gulou area.

But perhaps the stick discipline he received as a child was too strict, and the pressure brought to him by fame was too great.

After entering junior high school, his brother suddenly let go of himself, fell in love with Nirvana, became obsessed with rock and roll, and changed from a little piano prince to a little rock hooligan.

Since then, his mother's whip can no longer drive his brother to practice the piano steadily, and the electric guitar has become his brother's favorite.

It was also from that time that the eldest brother, who dared to insist on self-rebellious resistance in the mixed doubles of his parents, became Jiang Dongliu's spiritual idol in his youth.