(xxvi)

On the morning of February 14, 1989, when Zhu'er opened the door of the small workshop, she looked around at the machines and the tools on the shelves, as well as the good and unfinished parts on them.

She was thinking in her heart, why didn't Xiaoyu come yet, it is said that those who are far away should have arrived first, because Yuanyuan should have come here the day before. She looked at his bed in the corner of the room again, but the bed was bare, which should not be even worse, because the weather just after the Spring Festival, it is impossible not to cover the quilt, right?

Pearl's heart was immediately worried, and then she went to pick up the hanging work clothes. As she walked past the iron table, she saw a note pressed on it. She looked at the note, and her heart sank.

Then she sat on the empty bed in a daze like a god. Her mind was blank, she didn't even know what was going on, she couldn't figure out what she was thinking, she didn't know what to think, and she didn't know what to think. She only felt that her body was empty, like a balloon hanging from a thread in mid-air, and her whole body had no weight.

It took a while for her to come back to her senses, and she remembered the gentle hug and kiss they had given when they parted that day. The hug and kiss made her think a lot, and she thought: how can we come so naturally and so measured, how are you like a roundworm in my stomach. My intention was to be best friends or brothers and sisters in our lives, and I didn't want us to cross that line. Precisely, our hug is the two of us can't help but move at the same time, and the light kiss you give me is also something I naturally can't ask for slightly, how do you know what I expect, how can you do just right, isn't this a heart-to-heart connection? Thinking of these sweet places, she sat there alone and smiled.

But she realized right away that I was the only one working here today. This kind of loneliness, this loneliness, it will take a long time to get used to, and her mood suddenly falls back to sadness.

She thought again: If there is no such light rain, it is also a good time? This person, I just don't understand, once this person gets along and has feelings, it is really difficult to forget it. But a lot of people don't have feelings even if they're together, and the kind of feelings I'm talking about are certainly not exactly (that) feelings. This proves what people say, things gather by like, and people are grouped.

Let's take Xiaoyu didn't come here before, before he came here, the boss called someone to come to me for an apprenticeship, but at that time, the boss didn't make it clear that he would learn from me, in fact, they were all the same. The young man who came at that time was just whatever, and I couldn't establish a relationship with him, even though he was younger and more lively than Xiaoyu, we just couldn't play well.

Maybe one day, the boss will call a new apprentice, and I'll have to keep silent anyway, so as not to mess up my heart.

Sure enough, a few days later, the boss arranged for a new apprentice, and Zhu'er's heart sank to the bottom of the sea, and suddenly returned to the indifference of Xiaoyu when she first came, or even worse.

It didn't take long for Zhu'er's mother to do everything possible to find someone to introduce Zhu'er to her boyfriend. Because on the day she asked Zhu'er to accompany her to buy clothes, she saw the scene of her daughter's gaffe, and she was very worried about her daughter, after all, her daughter will be twenty-six years old in a few months.

That man was not far from Zhu'er, and he lived on the street at the foot of the mountain in Zhu'er's hometown. He walked to the Jixiang Department Store, which was a little closer than Zhu'er's current home to the Jixiang Department Store.

The man's name was Yu Hua, he was of medium height, his appearance was average, he was also a high school graduate, and he worked as a custodian in a nearby department store. He took over his father's class when his father retired, and he and Zhu'er were one year, and it was also 63 years, but he was in his older month.

When she saw him for the first time, Zhu'er looked at him quietly like a white-faced scholar, and he didn't talk much. In some ways, it really looks a bit like Keong's appearance before. Listening to the introducer, how simple he is, how honest he is, and how easy his work is. Zhu'er thought: Now that I'm my age, the age of picking others has passed, and now people don't pick me. Besides, my parents are also worried about my affairs, and if I don't agree, I don't know how long it will take me to get this next opportunity. Alas, now that Xiaoyu is gone, if he is here, I will ask him to give me a staff officer, I think he is still very smart. She thought about it for a while, and finally agreed to this family business.

In the comings and goings between Zhu'er and Yu Hua since then, it is ordinary, and there is no vigorous love as people say, and there is no quarrel. Zhu'er thought: Whoever cares, people, just just live a plain life, those who are dear and loving, are only in the movie. In real life, which family is also busy with the livelihood of each family, especially ordinary people like us.

It didn't take long for Zhu'er to get married, and after getting married, she quit her previous job in the small factory. Because there are many large and small factories in this city, as long as there is craftsmanship, it is better to find a job. She is now working in this factory, although it is farther than before, but it is very convenient to catch the bus, from the house is the station, to get off at the end of twenty or thirty meters into the factory, in the middle is four stations away. Coincidentally, his husband was also on the way, but he got off the train one stop ahead of her. To say that they (she) can commute to and from work every day during that time period.

But things didn't go as planned, and when they got married, Yu Hua's father made him a new house with this house, so his father didn't live with them. Before and in the early days of marriage, Na Yuhua's performance was still relatively good, and he would also cook and do some housework. Zhu'er felt that this was still very good, although she saw that Yu Hua was not as considerate as when Xiaoyu was with her, but at that time, she and Xiaoyu were just friendships after all, and within the scope of friendship, they were all reflecting their own goodness, so they would feel more warm. Now two people have been together for a lifetime, so it is enough to live peacefully and peacefully, and do not remember the shortcomings of others, everyone will have his strengths and weaknesses. In charge of him, people only have this life and admit it.

After getting married, Zhu'er and Yu Hua cleaned up on time every morning and went to work all the way, and at noon, Yu Hua went home to cook first. After work in the afternoon, they (she) only have part of the time to get the car together, and most of the time Zhu'er goes back first, so they are used to it for a long time.

I don't think it's the end of 1990, at this time, Zhu'er's belly is gradually pregnant, and she is almost four months pregnant. At this time, Yu Hua got off work a lot in the afternoon, and he didn't go home for a long time, and sometimes he even came back late at night. This made Zhu'er very puzzled, she thought: You are just a custodian, you are scheduled to leave work at half past six in the afternoon, and you should be home before seven o'clock, but you often come back at eight or nine o'clock. Let's just say that sometimes there are special circumstances, waiting for the next shipment, or taking inventory of these, that is the individual time, and now it has become a time to come back early. Don't you want to think that I'm so pregnant now, and I'm not tired of cooking and doing housework when I come back from work?

She thought about it, but she couldn't find the reason why he came back late, and she didn't want to ask him, because her own personality was the same, and she didn't like others to take care of her business, so she didn't want to care about other people's business. She has always been very conscious in what she does, and she wants him to be conscious. It should be said that the current situation is that when I see that my wife has a big belly, I should take the initiative to become more and more diligent, but now I am becoming lazier and lazier than before.

Pearl's heart is doubtful, she still wants to figure things out and see what is going on. One afternoon after work, she simply walked a stop and walked to the door of this big department store, where both doors were open. She knew that the warehouse was at the back of the low, and this went to the back of the low, which was a dam two feet wide on the side of the department store.

Zhu'er slowly walked past the dam while watching, at this time, the front department store was still at its most lively, but the back of it was empty. At this time, the iron door in front of the warehouse was hidden, which made Zhu'er think that since she got off work, the door should be locked.

So, she gently pushed away the slit that could only allow her to enter, and she went in. The door to the storeroom was locked, but next to the door was a small room for miscellaneous items. Its front window was closed, and Pearls walked over softly, and she sensitively heard a voice.......

When she approached the small window on the side with her light feet, the unbearable scene, and the soft whining sound, made her dizzily close her eyes and stand there.

She came to her senses after about a minute, but she still didn't want to intervene in the scene that had left her grief-stricken. So she turned around and wanted to go to the open field in front of her. In the panic of turning around, he knocked down a big broom, and the small noise scattered the two people in the hut who were destroying their souls.

Yu Hua ran out undressed, holding Zhu'er with a slightly upright stomach with both hands, he knelt on the ground and pretended, nodded and pecked his head to Zhu'er for mercy: "Wife, forgive me, I will never have this kind of thing in the future." He kept repeating. Zhu'er was Mumu's belly in her hand, and she walked towards the station step by step.