Standing at the corner of the door, looking at the few people playing cards there, Yang Xiaofan's eyes instantly turned red, and he was even more dazed.

looked at the eleven-year-old, eldest sister Yang Na.

Nine-year-old brother Yang Hong.

Seven-year-old third sister Yang Xia.

Uncle in his twenties.

Yang Xiaofan's mind kept flashing over the fate of his brothers and sisters in the future.

When the eldest sister finished junior high school, because the family was in the most difficult time, she was not in a position to go to school.

Later, he went to Guangzhou to work.

Later, she married to the north, far away from her hometown.

Just like her people, far away from this corrupt home.

When he got married, Yang Xiaofan didn't even know, let alone participated.

It seems that no one in the family participated.

No, no one knows.

Later, the eldest sister brought a one-year-old child back, and only then did she know that she was married.

At that time, he was young, he was not sensible, and he didn't think much about it, but when he grew up and wandered outside for a few years, Yang Xiaofan understood how much his eldest sister hated this family.

Big brother, a person who has been harmed by the ancient puzzle film.

Since childhood, he has been bold and dares to play anything.

Very naughty.

When I was in elementary school, I dared to skip class and go to the wilderness.

Stealing money or something is even more commonplace.

So often beaten.

Due to various problems, I didn't finish elementary school, so I went out to mingle.

Yang Xiaofan will never forget that he and his brother were staying at a distant relative's house at that time.

The nine-year-old brother didn't come back for a week, and he was out with a group of young people!

At that time, Yang Xiaofan didn't understand, but when he grew up, he rolled over these childhood memories.

only to understand that it turned out to be a kind of resistance to fate of the old brother.

It's a pity that under the strong oppression of fate, the old brother slowly smoothed out the water chestnut.

No, maybe it has become a person who is obsessed with the glory of the past.

When I meet people, I like to blow, brag about how beautiful my family used to be, and say that my uncles are so unrighteous that they sink in.

However, fortunately, the eldest brother can speak well, and he is thick-skinned, so he is still very good at chasing girls or something.

Later, I found a very beautiful girl and got married, but because I didn't have any money.

Basically, there is a small quarrel every three days, and there is a divorce once a week, but every time there is no separation.

My brother's wedding, for various reasons, I didn't even go to it!

The third sister and I were lucky, when we finished junior high school, our family happened to be quite passable, so we were able to finish high school.

With a certain amount of knowledge, although it is not much, it is quite useful in those days.

No, although the third sister is also married far away from Hangzhou, she is far away from home.

However, she was not as stupid as her eldest sister and married someone who was not very rich.

Instead, I found a family that was okay to go.

has a house and a car, and is an only child in addition.

On the whole, the third sister should be happy!

Fortunately, I attended the wedding of the third sister by myself, otherwise I would not have been to the wedding of the four brothers and sisters!

How sad that is!

The two sisters married away from home, and the elder brother and sister-in-law did not return home all year round.

At that time, I was young and ignorant, and I didn't understand, but later I realized that they hated this family, and they wanted to escape from this family.

They are now far away, or they are away all year round.

Just like Yang Xiaofan when he grew up, he also hated, and he also wanted to escape from that home.

So he is away all the year round and rarely goes back to his hometown.

Why does a good home become like this?

Every night in the dead of night, Yang Xiaofan kept thinking about this question in his heart!

When I was a child, all the problems I had were all my parents.

Because I didn't have the power to change anything at that time.

Just a child, you can only pin your hopes on your parents.

It's a pity that my parents are really muddy, and it only takes a while to attach to the wall, and then they fall apart.

It's better to lie on the ground safely at the beginning, so that you won't fall so badly!

When I grew up, all the problems appeared in me.

Own cowardice!

Own incompetence!

I don't have the ability to do it myself!

I can't change this family, so who can be blamed for this, only I blame myself for not being able to.

Hehe, this is a so-called vicious circle!

Parents didn't teach the next generation well, no, they didn't teach at all, what do you expect him to do when he grows up!

was tumbling the bits and pieces of the past, and with the rolling of memories, Yang Xiaofan couldn't control his emotions and couldn't help sobbing softly.

This unusual sound naturally quickly attracted the attention of the four people who were playing cards.

Looking for the source of the sound, they saw Yang Xiaofan crying there, and they joked for a while:

"Hehe, I'm scared and crying again!

What a coward. ”

"My little brother is really a crying bag. ”

"Crybaby. ”

…………。

"I was scared to cry again!

All right.

Don't cry, there's nothing to be afraid of.

We're not all like that.

Come and sit down!"

The above words are what my uncle said to Yang Xiaofan.

After finishing speaking, he didn't care about Yang Xiaofan with the above words.

Of course, Yang Na, they are the same.

After making fun of Yang Xiaofan before, he ignored Yang Xiaofan, who was still crying.

Yang Xiaofan's crying In their opinion, Yang Xiaofan was scared to cry, because Yang Xiaofan was afraid of the dark at that time, so he was often scared to cry.

They were all used to this kind of situation, so after making a few jokes about Yang Xiaofan, they didn't pay attention to him, but continued to play their cards.

Yang Xiaofan didn't hear their words at all, he was crying selflessly at the moment!

In this way, the four of them were playing cards there, and Yang Xiaofan was crying there.

After a while, Yang Xiaofan wiped his face casually, ignored the four people playing cards, and walked out directly.

At this moment, Yang Xiaofan still thinks he is in a dream!

So he ignored his sister and brother, and he was afraid that if he talked to them, he would get out of this dream that was so real.

Because he really wants to stay in this dream a little longer!

Walking out, Yang Xiaofan's eyes saw the street outside, and there were many pedestrians at the moment, swaying in twos and threes.

Opposite is a roast duck shop, but it has closed early, and at this moment I can only see a sign that reads:

Old-fashioned roast duck.

Then came the closed door.

As I kept walking forward, I came to the door.

Yang Xiaofan's vision was not restricted, he could see the appearance of the entire street and hear the words of those pedestrians passing by him.

This is a street that is not very big, a street that is not rotten or bad, and whether it is good or not.

At the moment, there are three or three shops, which are only open, and the others are closed.

It's just like the pedestrians, so rare.

As a result, the whole street seems to be unpopular!

Looking at this extremely strange and unfamiliar street, Yang Xiaofan was really in a trance.

A cool breeze headed towards Yang Xiaofan, and was blown by this cool wind, Yang Xiaofan, who was only weak at the moment, couldn't help coughing slightly.

At the same time, he also regained consciousness.

Such a real feeling, such a real feeling, at this moment, Yang Xiaofan couldn't believe that he was still in a dream.

But with such a small body, and only seven, nine, and eleven years old brothers and sisters behind him, Yang Xiaofan really couldn't convince himself for a while, he was not in a dream at the moment!

Could it be that you, the more than ten years of life you have gone through are dreams!

Hehe, in the face of such a situation, Yang Xiaofan couldn't help but think of the rebirth in the novel.

This is the end of my mind.

Yang Xiaofan couldn't help but pinch himself fiercely!

Hiss!

It hurts!

It's how the body feels.

But Yang Xiaofan's heart didn't hurt at all, only endless surging!

There's no going to waste too much time.

I saw Yang Xiaofan quickly looking behind him, looking for something on the wall.

On an ancient clock, Yang Xiaofan knew that it was more than eleven o'clock in the evening.

No wonder there are no pedestrians on the streets, and few shops are open.

It's a pity that this is not what he was looking for.

His gaze shifted to what he was looking for.

Calendar!

A half-torn calendar, which reads:

August 9th, 1998.

Seeing such a point in time, Yang Xiaofan couldn't help but deeply open his memory and recall many vague things when he was a child.

But at this moment, Yang Xiaofan's heart is really chaotic, and he thinks about everything:

I'm still dreaming?

Am I really back in 1998?

I can change my life.

I can live that frustrated life without having to.

I know the general trend of the world, and it is difficult for me not to be rich!

Your life is about to rise!

You can have many women in the future.

You can live a life of singing and singing every night, and being drunk with gold.

You will have a lot of money to squander!

and other messy thoughts, kept rolling in Yang Xiaofan's heart, making him unable to calm down at all.

After a long time, Yang Xiaofan finally suppressed the messy thoughts in his heart and began to clearly sort out his current situation.

I kept recalling in my heart:

"In 1998!

If I remember correctly, that is, in this year, because my parents gambled all day long, I owed a lot of money, and finally had to run away!

Families are torn apart.

The elder brother and himself were fostered in the house of distant relatives in a ravine.

The two older sisters are in their hometown, raised by their grandparents.

Afraid that someone will come to collect debts, and parents are far away from home.

Since then, the whole family has begun a dark journey.

At the moment, I am still there, and everything is still here.

If you go to that ravine with your brother, no matter how you know the general trend of the world, you will have no ability, and you will have nowhere to do it!

In 1998, in the ravines and ravines, there were all a group of wise old farmers, all of whom were unreasonable, except for being arrogant or arrogant.

Even if you have great ability, you can only cry out in vain when you are six years old!

If you remember well, at most in September, your family will start a journey.

Because I had just started kindergarten for a few days at the time, I had just played well with the same table.

As a result, my parents ran away with the four of us siblings that night!

Although I don't remember that day, according to the calculation of time, there will be a month at most, and my parents will definitely take us on a journey again!

How can I save this family in a month!"

I took a look at my small body, which was only six years old.

Hehe.

Yang Xiaofan smiled helplessly: "It's really powerless!"

It's really too small, with such a small body, it really can't do anything!"

As for changing his parents and persuading his parents not to gamble or anything, Yang Xiaofan never had a trace of such a thought in his heart.

After more than ten years of life, Yang Xiaofan, who knows the nature of his parents, knows very deeply that gambling on this kind of thing has penetrated into the bone marrow of his parents.

They are like gambling on advanced cancer, they are uncomfortable if they don't gamble for a day, and they can't live if they don't gamble for a day.

There were a lot of gambling debts here, and my parents ran away.

There are still 3,000 nails in the so-called broken ship.

I heard that my parents still had tens of thousands of yuan on them at that time!

In 1998, I ran away, and there were still tens of thousands of dollars!

What is this concept, you know!

In 1998, when the monthly salary was two or three hundred, the house price was only two thousand, and many places did not have the concept of commercial housing.

Do you know what tens of thousands of dollars are?

Rich, very rich!

Later, I heard that my parents, who were carrying tens of thousands of yuan, went to Wuzhou to engage in fruit wholesale.

Seeing all the adults here, you must think that your parents have changed their ways and stopped gambling!

Hehe, it's all fake, they're going to engage in fruit wholesale and it's not fake, but they're even crazier in gambling.

I heard that they gambled for several days and nights, and squandered the three thousand nails of the rotten ship.

That's not all, but later I heard that my father went back to his hometown and asked my grandmother for a thousand yuan, saying that he was going to do business.

Hehe, grandma didn't say a word, but in a blink of an eye, a few days later, my father went back to ask grandma for money!

You all know where your father's money went!

Yes, the gambler has lost it all again.

This incident was later, I listened to what my mother said, and I was already in high school when I heard about it.

At that time, I was so angry that I couldn't sleep for several days!

My heart kept rolling, how could there be such a father!

I really wanted to pry his head open and see that it was full of mud.

Otherwise, why would my father be so rotten!

As a son of man, I knew such a thing, and I couldn't sleep for days, and my grandmother, who was a mother, heard my father say it herself, and he lost all his money.

The kind of heart-wrenching feeling of complete despair and death for my father may only be understood by my grandmother, who is a mother!

I don't know, how many times did grandma cry and wet the pillow for this?

Knowing this, I realized why my grandmother didn't like our family very much, and she always quarreled with my mother.

It turned out that she was angry with her mother and father.

All of the above are all heard about.

As for the true or false in it, Yang Xiaofan doesn't know.

However, when I was in elementary school, I went to my parents' place to play every summer vacation.

I saw it with my own eyes, the two of them are really, in addition to work, they are basically playing mahjong!

As for taking the four of their brothers and sisters to play or something, there was only one time in Yang Xiaofan's memory!

All the other memories, Yang Xiaofan went to play mahjong in addition to them, or went to play mahjong.

On the way to bet, parents really let go of themselves!

After hearing so much, and witnessing it with your own eyes for more than ten years, you said, how did Yang Xiaofan open his mouth to persuade his parents not to gamble or anything.

How could he believe that his parents would listen to him and not gamble!

Hehe, at this moment, Yang Xiaofan would rather believe that there are ghosts in the world, and he will never believe that his parents do not gamble.

Parents are unreliable, they are young, they can't do anything, they can't change anything, at this point, Yang Xiaofan can be said to be sweating profusely!

For a while, I didn't know what to do.

The whole person couldn't help but drift up.

Inadvertently glanced at the uncle who was playing cards with his brothers and sisters, Yang Xiaofan couldn't help but pass in his heart:

"Uncle!

By the way, how did I forget my uncle.

Parents are unreliable, they are too young to do things, and it is inconvenient for them to do things, so they can be brought forward by their uncle!

Although my uncle hasn't read any books, he is still quite reliable.

Like myself, I don't like alcohol, don't gamble, and don't smoke much.

As for women or something, I really don't know, but I can be very clear that my uncle likes women.

After his family ran away from Zhanzhou City, I heard that my brother-in-law married a girl here.

Later, he made a flour stall to make a living.

After years of hard work, he built a six-storey house, lived on the second floor, and rented out all the above, and became a charter company.

The little life is not bad. ”

The uncle's message flashed in his heart, and Yang Xiaofan decided, so he asked the uncle to come forward to do things for himself, and he guided behind him.

With this in mind, Yang Xiaofan couldn't help but start thinking about how to let his uncle listen to him completely, instead of treating him as a child.

Yang Xiaofan began to think about the advantages he had.

Now I am still a proper rich second generation, which is very useful.

It's a pity that I'm too young now, and what I say will be treated as a joke by others.

Thinking about it, in addition to the advantage that he is now a rich second generation, Yang Xiaofan couldn't think of any other advantages that could make his uncle listen to him.

Before Yang Xiaofan could think about it, Yang Xiaofan was approached by him, and his uncle's voice interrupted the chaotic thoughts.

"It seems that your parents don't know how to come back tonight!

I'll see you later, Sister Na and you will spend the night here.

I'll take your brother and them back to Second Street to sleep. ”

After that, the uncle didn't wait for Yang Xiaofan to say anything, so he divided the other doors by two, and closed all the other doors, only the middle door, which was not closed.

Then Yang Xiaofan heard that his brother-in-law beckoned his brother and third sister to go with him.

When passing by Yang Xiaofan, the elder brother and the third sister also showed a hip-hop expression and said to Yang Xiaofan:

"Coward. ”

"Sluggs. ”

Hearing these two childish voices, Yang Xiaofan's mind was full of thoughts at the moment, how to let his uncle listen to his words, so he didn't pay attention to them at all.

For Yang Xiaofan like this, the uncle still thought he was childish, so he didn't think much about it.

As for the elder brother and the third sister, the two of them are a little kid now, and they don't think much about it.

After a while, without saying goodbye, the uncle closed the door in the middle!

Yes, in this space, only Yang Xiaofan and eldest sister Yang Na are left.

The eldest sister, who is eleven years old, basically knows a lot of things, so she hates her parents very much.

Seeing that Yang Xiaofan was still there, motionless, I saw that Yang Na didn't say any more nonsense, came over and pulled Yang Xiaofan, and walked to the attic where Yang Xiaofan had just come down.

"Little brother!

told you not to watch so many ghost movies, you still watch them.

Yes, now I'm afraid of the dark and ghosts.

You don't even know how to say hello to me!"

Hearing such words, Yang Xiaofan really didn't know how to say it, so he simply didn't speak in the end.

Anyway, whatever she said, the eldest sister thought she was scared, so she cried, and she didn't say much.

It's better to keep silent.

As I said, as a person in his twenties, Yang Xiaofan didn't know how to communicate with his eleven-year-old eldest sister at this moment.

At this moment, Yang Xiaofan was really annoyed, so he didn't want to talk even more.

Yes, it's just annoying!

According to his uncle's attitude towards him just now, the kind of appearance that is completely right is just a child, what kind of good mood is this called Yang Xiaofan!

Especially when he thought that if he couldn't change this family or anything, at most, he would go to that ravine with his brother for a month or two, and Yang Xiaofan's mood would be even worse!

walked to the door of the attic, and didn't hear Yang Xiaofan's words for a long time, Yang Na couldn't help but look at him.

Seeing Yang Xiaofan's frowning face, she was the same as her brother-in-law, and thought that Yang Xiaofan was childish there!

So without saying much, he turned off the lights casually, and took Yang Xiaofan to the attic.

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