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Feng Chunhua found an inconspicuous corner to sit down anxiously, she was afraid that the "husband" would suddenly appear in front of her. Now her stomach is full, but on the night of the middle of August in the lunar calendar, she felt colder and colder the deeper the night with only two single clothes on her body, and her teeth were cold and crackling in the corner. From time to time, she watched the wall clock on the wall of the waiting room slowly jump minute by minute, and finally reached one o'clock in the middle of the night.

After getting on the train, she was really relieved, on the crowded train, it was not as cold as the spacious waiting room before. She had bought a standing ticket, and she was still sitting in a corner, and she leaned on her side and closed her eyes in exhaustion, she really wanted to sleep quietly.

In her sleep, she dreamed again that the human trafficker's hippie smile was going to take her away, she wanted her to go far to the province to live a better life, and she shouted and refused her. After she danced for a while, when she looked at the trafficker again, why was she not a human trafficker, but the trafficker suddenly became the two hungry ghosts sleeping on two-thirds of the kang. The two hungry ghosts also grabbed her with a hippie smile and asked her to snuggle up to the two of them.

In a burst of weak resistance and panic, she woke up with a wow, and when she woke up, she felt that her cold sweat soaked through her clothes.

Her exclamation summoned many pairs of strange eyes, some of them were puzzled, some were dismissive, some did not feel anything, and some of them were sympathetic.

After waking up from the dream, Feng Chunhua calmed down, she went to the toilet, and stood and looked out the window again. After a while, she felt a pain in her stomach, and she thought to herself: this was probably the sweat and rain of yesterday morning, and she was frightened, running and tired, and then she was very hungry and had a full meal, and this night was cold again, and then her clothes were wet in her dreams. This is the first time in my life that I have suffered such a sin.

Then she sat quietly, forcing her mind to be clear, and she suppressed the pain with a few breaths. At this time, what she was thinking about was the beauty of her hometown and the warmth of home, and she once again made up her mind: she must be a good person and love her family when she goes back.

Thinking of going back, she was shocked to think that she only had more than five cents on her body, and it was still the morning after dawn, and the car would not arrive at the station until tomorrow morning, and she would have to catch a car for two yuan and three cents when she arrived at the station.

Thinking of this, her uncontrollable tears fell again: What should I do when I am in this situation where I have no relatives and am far away from home? Then she fell asleep again.

When she woke up, it was already late at night, and after ten or twenty hours of quiet sleep, her stomach didn't hurt anymore, but she was hungry and wanted to spit out, and felt a little uncomfortable. She thought to herself: as long as I hold on for a few more hours, until I get off the train, and there is no money and no way to do it, I will go and say good things to those kind aunts and explain the situation, I hope someone will do good deeds and give me some money to go home.

After waiting helplessly, at about nine o'clock the next morning, the train finally arrived, Feng Chunhua stood up, she felt lightheaded, fluttering step by step next to the crowd to get off the train. As soon as she got out of the car, she almost fell, and she relied entirely on her strong will, and she silently refused to fall.

But as soon as she reached the edge of the square, she finally collapsed there.

When she awoke, she found herself lying on a single bed with a towel on her forehead and a man in crumpled clothes sitting in front of her.

She wanted to turn over, but the man stopped her, and the man said, "It's right that you're awake now, I was looking for business from the railway station square passing by, and I saw you fainting in the square, I saw you at a glance and looked a little familiar, but I can't remember where I saw you." I yelled at you a few times that you didn't feel it, and then I pulled you back. She looked at him suspiciously, and also at the room, "Where is this, I don't know you well, why did you get me here?" "I'll do a good deed to save you, and I'll talk about it when you're better. This is my home, oh no, this is my residence, this house is my rent. Hey, I'm just talking, I'll go get something to eat right away, you wait. With that, he opened the honeycomb lid in the corner of the house, and then put water and rice in an aluminum pot.

She saw that he was very kind, and she was not so wary in her heart. She felt empty and thirsty in her heart, and she tried hard to sit up, and she said, "I want to drink water, give me some water." "Drink it right away, when the pot is boiling." This single man, who was not accustomed to drinking water, really had no boiling water to drink at home, so he just waited for the boiling rice soup in the pot, and he immediately fanned the fire with a rotten fan, and the fire under the pot ignited in a while.

After drinking water, they (she) eat dry popular rice, (dialect, popular rice, porridge cooked very dry, also known as: proud of the stone. Because the pot was boiling with water, he poured a bowl out and forgot to add water to it. They (they) talked while eating, but these two people at that time, they (they) didn't think of it at all, and they forgot that this day was the Mid-Autumn Festival when families reunited. And the two of them were just eating a little sour and sour old pickles.

After talking, they got to know each other better.

It just so happened that they were still fellow villagers, and they were not from different villages. But when he hadn't come out a few years ago, they (she) had met a few times when they were in the market, but Feng Chunhua didn't care. But this Wang Yongxiang is different, because any man has to take a few more glances when he sees a beautiful woman, not to mention that this Feng Chunhua is all showy in front of people. So until now, he still has a little impression in his heart, but he can't remember it for a while.

He was an orphan, and his daily work at home was worth so many cents, how could those few cents solve his own food and clothing, so he just left. He's been here three years ago to pedal three wheels, and he's used to living a free life.

He listened to her and he sympathized with her, he used to think that it was better to be a woman, especially a beautiful woman. He thinks that as long as a woman gets married, the problems of family life are basically the men's worries, and he just takes care of the children at home to do housework, which will not be as abrasive as men. Who knew that this woman had so much suffering. He thought: If this Feng Chunhua marries me, I must treat him as a baby.

This Feng Chunhua has been brought out from the traffickers for almost twenty days, not only her heart, but even her people feel exhausted. She really wanted to recuperate, her body was still very weak. She looked around the room again, and in this room there was only a rotten bedside table and a few rotten benches, and the so-called toilet with a rag hanging from the corner, and even cooking was in this room.

When she was having dinner, she was thinking: How can I spend the night tonight, I still fell down in bed this time to get out of bed to relieve my hands, let alone leave. Although I feel a little embarrassed in my heart to be alone, this is a temporary place to live after all, so why don't I be cheeky and wait for two days before leaving. It's just how to solve it when you sleep at night.

This Wang Yongxiang seemed to see her thoughts, he just ate his food sullenly. When she had watched him clean up, he put two benches side by side by the wall, and then he pulled out a snakeskin pocket from the corner and took out the rotten cotton jacket and crumpled old blanket inside. He said: "It's not cold this season, as long as I wear this padded jacket to protect my chest and back, it won't be cold, and if you're not well, you can sleep there with peace of mind." With that, he put on a padded jacket, wrapped his legs in a blanket, and kneaded a ball of pillows out of the coat he wore during the day. After a while, he fell asleep.

The next day, he made breakfast early in the morning, he called her to get up and eat, he said: "Chunhua, are you better? I am going out to pedal after eating, you get up and eat and lie down at home, if it is fresh, it is better to move in the house." He put the rice in the pot and the vegetables in the bowl on the bedside table, and when he had eaten, he went out and stepped into the car and left.

At this time, Feng Chunhua thought: How can he be so relieved? Isn't he afraid that I will leave like this? Oh, what he must be thinking is that you can leave if you want to, and stay if you want, this has nothing to do with him, anyway, he has done all the good things here, just do whatever you want, and besides, there is nothing valuable in this house, so what is there to worry about.

Not only did she not leave, but she cleaned up the room inside and out that morning. All she thought in her heart was that he was so good to me and trusted me so much, and I had to do this for him.

After three days, her body was fully recovered, but three days later, in the evening, they also moved in together. It was she who saw that he was reassuring, trusting, and considerate of her. She thought: I might as well marry him. If I go back and don't know if I can find it in other provinces, people have spent so much money to buy me, and people will have a reason to ask for someone. There is also the white eyes of the people in my hometown, which is really uncomfortable. Besides, life here is much better than at home. So she made up her mind not to leave.

This Wang Yongxiang was even more overjoyed, he really believed that good deeds would be rewarded, isn't this really a sister Lin who fell from the sky?

Three months later, Feng Chunhua had a miscarriage, and even she didn't know that the aborted child was brought by the province or her current husband's. It's just that since that miscarriage, I have had another miscarriage, and I haven't been able to conceive a child until now.

During the Spring Festival of that year, the adventurous couple returned to their hometown to apply for a marriage certificate, and Wang Yongxiang also gave Feng Chunhua's family a generous gift.

Four years ago, Wang Yongxiang registered to go fishing in the sea with an organized team and a team, and it is said that although the work was hard, the salary was considerable.

So when he came back for a vacation in the first year, he bought two street houses, and this 1990 was the fourth year of his outing. And Feng Chunhua, who couldn't bear the loneliness, had an affair with Yu Hua for almost two years.