There will always be some forgotten times in the human brain, and it is never possible to remember until that most important moment.

However, just because you can't remember it doesn't mean you haven't.

Standing in the center of the stage, in the dark, Meng Ke's brain suddenly seemed to be in a movie, and countless trivial memory fragments popped up.

The precious fragment buried deep in the bottom of the heart is like a God's perspective, Meng Ke, at a glance for several years.

The first clip is in the hot summer, when the young Meng Dalei carries a bamboo vegetable basket from the countryside. In the basket was a baby boy, his son who had just reached the age of a month, because of malnutrition, frail and sickly, a little doll of only three and a half pounds when he was born, and he did not cry for three days. The doctor at the time said that most of them couldn't live, but Meng Dalei didn't believe it, and gave his son a thief and learned name, Meng Ke, according to the old people in the village, this name is hard, and he may be able to make the doll live.

In order to treat Meng Ke in the county, Meng Dalei went out early and returned late to pick up garbage, because he didn't understand anything, and his daughter-in-law Cuihua was not willing to look for skills, a family of three could only rely on Meng Dalei.

When he first arrived, Meng Dalei didn't have much money, and the rented house was extremely dilapidated, because he had to pile up the garbage he picked up, and there was a musty and smelly sewer smell everywhere, and his eyes were spicy if he didn't do anything.

Actually, when he was young, Meng Dalei was quite handsome, just because of one accident.

In the memory fragment, it was an early spring evening, Meng Ke in the picture was already one year old, Meng Dalei picked up the garbage and went home, and found Yang Cuihua asleep, and Meng Ke lying on the side had a hot forehead.

Quickly picked up his son and rushed to the hospital.

At that time, it was not as prosperous as it is now, and it seemed that every family in their area had wolf dogs, and some of them became wild dogs.

In the early spring, the wild dogs were in heat, and they were hungry in the evening, and a few vicious dogs happened to block the sweaty Meng Dalei at the mouth of a dilapidated alley.

The dog didn't know Meng Dalei.

Meng Dalei didn't know dogs either.

However, the vicious dog confirmed the eyes and was a person who could fight.

It may be that Xiao Meng Ke is too sweet, or it may be that the smell of sweat or vigilance on Meng Dalei's body has caused the dissatisfaction of the vicious dogs.

The mad dog surrounded Meng Dalei and slowly approached.

Meng Dalei in the picture, the muscles of the whole person were tense, the cold sweat on his back was pouring out, staring at the group of beasts with fierce eyes.

Soon.

The vicious dog told Meng Dalei that they were hungry, they were crazy, they were going to spring, they were going to attack.

How should a father holding his son make a choice in the face of such a situation?

The answer was soon revealed.

Without any hesitation, Meng Dalei turned into an old dog and fought desperately with the vicious dog, at that time, Meng Ke, who had a high fever, was protected by Meng Dalei behind his buttocks, unharmed.

But Meng Dalei was miserable, that time, and it was also the only time in his life, he really experienced the feeling of biting each other with dogs.

It's the real bite, the dog bites him, and he bites the dog.

In order to protect Meng Ke, Meng Dalei used all his strength, teeth, head, hands and feet, nails, knees...... As long as it can be used as a weapon, he will use everything.

In the picture, the handsome Meng Dalei has become a sloppy and ugly man since then, but Meng Dalei has never mentioned this matter to Meng Ke, nor has he told others much, according to his words: "This is fate, everyone has their own fate, and they can't ask for it." ”

The hard days of three yuan a month, Meng Dalei led Meng Ke and Yang Cuihua to live, and the hardships that he, the head of the family, has experienced are countless, but: "The days ahead are still long, the family must continue to last, the road must continue to walk, and it cannot be stopped." ”

But a dealer man, how can he live?

Except for picking up garbage and begging, he Meng Dalei will not know anything else.

Begging can't beg, he doesn't want to shame the ancestors of the old Meng family, he still has a face at that time.

But picking up garbage is also divided into seasons, off-season and peak season, summer is better, winter, difficult...... Meng Dalei pulled this family, boiled and boiled, there was a year of midwinter wax moon, the cold wind was howling, the goose feather snow had been falling, and at a glance, it was all white.

In the streets and alleys, there is no garbage at all, except for snow.

In the winter of that year, Meng Dalei watched his son faint several times from hunger, in the picture, Meng Ke was six years old, and then, Meng Dalei threw his ancestor's face into the snow.

In the memory fragment from God's perspective, Meng Ke can sigh for Meng Dalei: "This is such a terrible world, why is it so difficult to live?"

When Meng Ke fainted from hunger for the fifth time, there was an extra begging man in the dilapidated small county town. Go out at dawn and go home at sunset. At the beginning, Meng Dalei didn't beg in the alleys around them, that was his last fig leaf, and if he lost it, he couldn't raise his head again.

Bitterness.

It's good for a man to resist alone.

And the driving force to support Meng Dalei to do all this is Meng Ke, who has been smart since childhood in the picture, no matter what others say, anyway, he has always felt that my son will definitely have a future in the future: "We fathers can see it, you can't see it, it's because you are blind." ”

Wind and snow are unhindered, Meng Dalei doesn't dare to be lazy for a day, he is lazy for a day, and the family is hungry.

It was probably when the Spring Festival was approaching that year, Yang Cuihua wanted to go back to the village to visit relatives, and Meng Ke was also sensible at the age of six, so he didn't take it. Meng Ke was home alone, but after Meng Dalei was busy for a day, when he returned home, he found that Meng Ke was missing and could not be found anywhere.

In the picture, although Meng Ke is six years old, he is hungry every day, his body is small, and he has no strength, so he really frightens Meng Dalei.

Yang Cuihua is not at home and cannot be contacted.

Meng Dalei looked for it like crazy alone, shouted hysterically, shouted all over the neighborhood, and in the end, found Meng Ke in the chicken coop of Aunt Li's house next door.

At that time, Meng Ke, who was covered with chicken feathers, almost made Meng Dalei angry to death.

That was the first time Meng Ke was beaten, and before that, Meng Dalei had never beaten Meng Ke, this time, he beat his son viciously.

The palms of the hands hurt when he beat the ground.

Carrying Meng Ke back home, closing the door, Meng Dalei asked coldly: "Why don't you wait for your father and mother at home? Why do you secretly run away and hide in Aunt Li'er's chicken nest? Do you want to be angry with your father?"

Meng Ke, who was in the fragment of memory, cried into tears, and said silently: "Dad, I'm cold." ”

Crying for a while, explaining for a while: "Dad, I want to hold the chicken to be warmer." ”

"Dad, I'm not going to make you angry anymore, I'm not going to sneak out anymore. ”

"Dad, I ......"

Meng Ke was cold, Meng Ke wanted to warm up with the chicken, but the simple words made Meng Dalei heartbroken.

That night, Meng Ke had a fever again, and his whole body was as hot as a small stove, which frightened Meng Dalei. If you are sick, you have to see the disease, but Meng Dalei has no money, the man only needs to beg one by one, kneel down and beg others, and beg for half a night to make up enough money to see the disease.

After that, Meng Dalei's most fearful thing was no longer to lose face and lose face, he was most afraid of Meng Ke getting sick or missing, and he was most afraid of going to the hospital to see a doctor.