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Just as Xie Fei's mouth was about to face Xiaoyu's mouth, he hugged her and slowly stood up. Her hands slid down his body, and he spun around and gently placed her on the wooden chair. Then he bowed down and sat down on the wooden chair to the left of the place where she had eaten, and then the four hands of the two of them rested horizontally on the wooden table, which was less than two feet long, and their feet naturally went down the wooden table.
She looked into his eyes faintly for a long time without speaking, and he looked at her with gentle eyes. What she thought at this time was: Originally, I was watching the scene of Noi in the movie, and I suddenly had the urge to get him. Although it was a bit too much to repay him with this, the sullenness in my heart and the kind of torment I still had wanted to vent out. At the same time, I also thought that he had left his wife for more than half a year, and I had been lonely for more than half a year, and I thought he would be able to accept me. I used this again to take revenge on my husband who had no conscience. I mean, when I'm done with that, I'll tell him the grief and resentment in my heart. Who knew that his performance made me stunned: There is such a man in this world? I have considered that he is not lustful, but I have never heard of it, and anyone who is willing to give it to his arms will refuse! Moreover, I am not bad! I really don't know whether this situation is good or bad. But there is one thing in my heart: he has let me experience the immorality of men. I really admire that he can have such determination!
But he was thinking: it is incredible that she screamed so miserably to protect her innocence when she was in danger of losing her life, and then she was willing to let herself lose her life. There must be something unspeakable in her heart, otherwise she wouldn't be like this, because she has survived ten years. He also didn't believe that she could be the kind of restless person, so he would never take advantage of others.
After the silence, Xiaoyu whispered: "Xiaofei, let's all calm down, it's okay." Xie Fei said: "It's all my fault, Brother Xiaoyu, I shouldn't be like this, I know you are upright, but no matter how upright you are, I think you won't reject me." I'm not the kind of person you think I'm either. It's just, it's just that I really can't hold it back, I'm here, I'm taking revenge on the dead ghost in our family. As she spoke, she began to cry. "The dead ghost in our family, he, he got along with someone else outside, I listened to their unit, the person who came back from sick leave in the unit, this is a true thing. No wonder in the past two years, he has not written much to me, but it's a pity that my heart is so hard, why is my life so bitter. How can I trust him like this, I believe in him, so, I haven't used a penny of him for so many years. ”
She sobbed and continued intermittently: "I think, anyway, I don't have any children, I'll go to work, and my own life will be solved." I called him, his salary, except for his own use, the rest of the money is saved by each person, anyway, the family, the money is the same everywhere. Who knows this, now he will use it on that woman. She cried out in grief, her hands flapping her legs, her legs still digging straight to the ground, and she was now so pitiful that she was in tears.
At this time, he brought her a towel from the bathroom, and he handed it to her. He poured her another glass of boiled water, which he poured with two large porcelain cups to quickly chill her down, and then placed it on the wooden table. She wiped sweat and tears on her face vigorously, and then rubbed her hair back indiscriminately, she rubbed the towel on a few after wiping, took a small sip of the cup, and then drank most of it in one go.
After relieving herself, she continued: "I heard that the woman belongs to one of their units, and her old man is still a cadre of that unit, and she is an only daughter, and her old man just knows that I don't have the heart to have children. I also said that I might come back for the New Year and divorce me. Look, Brother Xiaoyu, what should I do in the future?" she cried breathlessly, he listened quietly, he just wanted her to pour out the grievances in her heart, which would definitely make her much easier.
"Alas, things are like this, let's take one step at a time, in the end, you still listen to someone else's words, so what if things don't look like this in the future, then it's not necessarily. He enlightened her, "No matter how anxious you are now, if this is not the case when he comes back, aren't you very unreasonable?" Even if things are like this, then we will talk about it then, in short, you can't hide from what should be encountered, and there will always be a solution to it that day." He said this, and he didn't know if it was good to say it, because he knew he couldn't speak.
She straightened her head when she heard what he said, she pulled her hair back, her heart seemed to remember something, and then she repeated: "You can't hide from what should happen, there is always a solution." That's right, you just blame me for not having children, Lao Tzu forced you to keep you can't keep it, in general, you and Lao Tzu first broke Lao Tzu's conscience, then if you want to get out, you will go far away from Lao Tzu. ”
She said these cruel words as if she was talking to herself, and as if she was venting to her husband, she seemed to be strong when she said these words. She quickly stopped crying, her sobbing was still hard to subside, and she took the towel and walked into the bathroom by herself.
After a few minutes, when she came out, it was as if she had been a different person, and she suddenly returned to the same way she had come out of the shower, but there was no smile on her face. Her sad face makes people look at it, but it is a different beauty, but, if it is only described in this situation, then, this person is not vicious, at least he is a person without conscience and compassion.
Xiaoyu looked at her, and he gently and sympathetically comforted her: "Xiaofei, you sit down quietly and rest, the day when the big things are solved, people say, the boat will naturally go straight to the bridge, it's best not to take it to heart now." As he spoke, he poured her another glass of boiled water, and poured it in two cups in turn.
"You're right, if you don't take it to heart, you're in a hurry, and you're in a hurry to get old or you are upset. She brushed her hair again, and then sat back in her chair. He was relieved to notice that her mind was clear, and as he put down his glass and sat down in his chair, he said, "Yes, yes, yes, yes, you have to think like this, and if you really want to get divorced, you can't find it." He suddenly felt that there was something wrong with that. But when she heard it, she felt that it made sense, and she took a few sips of boiling water from her cup, as if she was thinking about it again. After a while, she said: "If I really divorce, I must ask him to compensate for my losses, and he delayed me for ten years." In the past ten years, my youth has been gone in the past ten years, how can he compensate, can he afford it?" she seemed to mumble to herself, and she seemed to be pondering. She added: "There is no way to do it, in general, I will not let him have a good time, I want him to get out naked, I will do what I say." Her expression became more and more relaxed, and then she faced the face, recounting her experience to Xiaoyu.
"Brother Xiaoyu, I'll tell you slowly. She said: "Ten years ago, my eldest sister Xiaoxian's mother asked an acquaintance to introduce me, and the first time we met was to meet at Xiaoxian's mother's house. When we met, we were both very satisfied, because I was already beautiful, and Chen Wei was still very popular. As for my rural hukou, he said at the time that he didn't care about this at all, because he believed that acquaintances and introducers said that I was capable and beautiful, and he said that now I am looking for money to eat anyway, and it doesn't matter where my hukou is. ”
She continued: "And so, that day I went to his house, and his parents were happy to see me. Because the acquaintance said that he only had one month off, and it was better to tie the knot within a month. Although my family and I felt a little rushed, we all had a sense of urgency to squeeze into the city, so we came and went frequently. Within a few days we were living together. We met on the eighth day of the first lunar month, and got married on the sixth day of the first month of the Spring Festival, and he went back to the unit on the twelfth day of the first month, which was the Spring Festival of the seventh or seventh year. ”
She continued: "In this way, we lived this married life that meets once a year, no more than forty days at most. Actually, I don't think it's anything, as long as two people have feelings and a thought in their hearts, they are still very happy. A few years before we got married, he had to write me two letters a month, and he was very kind and took care of me when he came back from vacation every year. Until the past three or four years, he has less and less time to write letters, and now he has not written a letter for more than three months, and the language of writing letters is also less, and he no longer says the words of missing you, loving you, etc. Only when he came home before the Spring Festival last year, I felt that he was different from before, I just thought that after so many years of marriage, the days of salt, salt, and acetic acid have passed, and it is normal to be not so affectionate. I didn't suspect that he had a good relationship outside. ”
She said: "If it weren't for his colleagues saying that I had been kept in the dark and seeing his faithfulness, no one would have thought that he would have an affair." Now it's okay, now that he's found someone who is close to him and can be together every day, he doesn't want me anymore. When she said the back, the more she talked, the more angry she became. "He didn't think that I was having a lot of trouble at home, I was so tired at work, I was so scared to work the night shift, and I didn't want him to save some money, so we would have a better time in the future. Fortunately, although I have been walking at night in fear all these years, fortunately, nothing happened. But in the end, something happened. It's really in response to what people say, walking at night for a long time to break into ghosts. She insisted on not letting the tears fall. "It's good to meet you, if not, if I don't have what I'll become. ”
As she spoke, he poured her boiling water twice, and when he poured it twice, it was gone. He opened the lid of the honeycomb coal, and soon boiled it again, while he was pouring a second cup.
After listening to her narration, he was very upset for her, he said: "This Chen Wei really has no conscience, since this is the case, if he comes back and files for divorce, he will leave, think about it, he is so far away, if you don't leave, he is messing around outside, you don't know or see it, and it's not a way to drag it like this." Xie Fei heard Xiaoyu say this, she nodded in approval, her heart slowly became cheerful, and she secretly brewed in her heart about the real countermeasures to separate at that time.