Since May Day, every time Zhu'er comes to work, her behavior seems more natural and friendly than before, and she comes to the workshop as comfortable and happy as home. The reason is that in the past three months, she is confident that she knows Xiaoyu very transparently, and they are now unsuspecting when they are together, and they don't have that feeling of being unfamiliar and restrained and shallow, and she and he are like brothers and sisters who can talk freely.

Xiaoyu is the same, for so long, Zhu'er's kindness, care, and help have touched him very much, and he is very sorry. Especially lately she has become more amiable. The pearl in front of him is almost nine years younger than him, but in his eyes, she is as mature and lovely as a sister, and she always takes care of him.

"Are you in free love, or are you introduced by a matchmaker?" they crossed the line again that day, and Zhu'er was a little embarrassed to say it, so she wrote it on the table. "Introduced by the matchmaker. He dictated directly: "Our population is not concentrated, except for working in the fields, occasionally going to the streets, so we usually have less contact with people, and it is difficult to find a partner without a matchmaker." "Oh. She said it with her mouth. "You're happy with your marriage, aren't you?" she didn't look up at him. "Yes. He continued: "It is impossible to say that you are 100% satisfied, because it is a combination of two people from different families, and there are some differences in personality, hobbies, habits, and everything. Now that we're a family, we have to slowly integrate. He said it naturally, but she thought he was sensible and easy-going. Then she changed the subject. "Xiaoxian, you know, right?" he shook his head. "Not long after Xiaoxian got married, the two of her quarreled and fought, Xiaoxian just fell in love with Xiaocheng is from the city, and he looks very honest when he looks like this person, who knows that he has to come to smoke, drink and gamble, and his temper is not good. Her face darkened as she spoke. "You say, if a person doesn't marry well, what will he do in this life?" "It's okay to leave!" he burst out indignantly. "It's not that simple. She saw him as simple and lovely. "Away, the man is better, is the woman so good to find another one? Especially those who have children involved, the drag of the child, the harm to the offspring is immeasurable, and Xiaoxian is already pregnant." She was so angry that she seemed to be talking about herself, but in fact, she thought that it would be difficult for her to find a good partner. "Alas......" he sympathized with beautiful girls, he thought: women are so beautiful, how can men bully them. He secretly made up his mind again and again to be good to all women, and at this moment, Xiaoyu really felt like he had become Jia Baoyu, and standing in front of him was Lin Daiyu. Oh, she's still a big girl's family, and I can only think of her as my own sister, my own sister who will always be as white as jade. He thought: I must protect Zhu'er, he wanted to say but wanted to speak.

After a moment of silence, Zhu'er asked, "What do you think you want to say?" "Did you play with friends?" he asked softly. She smiled, then shook her head again. He looked at her embarrassed and stopped talking. He thought: I have no reason to ask about other people's private affairs, and he stopped laughing at himself. She also secretly thought about her unsatisfactory personal problems.

On this day, Xiaoxian and Niu'er have something to do in the small workshop to do work, every time they come, Xiaoxian has endless words to Zhu'er, after so long they (she) are very familiar with each other, Xiaoxian every time he comes to the theme, that is, how his man is not angry, Xiaoyu asked: "How did you come together?" "Oh, my mother's family has a production team with Zhu'er, we are the suburbs, and the suburbs and the city are involved." It's not Gu Xiaocheng that my little aunt introduced to me, in fact, my little aunt doesn't know Gu Xiaocheng very well, and she hasn't listened to people who play well with her. At that time, I looked at people and looked very honest on the outside, but I felt that I was a little smaller, and I thought I was also a small person, and the most important thing was that he was from the city. Playing friends for more than half a year, we played together many times, and he wasn't like this at that time. Her firecracker-like ping-pong exploded the conversation. "I think he wants to eat cigarettes, drink some wine, and sometimes play some small cards when he leaves the house and has friends, but he doesn't often play cards at night like now, you say that staying up late at night and working during the day is not good, can it be good?" She was so excited that she couldn't hold back her tears. "Don't talk about housework, his temper is still very weird, he loses his temper at every turn, and sometimes you don't know what to do, and he gets angry. "You reason with him. Xiaoyu interjected. "Be reasonable, it's good for him to be reasonable with you, how can he admit defeat, hey, my life is hard!"

Listening to Xiaoxian's words, the three of them also sighed sympathetically. But Xiaoyu still thinks in his heart, it won't be a person, it's not right, people often can't see their own shortcomings, and it is difficult for people to have the courage to admit their shortcomings, although he sympathizes with women, but at this time he listens to Xiaoxian's cannon-like slur, he still feels that she may have a strong personality.

The youngest cow just bowed his head silently and did the work in his hands, pouting if he wanted to look at everyone. After sighing, as if she also had something on her mind, Zhu'er listened to Xiaoxian's words as a commonplace, and she shook her head. "It's really not over when I meet such a man, how to go on the road behind!" After speaking, he shook his head and sighed, dull for a long time, only hearing the filing sound of a few people and Xiaoxian's soft sobbing.

Gu Xiaocheng lost his father when he was eight years old, and his father died in an accident in a factory. After his mother received a certain pension, the street arranged for her to do light work in the street enterprise. He was an only child, so his mother was very accustomed to him. The pampered Xiaocheng has developed an introverted and withdrawn personality since he was a child, and because he didn't have a father when he was a child, his classmates sometimes bullied him. But although he is small, he never shows weakness in front of his classmates, even if he is often beaten to the point of bleeding, he is tenacious to resist, so his classmates will let him score three points. Just because he was naughty, didn't like to talk, and his grades were not good, he stayed at home when he went to junior high school. Later, the street asked him to take over his mother's job, and his mother, due to poor health, died at home just two years before her son's marriage. After Xiaocheng got married, he saw that Xiaoxian's factory was a piecework wage, and the salary was higher than that of the street enterprise, so he also came to work in this factory.

During the period when Xiaocheng and Xiaoxian were friends, he was still quite satisfied with Xiaoxian. First of all, his intuition is that Xiaoxian is very popular, and there are girls in the countryside who are generally very hardworking and can do things. But when they (they) played a few times, he felt that Xiaoxian's personality was a little too unrestrained, and her fast-talking personality was the opposite of his taciturnity. But he thought: take care of her, in the future she will be hers, I will be mine, just ignore her, because my mother is sick and needs personal care. Therefore, during the relationship, he tried his best to tolerate Xiaoxian. After marriage, he gradually returned to his old habits, he thought to himself: people are to live freely, at least I am not lazy to do that kind of person, I will do the work that should be done every day, but my money must be at my disposal. Don't you just eat some cigarettes, drink some wine, play some small cards at night to kill time, play cards and don't win or lose, at least I won't be in debt, generally there is no money in the second half of the month, I won't go out to play cards. The free and unrestrained Xiaocheng is this immature quirky character.

It's another Sunday, Xiaoyu lazy woke up to wash up breakfast, and read a book for a while in the morning, especially in the afternoon. In the afternoon, when he was bored, he went out for a walk, he had no interest in shopping, and he was dazzled by the dazzling array of novelty goods and had no conditions to buy them, and he was dazzled by the strangers who came and went in a hurry, so he walked exclusively in the alleys or under the shade of the riverbank, which was cool and quiet.

He looked at the places he had never seen before, the different buildings, the low rivers and the wild, all kinds of flowers and plants planted by people, but there was still some freshness. When he came back along the same way, it was already evening, and when he opened the door, there was a letter inside, and he was pleasantly surprised when he only looked at the envelope, because no one wrote to this letter except his precious son, and he immediately turned on the light, opened the letter and read the contents. "Dear Dad, hello, I haven't seen you for a few months, I miss you so much, Mom misses you too, Mom told you to pay attention to your safety there, pay attention to your body. We were doing well at home, and in the last half-term exam, I scored 100 points in math and 99 points in Chinese, which was a mistake in writing a word. You send money back every month, and we don't lack pocket money at home. I hope Dad will come back to see me soon. Son 5/18/88. Looking at the simple letter written by her son crookedly and obliquely, Xiaoyu was really moved to tears. After all, my son, who is only in the first grade of elementary school, can write a letter to explain things, but it's not easy.

That night, Xiaoyu cooked a piece of cured meat that Zhu'er brought from home two days ago, cut it into slices, bought a bottle of beer, and looked at her son's handwritten letter repeatedly. Savor the rare family and friendship in life.

That night, he really had a dream: on a sunny morning with fresh air, he drove his wife and son on a motorcycle through the mountains and rivers of his beautiful hometown. The speeding motorcycle did not obey the call and ran forward, it ran smoothly in the ditch and the bump, so that the wife and son in the back seat screamed and screamed, and the little rain holding the handlebar was also frightened that he had no claim, and then the car finally stopped in an open field without a road. Leaving the car, the three of them walked in the aimless wilderness, there was no road in the wilderness, the flowers and plants in the wilderness not only had no fragrance nor color, but even the whole world was black and white, just like a black and white TV. Xiaoyu looked up and saw a tall house like a temple in the distance, so he took his son in his left hand and his wife in his right hand, and walked there floating. I only heard the wife next to me say, "Where are we going?" The son said, "I want to go home, I want to go home......!" Suddenly, a car scream woke him from his sleep.