Zhu'er has been at home for a year, and she always feels that staying at home like this is very difficult day by day. Although I have a heart and blood in my hand, I feel like I have lost my head and I don't have a sense of fulfillment. This may have something to do with the fact that she has developed a habit of hard work since she was a child. Since she was a child, she couldn't get used to those pretentious young ladies, she was just so idle, so she was willing to go out to work.

Therefore, she put the child in the care of her mother, and she went back to her mother every day after work, because she and her husband did not have a common language at home. Although her husband's behavior has changed after she is about to have a child and has a child, it is his own home after all. Besides, he saw that his good son should also be better to the family. What's more, it's not for this family that she comes out so diligently to find money.

Therefore, what Zhu'er likes is exactly what Yu Hua doesn't need, and what Zhu'er ignores is exactly what Yu Hua needs. Therefore, people just think that their hobbies are good, and because of this, it is difficult for people with different opinions to come together, and it is difficult to have a common language, and it is difficult to blend.

In this way, after they barely merged for a year, they began to gradually distance themselves from Zhu'er when she went to work again and rarely went home with her.

Since then, Yu Hua and Feng Chunhua have gotten closer and closer, and gradually, he really regarded Feng Chunhua as his own home. He likes Feng Chunhua's enthusiasm, but Feng Chunhua is inseparable from his white skin and his bookish obsession, and this dewy couple has often been confined to the newly decorated room since then.

Because Feng Chunhua doesn't have children, she doesn't want to get married anymore, she is worried that getting married will be restrained and restricted in many ways, so that she will not be free. She thought that she herself was a person of this fate, and she might not be able to get married for a long time, just like that Wang Yongxiang, who had only said it for so long and was gone, but it made her sad endlessly. It's better to live freely like now, and when you get old and can't move, you can't talk about it then, anyway, the time when you're old and can't move won't be very long. So it's important to go crazy while you're young and energetic.

She is not greedy for money, she is glad that Wang Yongxiang has left such a large fortune for her in the past few years when he went to sea. Now that she has managed her wealth like this, this life should be worry-free. Therefore, she feels that she is still very lucky and comfortable in her life.

Eight years and eight years have passed, and it is already the late 90s, and this Feng Chunhua is not far from being forty years old. However, Feng Chunhua, who is close to forty years old, not only does not look old, but she also looks more plump and moisturized. This plump and slightly rich, mature woman will make men more obsessed, especially her old lover Yu Hua. At this time, Yu Hua felt more and more that she couldn't do without her.

Unfortunately, it was raining a little on this day, and the road was a little slippery. Now that she has lived in the city for many years, she can't see Feng Chunhua who has a bit of a rural flavor. She wore a pair of high heels on her feet and a bright red dress on her body, so she went down to see Yu Hua, she saw that he closed the warehouse door after work. Although this is an extra move, she will not take this trip, and this Yu Hua will probably go to her to see it.

It is precisely because of her leisureliness and her infatuation that she still hums songs in her mouth. She and him have long since lost that kind of concealment, and they (they) are shaking in front of people like legal husband and wife. This is also bitter because I know that they (they) are like this, and I am too lazy to ask, and I am alone in the empty room.

This Feng Chunhua hummed a song in her mouth, when she took a few steps, there was a little mud on the road, she stepped on the top and slipped and was startled, and then she was on her back to the sky, sleeping heavily on those steps, and then she cried out to the sky. After that, Yu Hua lined up and called an ambulance.

In this way, in addition to going to work, this Yu Hua spent the rest of the time with Feng Chunhua until she was discharged from the hospital a few days later, and took care of her until she recovered after being discharged. Feng Chunhua's heavy fall that day really broke her right two ribs. Since then, it has also brought her and Yu Hua closer.

Since then, this Yu Hua has gone home every night from before, but only came home late on occasion. Later, most of the time I went home at night, and only a few times I didn't go home at night, and now I only go home at night a few times, and most of the time I don't go home at all.

That night, Yu Hua was by Feng Chunhua's bedside, he diligently changed the medicine for her, turned around and poured boiling water for her to take Western medicine. Feng Chunhua said movingly: "It's still hello, if it weren't for you, I don't know what to do now." Yu Hua said: "You are better than me, if it weren't for you, my life would be very monotonous." She said, "What do you mean?" I don't know what you mean. He said, "You should understand, if you really don't understand, then the two of us won't be together." She thought for a moment: "Oh, I knew you couldn't bear me, no wonder you didn't care about anything for me." If I were your wife, I wouldn't have to rely on you, I would have to find you to tear your skin. He said, "If you are really my wife, you will beat me to death, and I will not outside." She looked at him, "Why, am I not the same person?" and he said, "To put it simply, because you are sensible, and you have satisfied me, I will not think about it." She said, "That's not necessarily, if I were really your wife, you would find out if I was like this or that, and it was because I was like us that I would never leave me." He heard her say that, and he really didn't understand. She looked at him stunned, and she said: "People are like this, they always think that other wives are good, and they also envy the good-looking women outside, just like eating at home every day and always wanting to change their tastes, so people like to say: The rice is fragrant in the other pot." I also like to say: domestic flowers do not have the fragrance of wild flowers. He was still skeptical, and what he thought in his heart was: Then I have been with you for so many years, why don't I feel that there is anything wrong with you? He said: "That's not necessarily, people like that person, or like that person, just like the two of us, we have been together for so many years, and I still like you the same." As he spoke, he pinched her in the face. "It's just that you're stupid, I just like your idiot. She looked at him and smiled in satisfaction.

Since her son was five years old, Zhu'er took him home, she let her son go to kindergarten nearby, she just sent him early and picked him up late, and she usually went to her class. Now my son is in the second grade of primary school, and his school is not far away, so he always goes home by himself after school. This child is also very well-behaved, although he rarely sees his father at home, but he never asks what is going on, maybe it is because he has been at his grandmother's place since he was a child, and he sees his father less often, so now his father rarely appears, he is not surprised.

Although Yu Hua rarely goes home and his money is basically not given to Zhu'er, he has always borne his son's tuition fees and his son's living expenses, including his son's clothing. Although the son is sometimes so lame with him, and he is not very affectionate with him. But he thought: In the end, it is his son, as a man, although he is very awkward with his wife, he should still bear the responsibility of the family, especially for his son, because his son is not wrong.

Although he also wanted to know that he was outside, the fault of a mistress, and he was sorry for his wife like this, he sometimes thought of changing himself when his conscience found out. However, it's like having a drug addiction and not being able to control yourself. Most of the time, he always excuses himself with this reason: why can't you learn to be so gentle and affectionate as others, and can't learn to show yourself like others. All you know is that when you are tired, you fall asleep, and you repeat your endless fatigue every day.

Now Zhu'er, she watches her son grow up day by day, which is the greatest comfort in her heart. She thought: Whatever, my marriage in this life has become like this, and this Yu Hua is getting more and more wild. I only have to follow him, a person like me, not only can you control him, but the more you control him, maybe the more rebellious he will be, which is also a helpless thing. Now I have to train my son well, and when he comes out in the future, I will have a place to rely on when I am old, who let me only have this life.

Usually Zhu'er on holidays and Sundays, in addition to accompanying her son, she is chatting with classmates and nearby friends, of course, Xiaoxian is the closest to her, and she has the deepest relationship with Xiaoxian. She felt: Although there is no warmth of family and the love of husband and wife, my relationship with neighbors, classmates and friends is still very good. The most difficult thing to understand is: I am such an easy-going person, and I always don't get along well with the people in my own family? Even if I am strange in the eyes of others, how can people outside be so good to me, they are willing to approach me and play with me? This is really puzzling.

In this way, time passed year by year, and Zhu'er's family seemed to be fixed, without any change, and she was used to staying up day by day.

More than ten years have passed, and Zhu'er's son has already begun to study at Normal University. But over the years, Yu Hua is still responsible for his son's study expenses. It's just that he went from having a little time to go home to not going home at all. I went home three or five times a year, that is, I came back and sat down for a while, that is, I slept for a night. But not only did he have no language, he didn't have that kind of requirements, and he didn't have any other requirements. He came back as if he had come across a pavilion on the way, and had taken a short rest there. This is really a nominal husband who can't be touched or seen.