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In late April in the spring of '89, Yin Hong immediately thought about it, isn't this the end of every month, Han Han has to go home to see his mother-in-law? Why don't I take this opportunity to get close to him. So, when her brother came back that night, she told her what she thought.
Yin Hong's brother still lives in the original old house. Yin Hong made dinner at home first, she was like this most of the time, anyway, she didn't have anything to do for a day, so she was still the same as before, and the three sisters were usually together. Only a few times did she go to the new house to live in it and have a fresh time.
During the meal, she said, "Big brother and second brother, let me tell you something." She lowered her head, looking a little embarrassed, and her brother looked at her, listening to her continue. She continued: "Isn't it time for that Han Han to go home again in the past two days?" "Go back, I have to go back for two days at the end of every month." Why do you ask this? Yin Wen replied to her.
She said, "Let's see if I can go all the way with him to their country for two days." "You're crazy, there's something to do in that place, I've heard that the road is not easy to walk. I heard him say that he got off the car in Yongjiaji, and he still had to walk several miles, and those roads were still muddy roads. Can you endure such suffering?" Yin Wen was a little surprised by his sister's actions, and he was really worried that she would not be able to endure that hardship.
She listened to his somewhat blocking tone, and she argued: "I don't care, I just want to try it and see the outside world." I have been in this city for a long time, just to go out and be fresh, I have walked more than ten miles ....... "At home, she played with the young lady's temper, and his brother would be soft-hearted and accustomed to her all these years when she played the young lady's temper, and she could touch their hearts. It's just that she is fast-talking, and she stopped when she said that she had walked here for more than ten miles, which reminded her of the sad story of walking back from Hetang Town. Speaking of this, she was about to cry or not, Yin Wen shook his head with a wry smile, and Yin Wu, who had not spoken, was also shaking his head.
Yin Wu said: "Okay, okay, if you can manage it, just let it be as you please." I'll give you a cold word here, if you go back this time, it must be two days, and you must not want to run around outside for eight lifetimes. "What he meant was to let her suffer, to teach her a lesson, to exhaust her, and not to think of running that far again. Besides, there is Han Han guarding them all the way anyway, and they can rest assured. As for what she was thinking about playing friends with Han Han, it was true that these two brothers hadn't thought of it yet, and they hadn't thought about it.
When Yin Wu said this, the two brothers also thought about the difference between men and women. But looking back, this Han Han is also loyal and faithful, and he helped us. Everything he does should be to please us, and if you give him a hundred dares, he won't dare to think about it.
It's just that he is afraid of offending us, afraid that we don't want him anymore. To be honest, he's much more stable with us than he is outside, and he has a place to stay at night. Floating outside like he used to, the money is also unstable, and he sleeps at night in places that are not even as good as a kennel. If we don't want him anymore, and he goes back to doing what he used to be, then you can kill him, and he doesn't want to. So in this regard, we still don't have to worry about our sister.
Since Yin Wu said so, Yin Wen said again: "My petite sister, did you decide like this." Yin Hong nodded again and again, she was both happy and excited in her heart. He also said, "Since you have decided, if you come back to us when you are tired and miserable, we will not be sympathetic." That's it, anyway, there is nothing rainy this time, just call him back the day after tomorrow, I told him tomorrow, and he can make some preparations. At this time, Yin Hong only nodded exaggeratedly. Her performance at this time, in the eyes of her two brothers, is still an innocent little girl.
The next day, Yin Wen told Han Han about the holiday. He also said that his sister Yin Hong wanted to go to the countryside to see a fresh one, and told him to take care of her, not to fall, and not to let her run too far in the wild. If you are used to it, you can play for a day or two, and if you are not used to it, you will come back the next day.
Although Han Han was a little surprised when he heard it, he thought again, the people in this city are just good at playing, the city is full of street lamps in the sky at night, underground cement roads, and there will be no mud on the feet on rainy days, how good is this. But if you want to run to the countryside, the countryside is fine, if it rains, the outside is rotten like that, I am afraid to go out for a few days, and I have to go out when something happens. Those who have not suffered this kind of suffering know nothing. Besides, there aren't many countrymen, so there's something to play with. It's really full, and thanks to her eldest lady, she can think of this.
This Han Han couldn't have dreamed of Yin Hong's thoughts, and what he couldn't have imagined was that this Yin Hong would be his future wife.
This day is April 28th, last night just had a small spring rain, Yin Hong got up in the morning and saw that today is a good sunny day. At this time, her heart had already flown to the strange road of Han Han's hometown in her imagination. She was going to be faithful and listen to what they said, the bumpy road that was not easy to walk.
She also dressed up deliberately this day, and she still wore her favorite cherry dress and a pair of white high-heeled pumps. Her long hair was still draped behind her head, and a silver glittering pressure ring was pressed on the top of her head, which matched her duck-egg-shaped face, and she deliberately traced her eyebrows. It seems that she is still the same as ever, showing her youth and romance.
When the three of them (his) siblings came to the façade, Han Han was already ready to go. Han Han saw Yin Hong's feet first, as for the clothes she was wearing, he was used to seeing them, and he didn't feel novel. He was a little worried about the shoes on her feet, and he said, "You can't walk in our country in these shoes." "Why not. She turned her head to look at him and said, "Isn't it pretty?" "That's not what it means, it's hard to walk. "Whatever it is, it's fine. Let's go. She smiled lightly, and deliberately walked a few steps quickly and said, "You don't feel unstable if you don't wear it, we are used to wearing it and it feels very good to walk." ”
All three men shook their heads. What her brother thought, he told her a long time ago, the road in the countryside is not easy to walk, she wants to dress like this, if you talk about her again, she will not listen.
Han Han thought, I mean tell her to get a pair of flat-soled ones here, even ordinary cloth shoes and rubber shoes, and she can deal with them for two days in the countryside. But she definitely won't do it, she must be afraid that it will be dirty and ugly, so I won't say it, let her taste the spicy soup.
The station here is also very close to that direction, and they arrived in the past, and they took a long-distance bus in that direction to Yongjiaji.
In the car, Yin Hong sat there next to Han Han, this Han Han always felt very awkward, what he thought in his heart was: I am a hard-working worker, and I am the boss's own sister, and this identity and status alone are all in the sky and I am underground. From this point on, I myself feel a little shorter than others. And then there is this dress, she is dressed in jewelry, and I am wearing an old blue tunic with a clean and no patch. It's that the people next to me in the car see me sitting up next to others, and everyone else will look down on me and look at me differently. Don't just want to think: Look at this dirt bun here, he is embarrassed to sit with a young lady, this is really shameless, I don't know the height of the sky. Even when I see something like this, I have to think like this, and I have to laugh.
The more he thought about it, the more he thought about it, the more it wasn't like that, he felt nervous, and he began to sweat like he was on pins and needles. He opened his body open, for fear of next to her clothes, and he was trying to calm his mind and mood. He continued to meditate, calm and calm, but his face was as casual as possible. But his face was already sweating finely, which even he felt inexplicable.
He finally suddenly thought: Isn't this self-inflicted affection, he thought that he was playing friends with Yin Hong, so he was so nervous as he is now. For example, sometimes the car is crowded, and the person is crowded, and it is inevitable that the crowd will be crowded. Sometimes when I stand in the car, there are women all around, and I don't just stand there, and I don't feel embarrassed at that time. At this time, it is better to treat Yin Hong as a stranger, isn't there nothing to do.
So this person, everything is fine, but he is afraid that his heart will be disturbed, and if he is disturbed, he will make himself uneasy at all.
In fact, Yin Hong was still a little embarrassed, she got into the car first, sat down in her window seat, she just raised her head high and looked ahead intently.
She was thinking in her heart: I came here today, how can I start talking about this Han Han who has rarely talked to this person today. At this time, I don't even know where to start with the ordinary Longmen Array, let alone talk about the thing I want to say in my heart. So she was always thinking about how to start talking.
Although she didn't look at Han Han for a long time after getting into the car, she still knew Han Han's nervousness. From this, she also knew that Han Han at this time was actually even shallower than her, in fact, this was what she needed the most. She knew that this Han Han had never played with a girlfriend, he was not like some flamboyant people, who coaxed and deceived him, and she felt that people like Han Han were the most reliable. If he really gets married in the future, he will not mess around with such a person, he will take care of his family, and he will listen to his wife.
It's just that at this time, she really wanted to talk to him, but she didn't know where to start, and finally she finally thought of the topic.
At this time, Han Han, after a period of nervousness, was already much better than before, he peeked at Yin Hong, but happened to meet Yin Hong turned sideways to talk to him, she said, "How old is your mother-in-law?" He hesitated for a moment and said: "It's nine hundred and seventy-one in September next year." "Is she well?" "My mother-in-law is in good health, and we have counted her as the best in her health." "That's good, I heard that when you were very young, your grandfather died, right?" "When I was about to finish elementary school, my grandfather died, and I didn't study after graduating from elementary school." "How did your mother leave when you were older?" "It's over five years old, and now I can't even remember what she looked like." ”
When he said this, he lowered his head and looked uncomfortable. Yin Hong said, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said this. He shook his head, and he didn't speak for a moment. Yin Hong said: "Alas, whatever, you can find the money now, you can still do it now." ”
He tilted his head to look at her thoughtfully, and he said, "I'm just lucky, a few years ago with a few of them, we often lived in those rotten houses. Later, there were five or ten yuan in my roll after a long time, and every time I had money, there were eight steamed buns or buns in it at the same time. I don't want that money, and I can't deal with it, people like us are so poor, and I don't want to use it for charity. So I still took the money and ate for all of us. It's strange that I can't think of it, and I can't see the person who put it. ”
When Yin Hong heard him say this, she also entered into contemplation, she also forgot her purpose today at this time, she only put her mind on helping Han Han think about the problem. She said: "It's not so simple to put money, it's not for a reason, no one will do it, you think about it seriously, what other close relatives you have, or people who were good to you before, see if they (they) are saving you." ”
Han Han said: "No, I don't have any relatives at home except for people with my own surname, and I don't have any relatives in this city, not even one of my acquaintances." Yin Hong said: "Then this is strange, oh, I remember, that's your mother, it must be your mother." Have you thought about going to this area?"
"I thought about it, I thought about it, and I thought it was impossible, and I thought my mother must have gone far, far away. If she had come near, she would have come back to see me, and since she had done so, she might as well come to see me and recognize me. My home is only a few dozen miles away from the city, and it's easy to go back and see me. You think it's been almost twenty years since she's gone, so it's impossible for her to be in this city. ”
Yin Hong thought about it, how could he be so close, and he found his fault in his conscience, and he didn't come to recognize his son in person, but he came to put things secretly like this.
After a period of silence, Han Han said, "Since I came to help you on New Year's Day last year, the person who delivered the things has not come. Maybe she didn't have a way to send it, because I live in the innermost part of the façade, and it's not easy for people who are usually okay to come, and I found out when she came, so she didn't come. ”
Yin Hong was still thinking. Han Han said again: "But in the past few months, I always feel that there is a pair of eyes watching me, that is, there is a cleaning woman, I have only paid a little attention to her in the last two months, I always feel that she likes to look at me secretly, and when I look at her, she will avoid me," Yin Hong heard him say this, with the sensitivity of a woman, she somewhat decided that that person was Han Han's mother. She said, "That woman looks so old?"
"In her forties, she is still relatively delicate, and I see that her eyes are very kind. "Then when we go back, we have to pay more attention to her, and it's better to find an opportunity to talk to her." If it's really your mother, how can you face her, she has left you for so long, are you willing to recognize her?"
At this time, the car also arrived at the entrance of Yongjiaji Town, and they got out of the car and walked on the uneven, ancient stone street of Yongjiaji.