"Don't you really want to go with me? Didn't they all say okay, go back to China to study at university, and I'll accompany you. ”

"That's what I said, but it's already here, so why don't you finish this semester, there's still a month to go. You go back first, wait for me at home obediently, and I'll look for you on vacation. ”

Saying that, Zhou Yaqi looked at the stupid Zhang Kun with a look of "disgust": "You have been waiting like this for half a year, are you afraid of this extra month?"

As he spoke, he clenched the word "half a year", obviously very dissatisfied with this time, and actually came to her after half a year, she was really stupid and stupid, and she deserved to be looked at by no one except her.

Zhang Kun looked at Zhou Yaqi's appearance of not letting go, and finally could only curl his mouth and say, "Okay, then I'll wait for you in Nanhu, you must come." ”

"Yes, yes, verbose man. ”

......

"I'm disturbed this time, so I'll go back first, and go to China to find me when I have time." ”

"Okay, the company still has some things to deal with, so let the driver give you a ride. Walk slowly and have a nice trip. ”

Cui Chuanchang waved at the Bentley, which was fading away.

......

In the car, Chen Xiaoqiao, who was floating in the air, looked at Zhang Kun with a dissatisfied expression.

"You say, is this person used to crossing the river and demolishing the bridge, it was so good when he got the gold mine data, but now that everything is done, you don't even send it when you leave, it's too much. ”

Facing Chen Xiaoqiao's complaints, Zhang Kun looked out the window with a smile on his face: "Friends, of course it's good to order casually, how can there be so many cares." ”

......

"Hello sir, please cooperate with the inspection. ”

"Okay, please board, welcome to Johannesburg, and have a good trip. ”

At Johannesburg International Airport, a passenger plane bound for China took off slowly.

A day later, Tongda County, Tongzhou City, Dibei Province.

Zhang Kun held the columbarium altar in his hand, and accompanied by the local police, found Chen Xiaoqiao's unit residence.

"Ms. Liu, please mourn, this is the ashes of your husband, Mr. Chen, who was attacked by wild beasts while surveying geology in South Africa and unfortunately died. ”

"This is a death certificate and a certificate of the cause of death issued by the South African government, the City of Johannesburg, and I am sorry to incinerate Mr. Chen's body without your permission, but if not, I will take Mr. Chen back to China as I do. ”

"These are some relics of Mr. Chen, please check them out. ”

"I'm really sorry, but I'm sorry. ”

......

"Thank you!"

This is the most sad thank you Zhang Kun heard, after handing over all the items, Zhang Kun silently left the room, far away, Zhang Kun listened to the cry behind him, and did not dare to look back.

Chen Xiaoqiao floated at the door, looking at Zhang Kun's back as he gradually moved away: "Thank you!"

After speaking, Chen Xiaoqiao turned around and looked at his wife, who was sitting in less than ten square meters, and had been with him for half his life, and looked at his wife who had never cried in his memory, she had always been so strong, but her face was full of tears at this time.

Chen Xiaoqiao said silently in a low voice: "I'm sorry, Ah Qian, in the end, I still couldn't complete the agreement with you to grow old together, I'm really sorry." ”

"I've been with me for twenty years, but I've never let you have a good day. ”

"Because of work, I have been running outside all the year round, but all the things at home have been handed over to you, working during the day, and doing housework at night, taking care of my parents, taking care of my son, and even my incompetent husband, I'm really sorry. ”

"In this life, I owe you nothing, and I can't pay it back. If, if there is really a next life, let's still be together, when the time comes, I will be my wife, and you will marry me. ”

"Ah Qian, I think I am the luckiest in my life to meet you. ”

"Thank you for taking care of me for more than 20 years, maybe it would be easier for you without me. ”

"In the future, you have to be happy. ”

......

Zhang Kun got on the train back to Nanhu in silence all the way, sat at the window blankly, and looked at the pedestrians hurriedly passing by outside the window.

What is this life for?

Everyone is in a hurry, what are they busy for?

For life?

What is Life?

Firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea, or fame and fortune, standing at the pinnacle of life, business tycoons, political tycoons?

Or in the end, it's actually for the sake of living.

Alive.

But why are you alive?

For yourself, for your family, for your society, for your country, for your humanity, for your planet?

I don't know.,It's like I'm completely confused.。

I just know that if you want to live, you have to live, you have to eat and sleep, you have to go to work to make money, and you have to ...... , what more?

I don't understand, then, what is Chen Xiaoqiao living for?

When I was a child, I lived for myself, but unfortunately, I didn't meet the good times.

When I grew up, I listened to my father's teachings, lived for the country, and worked hard to travel all over the world to contribute to the construction of the country.

When people reach middle age, or when they are old, they live for their wives and sons, and in order for them to have a happy life, they do not hesitate to risk their lives to go to South Africa.

The settling-in fee of 100,000 yuan is really ...... It's so cheap.

Is this the life of a human being?

Or, these few words are Chen Xiaoqiao's life?

It's so simple that it's speechless.

So, why am I alive?

Zhang Kun was silently distracted, and then followed the train forward, arrived at the station, got off, got off, got off, got off the car, and got off again.

Zhang Kun moved forward in a daze, until he exclaimed: "Mom, the eldest brother is back." ”

Zhang Kuncai woke up suddenly, and then looked up, it turned out that he was hazy, and he unconsciously returned to Taixian Town, his grandmother's house.

Looking at the surprised sister at the gate of the courtyard, the angry mother who just came out of the house, and the grandmother with a smiling face on crutches.

I don't know why, but Zhang Kun suddenly seemed to have found the answer.

What do you live for? for your family.

Thinking of these words, the heart that has been entangled seems to relax instantly.

Zhang Kun had a bright smile on his face.

"Mom, Grandma, I'm back!"