[Female readers reading this chapter can bring their own tissues......]

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Jiang Ning's face was full of astonishment, the amount of information Lin Qiang said was too large, and it was difficult for him to sort it out for a while.

"Wait, the haunted house murder case, didn't succeed in catching the murderer?" Jiang Ning asked in disbelief after sorting out the cause and effect.

"Caught, two murderers, caught one, ran away. Lin Qiang said. "Chen Dian was involved in a fraud case when he was in Rock City before, and there were two accomplices, and the amount of money committed was as high as hundreds of thousands. The three of them donated money and fled to Liushi, where they got a job as cleaners at an amusement park. According to Chen Dian's accomplice, because of a conflict over the distribution of the spoils, the two teamed up to kill another companion and tried to hide the body in a haunted house to get by. ”

"I just didn't expect to meet you by chance. Lin Qiang said, glancing at Jiang Ning. "You kid also has a big life, if you were found out at the time, now the life of sitting here is gone. ”

Speaking of which, this Chen Dian is also a talent, and he can actually think of using a haunted house to cover up the corpse, and use the fear of ordinary people to achieve the truth, falsehood, falsehood, truth. Moreover, during the arrest operation that day, we also escaped from the amusement park by the police, and escaped from Liushi for so long...... His anti-investigation awareness and vigilance are very high. ”

Jiang Ning sighed: "A person who has been displaced since childhood and lives a hungry and full life, why is his anti-investigation awareness not high?"

He has this deep experience, in the first year of hard work, he also did a lot of small jobs and did a lot of hard work...... Life, that is the stuff that rich people deserve, and the problem faced by ordinary people is called survival.

Chen Dian has been crawling and rolling all the way for so many years, stumbling and stumbling in this world step by step, how many people can understand the suffering? A child who has been abandoned by others is destined to be cared for by no one, if he does not work hard to live, no one will shed a tear for him even if he starves to death on the streets in any winter.

Lin Qiang looked at him, and Jiang Ning seemed to empathize when he said this, as if he had also tasted such suffering.

Loneliness is a very valuable feeling, some people become lonely, and some people fail to be lonely.

Chen Dian's suicide note is thousands of words, and he wrote it in two batches. Lin Qiang thought about it, and still told Jiang Ning this information, he felt that there was nothing to hide. "He has a habit of keeping a diary and likes to use words to record his life. According to your description, when you heard Zhang Xuemei knock on the door for the first time, she crawled to your door, guess what Chen Dian was doing at that time?"

"Do what?"

"Record. Lin Qiang said. "Record everything that happened. ”

His suicide note recorded the whole process of how things unfolded...... He came to Zhang Xuemei's house that night and identified himself...... Alas. ”

Lin Qiang's throat rolled, sighed, took out a piece of paper, and handed it to Jiang Ning. "See for yourself. ”

It was Chen Dian's suicide note, which had been crumpled and crumpled into a ball of paper and wanted to throw it away, but in the end it was picked up and continued to write, and so on several times.

The suicide note reads:

I went home, I went back to Liushi, I found her, I found my mother. I stood in front of her, but she didn't recognize me. When I told her that I was the child she had abandoned more than 20 years ago, she froze for a moment, then came up and hugged me and cried. At that time, I was already a little soft-hearted, and I was hesitating to kill her.

She cooked me a bowl of noodles, and it still tasted the same as when I was a child. I've never eaten such fragrant noodles for so many years. I talked to her for a long time, told her how I had spent the last 20 years, and told her that I had killed someone and that the police were now chasing me.

It's ridiculous that she persuaded me to turn myself in. I was angry because of what she said, she said let me be a good person and turn back. But did she ever want to be a good person when she abandoned me? She is no longer a pure good person, so why should I be pure? I was very angry, so I stabbed her and told her that you are not worthy of being a mother.

She really doesn't deserve it, I've never seen someone so hypocritical, and hypocrisy scares me. Now I'm going to kill her completely, and then kill myself. I wrote this suicide note to tell the policemen, to tell the people who accused me after my death, that you are not qualified, that you do not understand anything. You're only going to try to accuse me of things like 'She's your mother, she gave you life, you have to thank her,' so I'll give her my life back so we're both clear."

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The words on the suicide note are very sloppy, and the meaning expressed is also very straightforward, and it looks like an essay written by a primary school student. But judging from the level of no cultural education, it is already very good that Chen Dian can write so many words.

There were blood stains on the paper, and Jiang Ning could imagine the picture at that time...... Chen Dian stabbed Zhang Xuemei, then sat down at the table to write this paragraph, and Zhang Xuemei struggled to crawl to his door while he was not paying attention, trying to ask for help from herself.

The fear and despair in her heart when she knocked on the door will never be forgotten by Jiang Ning in her life...... At that time, she was asking herself for help, if she could have gone out earlier, if she hadn't hesitated at that time...... Zhang Xuemei may not have to die.

And he watched Chen Dian stab her seven times, witnessed the whole process, and Chen Dian committed suicide in front of him...... The death of two lives in front of him caused a lot of psychological pressure on Jiang Ning.

"This is Chen Dian's diary. Lin Qiang took out a notebook from the folder he was carrying and handed it to Jiang Ning. "Look, don't blame yourself too much, it's not your fault for standing idly by. ”

"Nope. Jiang Ning looked up at him. "To stand by is to sit idly by. ”

Lin Qiang sighed, got up and walked out. Jiang Ning opened Chen Dian's diary, and nearly an entire book was filled with dense words. Chen Dian's handwriting is not pretty, but it can be seen that he writes very carefully, and the diary may be the only way for him to confide in the world.

February 7, XX year: Today, the eighth child told me that he is going back to his hometown to marry a daughter-in-law, which is good, he can go back to live an ordinary life, and he doesn't have to run with us anymore. I was reluctant, but I also sincerely blessed him. I invited him to a barbecue on the street with the third son, which was regarded as a practice for him, and then sent him to the train station, the third son turned around and cried, I gave him a punch, what is there to cry about, the eighth child is living a good life, we should be happy.

May 14, XX year: Lao Liu calculated my salary today, hehe, I got so much money for the first time, but on the way back, I met a child begging for food, and kindly gave ten yuan, but the wallet was touched, it was really kind and not good to repay, damn.

December 28, XX year: It's about to be the New Year again, and it's this time of the year, the third son has also returned to his hometown, a few days ago I made a phone call with the eighth child, he hugged his son, it's good, I have a home of my own, when can I have a home of my own?

Chen Dian's diary recorded how he spent his days in the past few decades, and Jiang Ning felt inexplicably depressed when he looked at it. This is a diary of how the bottom of society survives. Like Chen Dian, the people who appear in the diary, they have a very difficult life.

Looking further back, Jiang Ning's eyes were a little moist. Chen Dian wrote in his follow-up diary that the third son was sick and died, leaving the last sentence: I will become a star to accompany you.

The eighth child's child was abducted, and when he and the eighth met for the last time, the eighth child changed a lot and was scary. It can be seen that Chen Dian was very envious of them at the beginning, envious that they all had their own homes, until their homes were broken later, but Chen Dian didn't even know how to say comforting words.

How can he comfort him? He himself is a loveless person.

There is a passage in the diary that Jiang Ning has a lot of feelings, and Chen Dian wrote: The beauty of this world is given by people, and it itself is not beautiful. The purest beauty of this world is to have nothing, to have nothing, and not to lose anything.

Jiang Ning read this passage and couldn't let go of it for a long time.

How should he evaluate this sentence? Good or bad, right or wrong?

Perhaps, there is no right or wrong in itself.

"If you don't own anything, you won't lose anything. Jiang Ning recited this sentence and sighed faintly.

He turned to the end of his diary, and in February of this year, Chen Dian wrote in his diary.

I actually found the news of my mother, in Liushi, she shouldn't remember me, but I still remember her, even after more than 20 years, I think I can recognize her at first sight when I see her, I want to go back to her, and wait until the big ticket in my hand is finished, and I will leave when I get the money.

I've spent countless days and nights fantasizing about what it would be like to see her again, and what I would say. It's weird, I hate her so much, why do I get nervous because of these things?

Judging from these words, Chen Dian actually didn't intend to kill Zhang Xuemei at the beginning, although he once had this idea, but deep down he still longed for his mother's love and the protection of his family.

He's not an evil person, at least not at first. At the beginning of the diary, Chen Dian rescued small animals, helped homeless elderly people, and shared a bite of food for them when he was hungry...... He's not a bad guy, he's just keeping his head down in front of survival.

The last sentence of the diary is connected with the first sentence of Chen Dian's suicide note, which is the whole thing. Jiang Ning knew why Lin Qiang didn't ask him any questions, because the record was very clear and detailed, and there was no need to ask again.

The reason why Chen Dian killed was actually because Zhang Xuemei persuaded him to turn himself in at that time. As far as Chen Dian is concerned, Zhang Xuemei herself has not chosen to be a good person, so why should she ask herself to atone for her sins? Even if she wants to atone for her sins, she has to atone for her sins first.

Jiang Ning finished reading the last paragraph of the suicide note, which Chen Dian wrote.

"Okay, I'm going to find the third son, and I don't know if this kid still loves roast chicken as much as before. By the way, let's see if I can meet the bastard who kidnapped the eighth son, if I can, Lao Tzu will have to beat him so that the prince of Yama doesn't know him. ”

"This world is not beautiful, if there is a next life, I hope to make it beautiful. ”

He never forgot his former friends, the third son, and the eighth child, two people who appeared frequently in his diary, leaving a strong mark in Chen Dian's life.

Jiang Ning remembered that when Chen Dian committed suicide, he leaned against the wall and looked at the sky, he might be looking for the stars, looking for the one that the third son became.

He turned his head, and the sky outside the window was cloudless. No matter how much regret and sadness there is, it will not be able to replace those who have passed away.