As soon as she entered the house, Xie Fei went to pour boiling water for Xiaoyu, and she said, "I won't drink tea at night." Can I give you lemon juice?"

"No, I'll just drink boiled water, and the sugar water is bitter," he refused. "What do you want to eat at night? I'll do it. "I don't want to eat it, I eat it at the cow first, and I'm not hungry." ”

"Oh well. She poured herself a glass of boiled water, she turned on the TV again, she handed the remote control board and he chose the station by himself. She said: "It's been more than 20 years, and you see I've become an old woman, right?" ”

He tuned his TV to the sports channel and said, "To be honest, the first time I saw you last year, it seemed like a big change. When I see you today, you are as beautiful as when you were young. If I see you every day, the more I look at it, the more beautiful it becomes. ”

She laughed, and she quipped, "Then you can watch me every day, can you follow me? I can feed you." She laughed.

"You're kidding again. I mean, the more you look at it, the more beautiful it becomes. ”

"Oh, yes, I feel that way too. Even though we're both in our fifties, I still like you. I mean from the heart. She looked at him, and she spoke very straight.

"I have something I like, I'm just an honest farmer. "He's really looked down on himself all the time.

"I'm a farmer too. I can't tell you what I like about you. Anyway, it's like, the kind of liking that can't be said, and liking means everything. She also said bluntly.

"Hahahaha......"

"What are you laughing at?"

"I'm laughing at that foreigner who plays football and fell into. He looked at the screen. She glanced at it too.

"So be it, you go take a shower first, and I'll wash you after you wash it. She thought it was okay to sit for so long.

"I didn't bring a change of clothes, so forget it. ”

"That's not good, it's a day to go, it's more comfortable to take a shower. I've got a lot of pajamas, you can wear them, I'll get them. She went into the house to get her pajamas.

Xiaoyu took her pajamas and went into the bathroom. Sheffie switched her TV to a movie channel, which was showing a love story abroad.

When the light rain came out, the lingering footage of a man and a woman on the TV was showing. He didn't care either, Xie Fei, who was engrossed in the screen, pointed to the room where he slept and he went in.

About half an hour later, when Xiaoyu was lying on the bed with the back of his head in his arms, thinking about the passage of the day, Xie Fei, who was wearing pajamas, gently pushed his door open.

They look at each other.

"Don't panic, I didn't mean that, I'm here to talk to you. She mysteriously walked to his bedside, and then she went to bed and sat down at the head of the bed. She put her pillow up and rested her back on it, curled her legs and clasped her hands under her knees. She tilted her head and said solemnly, "Please don't be afraid, I won't eat people, I really want to chat with you." ”

He was taken aback at first, and after he saw her movements, his heart slowly quieted down. He sat up just like her, and he learned to wrap his legs around him.

Then she began her narrative:

Since Liu Jiesheng and his father died one after another in 03, she has owed a debt of 30,000 yuan, of which 30,000 was borrowed by Qin Qin's sister. In the first two years, she almost didn't pay off her debts, so she demolished the house, but fortunately, she didn't have a lot of money for this house, and Liu Jiesheng's house also got a sum of money, so Liu Jiesheng's house only spent a little money, and all the debts were repaid. Since May Day last year, she has simply rented the façade to another one, so that the rent for one year is basically enough for her mother and son to live. Her son Liu Xunfei is preparing to go to medical university, and he is determined to study oncology.

Speaking of a pinch of Mao Qinqin, she told Xiaoyu that he was the one who beat him back then. She said that the man had changed so well that he sometimes told her that he really wanted to be friends with the man who beat him. He said that if he hadn't beaten him, he would have been unrepentant for the rest of his life. You won't be able to live a peaceful life for the rest of your life.

Now Qin Qin is married, and he married a widow with a dead husband on the street, and the widow has a daughter who is also married. Qin Qin's sister is not only still in the clothing business now, but also doing even bigger.

Her original husband Chen Wei, he has to come back to see his parents for a few days every year during the Spring Festival. Sometimes it's inevitable that you don't run into it, but you don't have anything to say when you do. She still felt that he was remorseful, but he also wanted to get it, this was something that could not be helped, and he could only blame himself for being greedy for cheap and gullible to others. He also knows that there is no regret medicine in this world.

It seemed that he went there upside down, and it was known that he was infertile, and he had given birth to another child, so the family had no face. In this way, the family is even more optimistic about him, and it is possible that he is still very angry there.

There is also the fact that since Liu Jiesheng died for more than five years, there has always been a person surnamed Liu chasing her on this street. The man was 52 years old, worked in a steel mill, was divorced, and he had a son who was idle and unsuccessful.

She looks at others as honest, but she is addicted to cigarettes and alcohol. First, she couldn't smell the smell of tobacco and alcohol, and second, she was unwilling to accept that uncompetitive son, so she repeatedly rejected that person's entanglement.

After Xie Fei said this, she said: "People are like this, the person you think, he just ignores and steps on you." Someone you don't like and can't get used to, but he wants to pester you. ”

She looked at Xiaoyu affectionately and continued: "For example, you, I have always opened my heart to you, but you don't accept me. I also know that you have a good wife, but I still don't believe in men in this life, and I don't have any pity for the women I like. I know you like me, and in my decades of observation, I really don't believe there are a few decent men like you. There are, and they are like those stupid and incompetent, and even some of the bad seeds that any woman hates when she sees them. ”

As she spoke, she leaned close to him, and he stepped back from her until he reached the edge of the bed. He wanted to get out of bed but was afraid that she would be sad and sad, his mind was struggling quickly, and he also thought of He Yalan more than half a year ago. If He Yalan didn't take the medicine at that time, would he have committed it, he really didn't know. Because they all say: the hero is sad to pass the beauty pass.

He thought, "She didn't say that first!" Why did she come again? Is this what people call lonely men and widows, and are lonely men and widows really difficult to control?

He said, "Sister Xie Fei, don't do this, you make me so embarrassed like this, didn't you say it first." ”

"I said that, but the more I thought about it, the more I couldn't control myself. Please believe me, I'm not the kind of bad woman you men imagine, I just like you alone, and I won't do this to anyone but you. ”

She had turned into a pleading, she had shed tears. She turned in front of him at once, and she sat on his lap. She continued: "I'm really not a bad woman, and I've thought about it, I'm sorry for the dead man, but I can't help myself. In addition to feelings, people also have human instincts, as well as the needs of their own bodies. It's just that you can control the temptation of all other factors, but it's different for the person you like and love in front of you, and you really can't control yourself at this moment. I'll beg you this time, just once in this life, I will die without regrets. At this point, she was close to tears.

Looking at the appearance of this beautiful woman Xie Fei, who has grown old from young to about to age, Xiaoyu's heart softened. He thought that a person's life is just like this, and after a few decades, it will be wiped out, even if you have earned the chastity archway that you used to say in your life, but when you close your eyes, you don't know anything. And he has already had that time with He Yalan, and he is not innocent, so it is better to rely on her at this time. According to her, she will achieve her wish, and she will not lose anything.

In this way, under Xie Fei's repeated soft entanglements, in the dim and hazy pink room, in the end, he and her seemed to have a pink dream.

The next morning Sheffie got up early, she turned on the light, looked at Xiaoyu, who was still asleep, she looked at him for a long, long time, and then she put on her clothes and went into the bathroom.

The bathroom light was very bright, and she only noticed her face full of spring breeze when she combed her hair, which is not an exaggeration to describe the peach blossoms in March. She smiled with satisfaction, she laughed at her long-cherished wish for more than 20 years, and now she really died without regrets.

A woman is like this, if she can't get what she wants, she will never forget it and regret it for life. As long as they get it, what they want is to die without regrets.

Although there are both men and women who are attached to the opposite sex, as long as they are not greedy, it is wise. Men and women who are always insatiable do not have a good death, so they are afraid of being insatiable.

Then she went to boil a few eggs in the pot, and she went out to buy soy milk and potsticker dumplings. She still heard Xiaoyu say that he likes to eat pot sticker dumplings twenty years ago, but at that time she didn't find a chance to invite him to eat, and today she finally repaid her wish.

When everything was ready, a satisfied Sheffield walked over to his bedside. She saw that he hadn't woken up yet, and she saw that it was already eight o'clock in the clock, and if she usually wanted to sleep in, today was absolutely impossible, and she had to go to a date on May Day today. She smiled and scratched his nostrils with the tips of her hair until she woke him up.

As soon as he sat up and looked around, he finally woke up from a pink dream, and he remembered their task for the day.

"Go out for a while, I'll get dressed. Xiaoyu said hurriedly.

"Wear it, I'm sorry for what. She smiled at him, but he didn't, and then she turned her back to him.

He came out and washed his face immediately, and then he was eating, and when he saw the potsticker dumplings, he smiled and asked: "You also know my preferences, you can buy potsticker dumplings in the morning?"

"Why can't you buy it, we have it on every street in the city. She tilted her head to watch him eat.

"Oh, twenty years ago, it's more than twenty years now, remember that I told you. They (they) smiled heartily, and the events of last night were forever and permanently stored in their minds and hearts from this laughter.